I'm lost... totally.... Working??? relationship??? just the same... LOST!!!

Suddenly a colleague having the MC, from a runner become a drip and physio... need to do all kinda job, following Dr. round, serve medication, injection... all sort of things... like a maid....haiz....

Back from work area, start missing him again... sms him since morning but just able to reply him few sms.... but when reach home, he busy working...haiz.... What I'm going to do with this??? God... thanks you not forsaken me.