Best Friend - Jason Chen (Official Music Video)

Early morning my hearts really goes off. When listening to the worship song, I found my hearts is far from worshiping. When reading the words of god, I know I need to be humble and back to the hearts of worship again. God, I need you. Amen.

Today also such a busy day. Thanks God, all thing run smooth as well. After works, my parent had prepare my favor dinner. I love it... In the mean while, I'm enjoying the video I had download last night. By Jason Chen. The song name "best friend". Lyric including falling in love with my best friend. 

Somebody to love - Justin Bieber & Usher (cover) Megan Lee & Jason Chen

24092013

Omg... What a day. Last night received a call from hospital that I need to go replace my colleague to do night duty. I really dislike unplanned thing happened. But, since it happened, I just can obey it and I found my boss really bag me to work for tonight, so no choice I can't reject it anymore. God, thanks you that be with me and I know God you may lead as long as you are with me always. :) will be a better night compare to what I think. 

First thing I wake up is to plan for jogging.... 

Thanks God I had success in achieving my goals that I set for today. But in the end, I eat more than I lose.. Omg...

When I jogging, that's the time I could have fresh mind to think, to focus, to enjoy my life. When I look up on the sky, I see the cloud, the blue sky... Thinking that when I could have differ view of the sky. If I'm in Paris, Australia, New Zealand? What can I see? Is that the same? 

After dinner, sudden think to have a shot. Beer time with my daddy. Cheers...

After beer, I had struggle for so long to restart my mind for studying. God, I really not in mood for studying. How come? God, please let me focus, can? I beg you.... 

Finally I got answer three question for my assignment, but there still have three more. What can I do? Moodless hahahaha...

Listen to music, switching from Facebook to YouTube. I found I nice song by Jason Chen. Just a dream. Although the lyric is mainly from a boy telling about a girl, but when switch it, it can be just nice to my feeling. 

Another song with great feeling that is "somebody to love" by Jason chan and Megan Lee. Lyric is the best describe my feeling. 

I'm enjoying music .... I think one of the thing I love to travel is to gain different feeling instead of doing the same thing here. I'm bored with the life here honestly.... God, please refresh my life.... 

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 Early morning when I wake up from bed, I started to pray and sing praise. When I listened this song, my tears drops and feel loved. I know that God asked me to move on. Why I still keep holding on the past? Should I leave here only I can move on?
Last night while sharing my dreams with my bff- Wendy Tan, I shared that I wish to go working travel in New Zealand. I want to try out something new. I need a break to really think and pray. As for now, I really don't know what I want. God, I know he has something right and good for me, but just I'm not having a "confirm" letter from him.
Ecclesiastes 3:11~ he has made everything beautiful in its time.
I trust God will made my life beautiful as this promises. Praise him always.

22092013

Today I'm joining the Ethel garden nursing conference. Wow... First time I join a conference with a prayer before the conference. Is special to me...

Hope today I'm not sleepy as last night I'm just able to sleep around 2 hours. I really love the movie so well.... ~"Sam Tong, I love you so much..." Love the way you are.... 

Firstly, I love this movie because of I love the character of the actor. A man with mature, steady and serious in relationship is the main thing I admire and attractive to me. 

Just like the character of Holiday, I'm really miss the character. I think I had changed a lot since young. 

Don't know since when I started to learn to be more honorable. Maybe the last time he told me that he like those ladies that could look mature, but I'm the one that is out going, active and confidence. I able to talk to anyone that I don't know very well. I will be the one initiative to talk to other. But since secondary school, I had changed a lot. Getting older, I'm getting less self confidence and passive. I can't really talk to someone older that me, especially guy, naturally as I'm very care that how people looking at me. I hate that I'm having such changes. 

After this movie, it impressed me as I find back myself. I don't care how people looked at me, i just Do whatever I think is right and like it. Just made myself, no need to purposely change my character to gain the favor of others. I'm special creation of God. I just wanna be myself. That's it. I'm talkative, active, out going...  Careless... That's my special sign that God given to me. Is unique.... Hahahaha.... Love myself so well.... I'm previous.. Praise God.

You know what's that? My body composition analyzer. The desirable range of the fat mass = 17-24% but I'm getting 31%. Omg....I'm fat.... Totally fat.... Can't accept that. How come? 

So from the day onwards my aim would be keep fat away...

The conference too bored... Really regret. I'm thinking to go church better than staying here and gain nothing. 

Busy life make my life bored. What can I do? I want slim down, I want polish my English, I want learn to cook, I want travel, my aims is working and traveling out station. Really hope I could have chance enjoy  different life out station. I want meet different people, I want to wider my social network as to learn from them.