18042014 Good Friday

Today is a memorable day that Lord Jesus had died on the cross for us. 

Early morning before I get to work, I sit in the car and watch the video in YouTube "历史被改变的那一天". The video was so touching and I'm tearing non stop and start praying...

http://youtu.be/ep0NhtfK1Ps

Although today was damn busy and I'm not able to attend church service, but I'm thankful that God bless me and give me wisdom and strength to love my job, to overcome stress, sent the angel around to help me in planning my research (Dr. Cheang), give me such a good superior to understand my situation and the best thing is giving me a pair of good parent to tolerate my busy life style. 

Although recently I'm thinking that I have a limit time in doing what I want, like my hobbies... But I feel great as I use my time fully with the thing that is meaningful and I'm not wasting of my time to do something that's not worth it. I'm trying to fill up my time with a minimal time wasting and planning to get on my dream more and more closer. Praise Lord, I had finally found my passion and get in a meaningful life as lead by my dear Lord Jesus. God, I will always follow you and lead me and strengthen me with what I need and filled me with your spirit so that I can get in a fruitful life as you planned to bless me. Amen. 

14042014

Today I think is the valentine day for Chinese right? As I'm single so I don't ever boarder this. Hihi ^^....

Today is my rest day and I fully use of my rest day to REST as much as possible. As the bible scripture "Six days thou shalt work, but on the seventh day thou shalt rest: in earing time and in harvest thou shalt rest. (Exodus 34:21 KJV)" so Sunday I'm working and I had long time didn't have my rest day that I could rest properly as I could. I'm thinking to rest as much as possible, but early morning I had many task on my mind that wake me up in the morning. Start on my day as usual with my iPad reading the word of God following the signing up bibles plans and reply those message that I had missed up. 

I only realize that I had missed many hits news from church as well as my colleague. I'm outdated, even my sis was at out station, but her news was updated quite fast. I'm lost.... Oh my goodness... 

Now all my mind was filled with the research topic that I have interest with and I'm wondering the best topic so that we can do it the best to pass our project as well as it could be helpful for our institution and could be published one day. That's one of my aim for this year as well. 

When I saw my facilitator reply on my notebook entries, I feel bad and I know what's is going on as I'm not working hard enough to do my activities. I just use a little times to roughly submit the answer at church as I'm not in time to complete my activities....I'm regretting.... I should not do it such a way. But if make me to choose once again... I still will choose to attend church youth service and sacrifice my learning hours. I can do it better on my next activity, is okay... God, please help me to have a good time management in future so that I can serve you, spend time with you and your peoples and also do it the best on my study as well. This two activities was a trial, I could make it more and more better on the next attempt. God, give me wisdom to make it and give me more time to balance up my life with healthy relationship, working period, resting time and spiritually growing section. 

Heavenly Father, as now, I'm going to rest once again. God, please get me a good refresh mind to start on my study tomorrow and give me wisdom and strength that I need to get me a good result in my study and be a salt and light for you, and also help me to love your people as what you want me to do so. In Jesus name I prayed, Amen.