12052014

Happy nurses day. 

Today is the nurses day that everyone nurses get the award from the crowd. 

I thought today will be my lucky day as I have not much of patient on my side. 

Unluckily, there were no one would like to take the challenges to take care the patient from ICU that should nurse in HDU. I'm the one who received the call and I'm the one need to take care the patient. 

Beside such unlucky thing, I had received a patient with nephrotic syndrome and the child swelling like hell.... Wow... The eyes seem like going to burst.... Really worse man. 

What a terrible nurses day....

After settle all my thing, I only remember to attend my friends invitation to taste guide cafe to celebrate my birthday in advance, that is for the early celebration. 

This all were my BFF since secondary school life. I love them... ♥♥♥

This is the pre course for then meal. Appearance good. Taste not bad as well.

That's the main course.

Another main course in taste guide. 

Spaghetti bolognese in the house. 

Hot honey lemon tea. 

Mango juice is the largest. According from my friend, the taste was good. 

This is the dessert that they order for me to celebrate my birthday as a cake in advance. Surprising me as that's look special birthday celebration without cake and with the song that provided in the house as well. Thanks my dearest SiSta.... L♥vE you all so much. 

Although today was the day I'm very tired... But happy for them. 

When I reached home, I'm worry about my patient while I'm fb~ing and saw the comment from Dr. C. I still remember the time I look at him when dealing the patient that die after staying sometimes in our hospital. The same reaction that I saw him while reviewing the kids with nephrotic syndrome. He thinking quite sometimes and just only make the treatment. Pray God that this kids would be saved at the end and I trust his plan of treatment has been order accordingly. :)

Taste guide 

http://www.procard.com.my/directory/search-by/city?value=Perai

16052014

Today is the worse day of my life and also the best day. 

Early morning, I get the email from the module coordinator stated that I need to retake the module in 2015. That's the bad news for me as I'm going to repeat the module plus paying extra and spend much time in doing that. 

God, I really don't know why such thing happened to me. But I know God you are great and mighty. You want me to learn something that I should learn it and do it better the next. 

Before joining my cousin to the Penang for the reflective CNE she would like to present later, I had done my assignment and submit it.

Today reflective CNE was packed. Many HOD joining as well. That's out of the expectation as well. 

Thanks God, she is great. She able to finish the CNE without crying while all the HOD have been critique her mistake infront that make all of us feel frustrated as well. Damn angry actually... Well, good job my cousin-Jia Wei.

Reflect back the incident in the morning, I need to wait till 2015 only can settle my stuff. I think meanwhile, I need to bear the burden with me while I'm looking to the email, thinking of the module coordinator... I hate this feeling.

After the CNE, we going to have movie and dessert time together in Gurney. 

Is time to treat myself better and let me feel better after all kind of stressful life that has been going onwards. 

Black sesame drinks....in 糖百府

Mango dessert -糖百府

Curry chee cheong fun. -糖百府

Curry fish ball. -糖百府

After that we going to watch movie -Spider-Man. That's the movie that I'm waiting for sometimes. 

After the movie we were having the dinner at Xuan Xin. That the seafood Tom yam Ramen. Yummy....

Thanks God that I could have a wonderful day even though in the early morning I have been diagnosed or certified. I know God you never and ever forsaken me. Praise Lord always....

15052014 my birthday

Why God Sometimes Says "Not Yet"? 

“You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised. For, ‘In just a little while, he who is coming will come and will not delay.’” (Hebrews 10:36-37 NIV) 

If you’re discouraged because of God’s delay in answering your prayers, understand the delay is not a denial. Just because the answer or the miracle hasn’t come yet doesn’t mean God isn’t going to answer or that he’s forgotten you or that he doesn’t care about you. It simply means “not yet”! 

Part of becoming spiritually mature is learning the difference between “no” and “not yet,” between a denial and a delay. The Bible tells us, “He who is coming will come and will not delay” (Hebrews 10:37 NIV). 

God’s delay may be a test of your patience. Anybody can be patient once. And, most people can be patient twice. And, a lot of us can be patient three times. So God tests our patience over and over and over. 

Why? So he can see how patient you are? No! 

He does it so you can see how patient you are — so you’ll know what’s inside you, and you’ll be able to know your level of commitment. God tests you so that you can know he is faithful, even if the answers you seek are delayed. 

You may be going through difficult times right now. You may be discouraged because the situation you face seems unmanageable, unreasonable, or unfair. 

It may seem unbearable, and inside you’re basically saying, “God, I can’t take it anymore. I just can’t take it anymore!” 

But you can. 

You can stay with it longer because God is with you. He’ll enable you to press on. Remember, you are never a failure until you quit. Resist discouragement, and finish the race God has set before you. 

This devotional © 2014 by Rick Warren. 

After reading this devotional, I know that God is talking to me. Although now seem I'm facing some difficulties in my study, but I trust God know it, and I can do it... And overcome it as God will not forsaken me even sometime I seem that God never move his hand yet. There is between no and not yet... 

Today is my birthday, so coincidently Dr. Cheang bring a cake from his clinic that his patient gave to us. But sadly is he don't know today is my birthday. 

Me and my BFF celebrate it with the cake ... And msg him to thank for the coincident as well. XD 

I trust God may bless this day and give me a happy and health life ever. 

That's the cake. He quite good in telling us that he put the cake in the fridge for us. Hihi ^^... 

11052014

Today is the first time I'm back to church after I have been absent for few weeks.

The feeling was not the same. I'm lazy, I'm not use to the environment and I feel like I'm not back to home, I'm a guest. Omg.... I hate this feeling....

Early morning I reached church I do nothing... Sitting ... Starring... Everyone like stranger to me. 

After that praise and worship started and I keep tearing non stop as usual and I feel that I have been lost some times ....

Chester keep asking me to walk around to welcome the new comer, but I really lazy and feel uneasy to get to know new people. This was not the good sign to me, I suppose treat this church like my home and I'm the owner and they are guest. But the other way round that I think I more like guest still....

After all, chester ask me to stay and ask me to join the youth camp meeting. At first, I really thinking that to tell chester that I wish to quit everything, praise and worship... Youth camp committee... Bu after that I didn't do it, I give myself one more chance to try on again. Hope this time I can feel better and do help them as well. 

Afternoon after having lunch with tea time with bro. Ping Ping and my dad, I'm rushing to the other activity that organized by 慈济. We are invited to be first aider and they are plenty of people came for prayers. It really impressed me. 

Although I don't know how was the flow and prayers, but I'm thinking that if those activity we do it at church what will happened? 

Although tired++ but also a very good learning experience for three of us. Thanks God. 

10052014

Today such a free day in the week. But unluckily I'm in charge of the child in HDU, rushing to sent the child for operation and busy ++ in the morning. 

Thanks God, after she was going for the operation, I can have a rest.

My cousin Jwei was not comfortable after lunch. While knock off from work. She was crying in pain and I'm bring her to visit doctor. 

Here is the numbers for the medication... I'm waiting....

I'm damn sleepy.... Forcely to get some sour plum while driving....

Finally reached home, I'm knocked off as well. XD