22022013

Today I'm really enjoy that, although is tiring and rushing when going out from home.

I watched the movie hotel deluxe, I like the story line of the movie, is funny and I feel great when I know finally the guy realise he love the girl who stay with him all the time. When he drink any good drink or eat any delicious food he will think of the girl. That's sweet. Hihi...

Thanks God, I got a friend who have same dream with me, I know that's not easy to find someone can have same thinking with me right now, I appreciate that.

Before sleep I read the book by Joel Osteen become a better you. Chaper 2 

Give your dreams a new beginning.

I like this chaper, is just like God indirectly talking with me. 

» God wants to do a new thing.

When one door closes,God will always open another. If all the doors close, he will open a window!

All those words encourage me do not give up in future and quit looking the past. 

We were not made to be average; you were made to excel.

» don't let "good enough" be good enough.

For everything that you've lost, everything that's been stolen, everything that's been taken away, know this: God has another plan. He has another seed.

Let the door close completely and step forward into the future God has for you. Quit looking back.

» what happened in your past is not nearly as important as what is in your future.

When I read this verse I nearly cry out.

"» you can't hang out with negative people and expect to live a positive life."

"» your destiny is not tied to the people who walk away from you."

Dont surround yourself with a bunch of "yes-men." On the other hand, don't tolerate a bunch of negative critical "can't do it" people.

» some people you have to love from a distance.

I know God want me to step into.next level, he want me not to look back. Some people may leave in my life, they may not be bad people, just that the season for that relationship is over, I may not understand, but God knows what he is doing. Maybe that person holding me back, maybe he is not a good influence, if I don't keep thing stirred up, God will stir thing for me. If someone leave my life, or relationship is over, no matter who, I learn not to talk them into staying. Let God do the new thing. Understand that my destiny is not tied to the person who walk away from me... Amen. I love this book so much. Maybe in another 10-15years I will thanks God that brought me to this message from this book and when I meet Joel Osteen in heaven, I may thank him too. Love you Jesus, you are my great mighty God.

21022013

Today sudden saw my friends relationship status change, I get shocked and wondering love really can take place so fast.
I really don't understand why some people could take it not serious as that one of the important decision we made in life.
They could change relationship status easily like changing dress. I can't imagine that. It not make sense. God, how come love and relationship is simple just like we choosing a dress. I dislike those who take it not seriously.
After I watch a movie 恋爱季节， I really salute to the guys that keep loving a girl since young. How he make that happen? Is noble, I hope God will choose the right one for me same that too.
Those who can affort to change their relationship at times, I do look down on them, as they not mature enough for relationship yet. God, I know I can't judge, just I nagging on you sometime when I meet someone like this. Is totally freak out.

17022013

Today quite tired actually. Finally get sometime for rest.
Early morning go church prepare to serve, after that lunch gathering with church bro.and sis. and my bff since primary school standard one.
Went for board games on the next, and sudden get invite to have dinner with my church leader and bro and sister once again. Another shown is movie time after the dinner with family. All program continuously happen today, I nearly fall asleep during the shown.
Today when the preacher preach about the purpose of life, what I think for? I'm planning for myself after two years I could be going away from msia. That's my planning, but I hope God is involve in my plan. I learn to obey that. God, please help me and I need to know what's your planning in my life. I need to have a purpose of life that you planned. I will get involve and obey that.
I feel ashame after I had listen to what the preacher preach. I know I'm been trainned in any problem or trouble I faced. I shouldn't complain. I should get what's God's promise and walk by faith through out all the difficulties that God put in my life. I should learn something in any trouble or problems. That's the key of success for those who never give up easily. After that sermons, I feel ashame, I think God want to push me to another level of faith. When I serve I get many new challenge. I shouldn't give up and I need try my very best.
Chester said well done for today although I think I'm not doing the best still. God u really love me and blessed me with a good leader to guide me.
Thanks God.
Praise the Lord.