03102013

Such a wonderful day for me to rest and do whatever I want. 

Funny thing is I still going to play badminton even I had bad experience after badminton. ~ whole body ache like hell....

My dad is following me... Omg, I know that he doesn't like to play badminton with traveling so far away some more he prefer to play with his "gang" of badminton lover. 

I'm wondering the reason he is following me to go play with the church member. My mum told me that he is worry about me. He told mum that the place that I play badminton is dark and dangerous so he was worried and hope can protected me. My mum told him that he shouldn't worries too much as I'm growing up and I can take care of myself. He say he understand, but before I have a boy friend to pick me up or have friends that could go with me together, he can't just leave me to go by myself as he still worried about me. Omg... I'm kidding with my mum by saying that I should get a boy friend simply in order to make my dad relieved. My mother laugh out loud and I continue to tell her that if I'm not going to get a boy friend soon than I should not be staying in Malaysia so that my dad can't tracking on me. Lolz....

After few sets of badminton match, I sit aside to have a rest. Shin loon told me that my dad had told him that to escort me to my car when I want to go back as he is planning not to come for the next time. Omg... He is so funny as asking me to do a rehearsal for today as my dad as told him. Lolz... Are they kidding me? I can protect myself and be independent okay.... I no need some kind of protection, I just need God, that's it. 

God, I pray that I can get a right "man" sooner as I wish my dad could be more relieve and stop worries about me. XD but another hand, I wish I can go on my dream without any barrier... Sound contradiction right? I also don't know what I am wishing actually. ;)

29092013

Thanks God who restore me back to the purpose of living as create and planned by God.

When singing this song, pastor suddenly ask us to pray in two by two, I'm keyboard list for today. Although I can't join in prayers, but thanks God Chester come for me and pray for me. While he praying for me, I tears by filling of the Holy Spirit in me, comforting me and I know that once again God calling upon me. Thanks God for not forsaken me as I'm nearly lost myself with the busy life.

For the medical check, thanks God, everything running smooth as what we usually did. I do feel that I need to pray for those of them who having medical problem. I'm running with this ministry, I should able to do it well right? God, please hold me tight and let me serve you with all I have. Amen.

After service, Jia Wei, Nicole and I go for our lunch together at Stone Age. Initially I do feel to call ping ping and Keantatt to go together as we plan to have lunch together. So bad, all had their activities. 

We still enjoy our meal so well, praise Lord. 

Stone Age @bukit mertajam. 

Yummy.... 

The first time I try the Tom yam mee... Very hot and spicy, wow.... 

I slept over few hours, omg my parent thought I'm not around as I'm sleeping in my room. XD 

26092013

Since morning I had waked up, first thing as usual I will be praying and have read the bible devotional through phone apps. I'm lying on my bed thinking that when I start on my day with all assignment awaiting on my to do list. I'm damn lazy... Damn...

After lunch with my dad, I success persuade him to accompany me to play badminton with church member. Great... I no need to travel so far alone, although usually I can do so it when there was a urge for me to do so. Actually my dad worried about me that's why he choose to go so far playing badminton with me. 

For me, although I'm thinking so far as well, but I really miss the time spending with them. I do not know is that I having another chance to spend time with them anymore, but just try my best do whatever I can. 

The first time I step in the badminton court. That's the new court in Butterworth. 

When saw him teaching Esther badminton, I refresh back some memory I had with him, but the feeling is not same anymore. I know there is impossible to back to the relationship like once upon the time, but the good thing is I still can talk with him. Although our conversation is just 2 seconds, but I do appreciate and I know I owe him and hers family a lot, I can't pay off with money. I just hope and pray that he can have a ladies better in future that could make him really happy and don't make him in trouble anymore. 

Anyways, my small dream can't get on as I'm been waiting to have a match with him, but last... I can't do so and I think I won't wish to do it anymore. 

I think our relationship will be the best if staying on friendship, it last forever. I think I can live without him well and could get my white prince in future than. God please bless and lead me than. I really wish could have a man can have the character that shown in the movie 冲上云霄2 Sam Tong. Haha.... 

Hey joyce, please wake up. There will not be a same man just like the movie and a sweet romantic scene in life, but I do trust God will start writing my love story soon. ;)