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Today start on my day....working with some fun colleague...same thing same job always been.... tired man...
I also like usual sms him the usual things... Had controlled myself not to do so... but finally does it too....FAILED...
Finally I told one of my best friend when secondary school, told her what I feel to him, how I think...express totally...relax...thanks God meet such a friend can let me share totally...
She really support me and feel happy when know I meet a person that I like, but another way I'm worry... and she just tell me follow the feeling goes...
sometimes really wish I can have much urge to stand infront him and start telling and asking him what he feel on me... but is just will does in my dream... in actual worlds... It's impossible..I wont take out the 1st step even though I have 80% chance to win it...
beside headache for the relationship problems, I need to think about the courses I prefer to take soon... Mostly next year.Which I prefer, I'm still wondering? who can lead me to the right destination? God, please lead me, I need you. Please don't forsaken me...(to be continue...)