When 1st time I saw this picture I found that I recently I had learn something up when I had lost something I feel that's important previously.
I lose him up, when I start on praying that God to take away that the person is not my right man away. But really, God answer my prayer. He is gone totally.
From each and every day sms non-stop , started to cool down till not even 5 per week till now a days. I totally lost him.
Actually I miss him, but I can't afford to bring him back to my life again to hurt me and love me at the same time. I rather he is totally disappear in my memories so that I can stop love him and hold back my love to the one that is gonna love me and be my right man.
When I know that he is not the one, I really can't accept it. I thought that I know him as well as he knows me well. We are close with each other is just like a couple spend their life together.
Thanks God. I know what is happening around me. I know what is gonna change in my life. I have to move on. I can't just hold on the thing that is left behind me. I won't work on me.
December is coming, that's the last month of 2011. What I done in 2011??? I tried to ask myself. Any ways I had learn. Learn to be tougher and stronger. Learn to love myself more and love God more. Learn to be caring to my families and my love friends. They are too important for me. I can't afford to lose any one of them from me. They are lovely God creation.
What's my next year plan??? I think I need to start my fasting prayer soon to have a clear mindset that what God had prepare for me to do it and complete it. What is the purpose that he made me and what I going to move on next...
Thanks God I had a great time spend with him. All I need to stop is keep writing all rubbish story about me and "him". That's completely end my story with HIM. From now onwards, He just a brother that I really love to spend time with him and love it. That's it. Is a sad ending story, but I still will keep this memories until I meet my heavenly father. And told him that to write a better ending for me when I start a next fairy tales story ^^... Love You Jesus ^^
