Wednesday, July 13, 2011

family camp 08072011-10072011

3days 2nights camp
When after work I get to the camp, "he" call me to go for dinner, but I can't,my parent had prepare my dinner for me in hotel,then I reject his invitation. "He" sms me that 'si gui dun want join us eat ah..'
I'm willing to join..but, I can't too bad. Then that night I very scare, I didn't get out for ps to pray. But pastor remember that I didn't get out for him to pray...OMG...so.observance...scary...
"He" call us to go out for supper. We 5 of us out for supper after that I still got sms with him again until both of us tired and sleep.
The next morning "he" also sms wake me up for breakfast. So good..that's why I willing to boil a set of half boil egg for her.
Next service the pastor remember me and nicole not yet get prayed so call both of us out and pray. I get many words from God via pastor when pray for me...he told me that god love me. And call me to love myself more...no one else will look down on me,coz Jesus love me, I should love myself. On the spot,I cry till very loud, on that moment, mum come and give me a great hug. I really feel warm and safe. I can feel the warm feeling that god healing touch me from bottom of my heart...I feel the great warm healing, is true... I'm back to the heart of worship..is all about god. I love you.
Lunch we go 50cents take lunch together. My fish and chip jz acceptable, just the potato salad is nice and spaghetti is delicious too especially beef.
Four of us not going back for the games, we go Gurney buy the ticket for tomorrow and shopping..
I brought a ring in black shape is star...very nice.it cost me RM 6.90..
Night time we walk in big group for dinner, all share and take..wow..just like a family, I love that. After that is another service, pastor pray for those people that willing to heard gods words...and then is time for supper again.
Our family and "his" family and bryan's parent join us supper at food court. "He" told me that he have something to show me, is about mys. After supper, we go to Chan's room to have fun with his kids ians and until his kids going to sleep and start crying for. And I walked to 612 that's xl and het room,"he" sms told me he is there to wait for talking with me. He show me what mys sent her. OMG...can't believe that. Not she say that she is not going to boader him anymore and still sms him for kinda things.
Is out of my business so let it be, just proud that "he" share to me what he going, that what he do. I'm so glad, that's why till now I still like him so much can't let go...Haiz...
We sms*ING again till sleep...
Next day we take breakfast differetlu but still we have talk to each other...when near ending of the service "he" sms ask me when to go off, we plan to go off at 2pm....
So bad thing is when we go lunch I found him sms*ING someone.bit duno who is that...
I borrow his HP, accidently got a sms came in, is Esther, OMG...slight disomfort seen. But I very sure that he didn't like her and he told me at night that Esther very understand him, that he won't like her, just treat her good as her sister only. And told me FY and FL got told him that dun treat them too good, they scare they will like him..lolz..he so pround of that...hahahaha...

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