Friday, August 1, 2014

01082014

Today is the first day of August and also is the first day of my working life after I have rested for a few days. Last night I have read the book from Joel Osteen "become a better you" on a chaper mentioned about "bringing the best out of people". 
This early morning, I'm praying while taking a ride to my working place. I pray that God give me chance to make people feel good. I don't know what will happened, but I know his spirit will never leave me alone. 

That the point that after the prayer, he give me chance to serve. My friend Kim had agree to let me go her house to have a visit to her father and I know that's the opportunity to get to know her father and share the good news to him. I know I'm wanted as God had sent me to.... Although I'm nobody, but for sure God will make me as a somebody to him...Amen. 

Besides, in my working field, I met a fantastic women. She was too worry about her child condition and because of that she told my customer service that I'm giving her a bad service and before that she scolded me very rude and request to see doctor as soon as possible. Funny thing is I'm wondering this fantastic ladies might me something wrong somewhere so that she might not understand or misunderstand my meaning. My staff nurse in charge was giving me a bad feedback that I'm thinking that I'm fails to fulfil my patient's needs. I'm quite sad actually. In the moment, I prayed. I know everything comes in my life will have a purpose. That's no way that a situation came without my God knowledgded. I know my God will settle it for me and I know that's will be a fantastic way as well. 
True that it was settle with an appologize from the fantastic ladies.... I get shocked but I'm very happy and I'm very sure that this is belong to my beloved God's works. He do thing that I can't really understand and imagine, amen. 

Praise Lord....it was done....it settle... From now onwards, I know that's not w point that we need to plan.. Plan and plan... Everything that I need, God has prepared. What I need to do is just follow and obey him... That's it.... I trust in you Lord fully, whatever you asked, I'm follow. That is God. 

Sunday, July 27, 2014

27072014 today totally a mess!!!

It has been mess up after I've been told that plan changed once again without expectation. I totally hate this kind of feeling. Who can understand me? God? Do you? I don't want any unexpected changes... Or God you want me to learn anything??? Anything more? I don't know what to do with a mess honestly. After all.... It silent for sometimes... I'm thinking... Keep thinking... My appearance and my mind were a mess and I don't think I'm doing right. I'm getting angry!!! I'm getting angry for nothing!!! I can't think and act accordingly when I'm in rush. 
God, what you expect from me? What you want me to learn about? I don't wish to learn thing in a mess honestly. I hope my bad mood was not contagious anyway... Please removed the kind of stress... Thanks Lord.