25th July 2018 — Wednesday

Today my dad makes two mistakes in the morning. He went to grab some food for us yet he just brought two packed of mee hun soup for us and he forgot about his packed. Before went home, he told us that he went to a wrong car and tried to open the car door. He couldn’t make it to open the car door only make him realize that was not his car.

My goodness… I am asking myself whether that is due to his Parkinson disease or he just careless and forgetful at his old age. Whenever I start to worries, I am praying in the Spirit. Thank God… I know God will help me to take care of him. He blessed him with some job which he told me he has earned 2k for this month. Praise Lord!

21 July 2018 — Saturday

Today I get a bit late to go for work. On the way to work near the end of the Penang Bridge, it was having some heavy traffic. I getting nervous and I wish that I no need to write explanation letter due to late. As I’m rushing and worries, I started to pray in tongue as usual. I know God will grant me a miracle and He was not limit by time. Thank be to God, I am not late and I get to thumb in just 3 minutes early. 

I was also asked to be a speaker in youth service (Angel) today. Inside my heart I wish to share about speaking in tongue/ praying in tongue with youth. Before I sent the title of what I wish to share with Mei Jing, I told Chloe about that. She told me that it was align with the title shared by Pastor Andrew on last weekend services. I didn’t notice that as I went to KL last weekend. After knowing this, again I asked God whether is that really His will for me to share about speaking in tongue. From my mind, I feel that those youth attended last weekend services will heard this sharing before, might not get interested to hear this anymore. Deep inside my heart, I really don’t have any idea what I can share to them besides praying in tongue. At last, I stick to the prompting from my inner heart and sent to Mei Jing that I wish to share about S.I.T. (Speaking in tongues). 



Before the service starts, Jason saw some new faces and he asked me that was that good to share about this topic (SIT). I told him by faith that I believe God will do something even they are new comer. Suddenly inside my heart feel uneasy, but I tell God that since you have given this prompting to share about this, I will just obey. Not I am sharing this, is the Holy Spirit help me in that. I also start praying in the Spirit undertone while I have that thinking in mind. At first, I am quite nervous while start sharing in that. Suddenly I am asking Zhu Ern to share about his testimony freely in that and surprisingly he also boldly share about his testimony about praying in tongue. Thank be to God, Jason and Chloe help to share some words when in the group discussion. Jason also helps to ask those who wish to receive the gift of tongue to stay back, and we will pray for them and impart the gift of tongue to them. There are two new girls came for the first time to the youth service. Initially I thought they might not ready to receive that gift. Suddenly, I have a feeling to ask them as well even logically I feel that was impossible. Praise Lord, that both of them were willing to receive the gift of tongue. I just know that both of them have done sinner prayer long time ago from another church. After leading few youths to receive the gift of tongue, I feel the different of the two new girls while praying. That’s amazing!!! PTL!!!

19th July 2018 — Thursday

Today as usual we are receiving the Holy Communion in the morning together. My mom told me that my dad was having night mare which he was so aggressive at the time. She quite worried that he will fall off from bed when he starts moving aggressively from the bed. She quickly pulls his ear to make him awake. In the early morning, he told my mom that he heard some sound from the outside which he thought someone was calling my mom. My mom thought he was always worrying and causes that to be happened. 

While sent my mom to work, I told her that my dad’s condition mostly is due to his Parkinson’s. He will have delirum and depression quite easily. But thank be to God, I believe Jesus has bared all his weaknesses and disease. I suppose to be so worry, but in this season, I feel quite peaceful and restful. I encourage my mom to pray more in tongue with my dad and I hope we receive Holy Communion everyday was not become a ritual. 

Every time when I think about my dad’s condition I will start to pray in tongue. I have a strong believe and confirmation from the inside out which I can see my dad was fully recover from that disease and this will be a great testimony and walk with my beloved Jesus.