God I had learn something….LOVE and PATIENCE

Really have a hard time with someone I love, sometimes do angry what she does to me. Really angry, but one thing is flash out on my mind….LOVE and PATIENCE. Still learning for that, on the spot I do angry, damn angry why she can do such thing on me that she doesn’t like others to do the same things to her. Why??? Thousand WHY been question…. But the only ans. I get is Patient and forgive. Why I cannot forgive her like how God does it to me??? Why??? Starting to ask same question… oh God, I started to regret what I do…Do you willing to forgive me??? The ans. Sure is “yes my lovely daughter, I do” OMG…such great love had shown to me, why I still pushing it away…. God….please help me, I need your grace and your mercy. I need forgive her as how you forgiving me oh Lord…

I’m telling myself…. Don’t make this kinda mistake anymore…because God really Love me ^^

Happy father's Day

Today is father's day... OMG, really feel complicated with it...

Lovely and nagging father that i have, but i know all is because he love me...

Last night have some difficult conversation with him, I do feel sorry, just because I came back late, He nagging non-stop... OMG really make me headache for it

I most dislike people nagging on me, although i do know that all because they love me, care me...but still hoping they can stop nagging on me again and again the same thing.

God, please do help me to overcome this situation, I really didn't mean that to hurt them sometimes. I really regret this morning when i pray and listen what the song about his love and care, shit.... tears again...(I had pray hard not to tears anymore)

At night, thanks God have a good time with my father and family, gather to take dinner together, celebrate father's day together with a favorite cake of my dad and with a song "我蒙福“ sound weird right? because that song is my dad's favorite song, he usually will sing that song when he as a song leader in CG. And very surprised me is, he can even sing the song "祷告” wow.... great time for us... thanks God...for giving us such a good time having fun together. ^^