his birthday present.

This is the present that I plan to give "him" as "his" Birthday present. I brought it from the Bible shop...

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

28072011

Today heart's like burning so sudden. When "he" told me that he went dinner with a girl he meet in "his" gym centre I sudden got this feeling. The feeling is killing me. Some more is the place I have sweet memory with him "who's bryan" but another hand is when he told me just give me a feeling that he purposely use the "admire" words to irritate me. Make me jealous towards him. OMG...I hate the feeling. I keep asking as my heart and mind want to know more that why he choose to dinner alone with a girl. The answer he give is, the girl date him for dinner, and he like steak, so he bring her there. He attend the date not because of the girl, It because he din have other plan and he likes steak that's it...
My heart gain my the normal feeling after he explained to me. Besides, he also ask me how me and joseph. But I just ignore the question, because all my mind is full of rubbish question towards "him" and his gym's dinner girl. haha....I'm so funny....really really hate this jealous feeling... I need to control myself not to care about this things anymore. I'm not his girl friend, I have no right to ask where and who he date actually, but thanks God he still honestly answer and explained to me..This comfort me alot...

27072011 Penang 3/4 trip

Today I spend my 3/4 day in penang. From 12.45pm after I settle all my stuff at home, I went to penang to meet my colleague. The 1st place we go is digit centre. My colleague change her maxis plan to digi.
2nd place we go is Wawasan open university to ask for the degree course. I bet with "him" that I can finish my enquiry... So have to make it possible before I do my others stuff. In between I sms with "him" tell him where I go and what I did. It so sweet actually.
Next station I go to income tax office to get my pin no. so that I can login my self to settle my income tax stuff as soon as possivble.
After that, We go for bible shop near pulau tikus. Before went in the shop, We enjoyed our Maxim ice-cream before that. I'm damn damn hungry so I need to feel up my stomach before it is cry out loud.
When get into the book shop, I show the shop keepers the books that I need it. Both I need also available in this bible shop. That's great. Another shop keepers help me to search for it, but he is too careless. He feel guilty too when he unable to help me look for any one I want but I still thanks to him.
Oh...I need to buy a present for "him" that's the another reason I came for this shop. I choose 2 key chain for him, it is fluorescence. I just buy 2 of it. One is my surname "jiang" and another one is "his" surname "Li"... I like that, just thinking the gift he give me few years back that's my name "joyce" I like that. I still using it ask my house key's key chain.
After choosing all the things I want to buy, I go to the counter and pay. I want to get 10% discount so I have to pay another rm10 for the membership fees per year. When I fill up the form, I fill wrongly in some parts. I wonder how to correct it. The shop keepers offer me a new piece and said have to extra charge me for rm5 but is just kidding with me. He is humourous that under my expectation.
Before I want out from the shop, I choose another gift for "him" ... Then I call the shop keeper to help me take it from the glass cupboard with mandrine but slightly mix up with my cantonese words. He just don't understand and keep asking is it I want to wrap it as gift or??? and keep "shooting" me in the nice way. Even my colleague priscilla also feel that He keep "kind shoot" me just for kidding. And she tell me the funny things is, I can try to come for the shop frequently to look for a boy friend like him here. OMG...after she say this to me, I feel funny and just ignore her.
After all my things get ups... Is time to shop for our main pool's party things. We need to buy fruits, durian... We go tesco penang near straight quay there. Is my 1st time to go tesco there. We brought some watermelon and mango there. After that, we go Jelutong market to buy our Main Fruits~ DURIAN
Then we straight to my colleague, Ting LY's house. We settle our fruits and we bring all along to the pools and all of us dive in the pool...Enjoy our swimming there with fruits in between...Have a good fellowship there.
BTW, I feel sorry to God too. I miss the Prayer meeting last night. I'm SORRY...really SORRY.
Last night , When "we" sms*ing, he asked me is it I reached home, and when he knows that I back home early, he complement me that I finally know how to use brain to think. OMG...This sentences make me complicated. I'm happy that he is praising me that I know how to take care my parent's feeling, but another hand "he" is telling me that previously I always makes my parent worries.. OMG...
Last night before sleep, He reply me good night kiss too....is the 3rd day he did that. ^^

26072011

Today I received sms from "him" since morning before I go to bed.
He reply the message that I sent him last night. I thought he was slept after my message but is really impossible because It's seem too early for "him" to be on bed.
I asked "him" that why just now he just reply me. "he" tell me that , last night when he saw my message he though he had reply my message but It's doesn't so today "he" just reply that.
Today when sms chatting, he asked me whether this week still need to work. I answer yes... I need to work on Thursday till Friday. I asked why he ask for it. He asked me whether this sunday whether want to swim or not.
Preciously we have this idea to swim, because both of us like swimming so much. I say can as long as...I'm not get my period in this week. I'm glad that I'm the 1st person that he invite. He not yet invite anyone before asking me even though his best brother, XL.
It's warm my heart... That's why I L♥ve swimming as well... :)

26072011

Today about 6pm I go gym. This week I think I just left today and tomorrow just can attend the gym. Coming Thursday, Friday and Saturday I'm working that I unable to go gym again in this week. When reach the gym center, as usual I choose to cycle in 30min. During cycling, I read a book that I brought from counseling class teacher.I just finish reading this with an hour cycling and I touch me when I read the part that the author of the book wrote the letter for her daughter just 3 yrs old. OMG...suddenly have a feeling to cry, but I control myself so that others gym members won't realize that I'm crying for touch. I'm really happy that, this month I able to finish 2 books... It breaks my record.
I l♥ves reading...from today onwards...

