Thursday, October 31, 2013

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Today is the worse day I ever had. I'm late for my praise and worship practice. I feel wanna die while the first thing I awake and look at the clock is at 8.15am. 
My heart may need to stop at that moment. Omg....
While I'm rushing to go church, I'm really panic. My friend also panic on behalf of me. 
I'm stunning and don't know what to do at the first place. 
When I called stephanie, I can't get her. The next step I called wendy to tell her I'm gonna be late as I'm overslept. I'm really regret as last night I'm going to my friends farewell party for late night. I thought I can get my alarm and also my friend will wake me up as they are going to work in the early morning. But, it seem both never works well. I'm late......

Guilty +++ I'm crying like hell while having the holy communion. Pastor want us to pray for each other two by two. While wendy pray for me, I'm crying more worse, in that moment I really sorry to her, I can't even pray for her. 
When I left the stage, Angeline saw me. She give me a hug and I feel better and thanks to her. 
What a such day I have..... Bad memory and dream.