UNFAILING LOVE From GOD: 12/6/09

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Emo night

last night after some argue with my family,damn sad actually. I had told my best friend that i'm facing this kinda problem... I'm moody. I thought they will understand me as well.... but unfortunately some not. But at least i have tell out what i feel and what is my opinion on that. I try to control my emotion, but my tear keep dropping non stop. I keep reminding myself that i have to keep my mood good, I cant distrust them. Finally i go to bed, i hope it make my emotion more stable and can think rationally. My friend told me that i'm no longer mature thinking that what i usually have, it make me sad again, but i admitted that i'm not mature enough to handle this. Every people also have their weaknesses. By the time, I'm not fit to think anymore. I prefer to have a rest...
Today, a patient feel very down. she is very upset. my friends trying to comfort her and couselling her. i join in the conversation with them, i put in what i think and to cousel her as well. that time, i realise that i'm so stupid. It keep reminding myself that every people is not perfect. I'm just a human, I'm not God. i can allow my mood swing sometimes, but not all the way. I try to neutralize back what i think and try to make my self more comfortable. I'm tiring this few days too...all kinda stress comes togather. I wish i can stand it and be more better.., thanks God