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

BOSS is always RIGHT....

I'm wondering why I need to wait so long for her...It's just make my day miserable. Asking and don't even get a good answer, What makes me wait for wasting my time. I rather have a rest it worth for it much more.
REQUEST??? what's mean? If request won't granted, why I need to waste my pen ink and strength to write and request?
I bag my colleague to change duty with me, although my colleague agree,she still giving me such answer, senior and junior It CAN'T be exchange. So bad...I need to squeeze my brain to look for the rubbish roster again.
one of my colleague suggest me a change with another colleague so that I can attend my camp, peacefully. Her idea is very good... much more smarter then my BOSS....MY boss are SUCK...
The disappointment towards her make me awake... But thanks God...I'm ready to face it as I know that I have a great God not BOSS...

24072011

Today I attend church service abit late. I'm wearing a new MNG red shirt with a skin color mini skirt. Early morning saw a women sent a rubbish message make my mood going down... *sigh...can I just ignore it?
When reach church, I enjoy the praise and worship so much and feel comfort when listening to the pastor preaches.
After preaches, the pastor call all of the youth go infront of the stage and leaders and elders of the church need to pray for us. When I standing infront of the stage, I feel we are so important. Mei fang aunty pray for me. It's so touch to me. I feel warm and know that God really love me, give us so many good elders leader to guide us.

23072011 rest day..

Today also is REST DAY...I'm glad to have it but early morning my mum wake me up coz she is having itchiness on her thigh. She want us to bring her to get some medicine for itchiness from the doctor.
After cleaning, me and my sis bring her along to see doctor after having our breakfast in a coffee shop near my fitness place.
It take us 1 and a half hours just waiting to get the medicine. OMG....it's terrible. During the waiting period, i just realize that I forget to put the cake that I take from my cousin last night in to the fridge. I'm so careless... But thanks God I have a good father that helping me to put in this morning. I'm so glad that the cake still can be taken.
After we rest for a while at home, we bring my mum to fetch her so call "old" friends to have a talk in somewhere near sunway carnival. They have a good talk there, and me and sis have a shopping day there.
I brought a singlet it cost me rm9.90...for me it's worth...I love that.
After that, I get my hair cut that together with my sis and mom. I look great after the hairstylist set up my hair finally, but after my bath, It looks back the same...OMG...so bad...
when we go our dinner, we meet our "old" neighbour from butterworth. The are christian too...They are nice and kind neighbour that always cook some "Great" food and share to us. I miss her laksa, hokkien me... Love that.


Today is celebrating one of their families member birthday. we have a piece of cake each of us. So glad to have that before our dinner. Thanks God... After the dinner... we are totally FULL...
Today whole day "we" are chit chating from morning. What's app to sms and sms to what's app... everything we talk about... I love the feeling...
before "h"e sleep "he" take innitiative to sent me a good night kiss before I sent "him"...
I bring back the feeling that I like "him"...it's sweet dream...^^

22072011

Today I start to work, allocation is TL B. I off for 2 days, many of the patient I not familiar with.
After work I go to my secondary school mate's house warming. Before I went there, one of my friend said that she will share to give "angpow" together with me. I didn't prepare any "angpow" since I thought I can share with her.

But, before I went to my friend's house, she tell me that she will share "angpow" with her family...OMG...I didn't spare any "angpow" packet with me. OMG...Almost my friend reach there.
I sms mention about the angpow packet to "him", he told that "he" just taken one from his mother. He will attend a house warming later on too. I straight call him and ask about the detail. "he" will go behind chung ling there for the dinner. I suggest "him" to help me search for another "angpow" packet and bring it to chung ling there pass to me, as long as I get a "angpow" packet,It's look better.
After a while, my friend call me that she found a friend that can share "angpow" packet with me, since she written my name, I agree for that.
I quickly call "him" so that "he" no need to wait for me at chung ling anymore.
When reach there, I'm wearing my new "boxing" shirt...I like it so much.
There is not much food left over, I just take few as a manner and drink a cup of "english tea" since I'm won't easy get drunk with that.


Joseph called me during the dinner. He ask me for a movie tomorrow since he is having 2 free movie ticket for the "Mr. Popper's penguins" but I watched before. I told him, he ask me is it I don't mind to watch with him again. He want to have a date with me tomorrow.

At first, I rejected him, but he keep telling me that,I'm not giving him chance to proof that he likes me.OMG... what kind of answer I suppose to give. He call me to check for the movie and let him know about. I just simply ignore him that's it.
I get many call and message from teresa and david about tomorrow outing plan. From "him" I just know that all of us combine outing tomorrow as Esther told him. I ask "him" about why tomorrow he sudden change his plan not to go for a walk with "his" friends since this afternoon he told me he plan to do so. Is it Esther them call him,then "he" plan to change his plan. He quickly explain that previously he thought that just few are going that's why and somemore he need to accompany his parent so he cancel his date from his friend. "his" explaination make me comfort and really I can feel he don't want me misunderstand him.haha.... sound sweet for me. Hope I'm not over interpret that.
Before i left my friends house, my friend keep asking me how was me and "him". I just can tell them.... no good news... mostly no news is "good news" haha.... hope is there still but hope it won't take so long.
When I reach hope we still what's app chit chating as usual day.Before sleep we give each other a good night kiss as usual "muackss" I love this... ^^

Joseph from msn still contact me and ask me to check bout the movie time in sunway carnival, I checked and sent him, is not match for the time for both of us. So our date been cancel...YEAH!!!... haha....I'm so bad...