Today early morning back from penang. I accompany my mother to go breakfast and then go bank to apply a credit card. But unfortunately the bank was closed, and I unable to apply in this week. After that we go Open University at Seberang Jaya to ask some info about my degree courses.
The psychology courses I asked takes me 4 and a half years, OMG... Is out of my expectation. I'm in dilemma situation again. I wish i can study in psychology but I don't want to waste my alternate Sunday to attend the tutorial as I hope I can attend church service.
I think I need to pray before I make any decision for that. I decide to fast as NECF also conduct a 40days fast and prayer from tomorrow onwards. I wish to join too as well I can pray for my future career and my "life".
After settle all things, I'm damn tired. I have my rest time about 2 hours in the afternoon. Later on I have my lunch with my mum in BM tesco.
I just took a waffle as my lunch in Tesco. But i'm satisfied for that. I met Ian baby there too with Chan and Jess.
He is SO CUTE... so lovely. When we met him, he is shouting for "MILK". His father is looking for the water to made the milk for him and his mother is preparing a place for him to take the "milk".
There is no place for feeding the baby in the food area. We just able to put him in the TROLLEY... see the pic down there...IS funny ^^
After shops in the Tesco, I just able to have a quick bath and my sis is rushing me to prepare myself to go penang have dinner before joinning the Gen Xtra Prayer meeting.
We plan to go for the James Foo western food to have dinner, but we the parking is not available for the moment then we just change our plan to have dinner at "No eyed deer"
Here is the 1st dish, soup of the day ~~~
Is dessert time ~~~
Coffee pudding....
up side down ice-cream
Down there is the decoration at the wall.... quite attractive and make the feel better
We though we are late to attend the service, but we are not the latest to be there. Others church member cames from church was late then us.
After the prayer meeting on the way back, I have made up my mind. When the prayer meeting is goes on, I feel HS is talking to me. I shoudn't always left my feeling behind. I need to pray, I need to step out my 1st step to love God more and more. I had ignore many important things I need to do in my life. 1st things is share the gospel to my friends and colleague. I know that is gonna be a hard time for me and I will struggle and struggle but as I know God will not leave me just like this. He will be my strength whenever I'm weak. I need to call upon his name, I need to seek him as much as I need him. I hope I can enjoy my fasting prayer for this 40days and to get back my relationship as close as possible with my God. This is all I hope for this moment. God please help me too...I know that I'm not strong enough for that.
Beside, I hope my "sensitive" is getting lesser day by day as "he" is ignoring me as I feel. Really hopes I'm over looked. Honestly I feel bad when I know that when I telling "him" the true feeling "i'm jealous" and emo when argue with him, I'm slowly pushing "him" far away from me by days. Is nothing I can done God, to repair this relationship back to previous. But I just hope that, in future I can surrender this relationship to you,Lord. God please help me to take care of this relationship between me and "him" as I really care much. Thanks God....
The psychology courses I asked takes me 4 and a half years, OMG... Is out of my expectation. I'm in dilemma situation again. I wish i can study in psychology but I don't want to waste my alternate Sunday to attend the tutorial as I hope I can attend church service.
I think I need to pray before I make any decision for that. I decide to fast as NECF also conduct a 40days fast and prayer from tomorrow onwards. I wish to join too as well I can pray for my future career and my "life".
After settle all things, I'm damn tired. I have my rest time about 2 hours in the afternoon. Later on I have my lunch with my mum in BM tesco.
I just took a waffle as my lunch in Tesco. But i'm satisfied for that. I met Ian baby there too with Chan and Jess.
He is SO CUTE... so lovely. When we met him, he is shouting for "MILK". His father is looking for the water to made the milk for him and his mother is preparing a place for him to take the "milk".
There is no place for feeding the baby in the food area. We just able to put him in the TROLLEY... see the pic down there...IS funny ^^
After shops in the Tesco, I just able to have a quick bath and my sis is rushing me to prepare myself to go penang have dinner before joinning the Gen Xtra Prayer meeting.
We plan to go for the James Foo western food to have dinner, but we the parking is not available for the moment then we just change our plan to have dinner at "No eyed deer"
Here is the 1st dish, soup of the day ~~~
Is dessert time ~~~
Coffee pudding....
up side down ice-creamDown there is the decoration at the wall.... quite attractive and make the feel better
We though we are late to attend the service, but we are not the latest to be there. Others church member cames from church was late then us.
After the prayer meeting on the way back, I have made up my mind. When the prayer meeting is goes on, I feel HS is talking to me. I shoudn't always left my feeling behind. I need to pray, I need to step out my 1st step to love God more and more. I had ignore many important things I need to do in my life. 1st things is share the gospel to my friends and colleague. I know that is gonna be a hard time for me and I will struggle and struggle but as I know God will not leave me just like this. He will be my strength whenever I'm weak. I need to call upon his name, I need to seek him as much as I need him. I hope I can enjoy my fasting prayer for this 40days and to get back my relationship as close as possible with my God. This is all I hope for this moment. God please help me too...I know that I'm not strong enough for that.
Beside, I hope my "sensitive" is getting lesser day by day as "he" is ignoring me as I feel. Really hopes I'm over looked. Honestly I feel bad when I know that when I telling "him" the true feeling "i'm jealous" and emo when argue with him, I'm slowly pushing "him" far away from me by days. Is nothing I can done God, to repair this relationship back to previous. But I just hope that, in future I can surrender this relationship to you,Lord. God please help me to take care of this relationship between me and "him" as I really care much. Thanks God....
