Today I'm really sick of my action...
The person that like me keep asking me to give him an answer...
I'm so stressful honestly. Maybe I'm not ready to have a relationship with him and another strong reason is I found I still like "him"
I can't tell him I still like "him" because as I know "he" is not going to have a good ending with me...The answer really is what I expected.
This morning I get my strong courage to sms "him" that how he feel to me... His answer quite disappointed me... he treat me is just same with others and call me dun think too much, OMG... really killing me... but I'm so tough, still can handle and go bank with mother but my mom keep asking me to help her find her hand phone I keep forgetting...LOL... It just because I'm not in mood to concentrate...
Very confusing...frustrated with the guy keep asking same question.
Sad when know the "guy" answer, but relieve when all this is shared out...
Future what will happen is not under my control. So what I can do I had make it, if really cant change the situation now I wont regret.
But I found is the "he" had more concern me after I'm telling him...
and the he.... still keep doing something that want to tackle me... seem I'm torture him ... feel bad right now...
God, what can I do??? What I feel????