Going to graduate soon, an other use stress is getting close to me. Wondering the way to escape or to face it. How to get it right? I cant keep on guessing where i'm be posted to, just can always pray that God lead me to the "RIGHT" place to learn. I like heart, emergency and critical nursing. It's sound interesting to me! But i do not know where am i can be posted, maybe to the ward that i dislike much!!! But i still need to face and cope it, this is the worse i can imagine. If i really can get in the ward that i prefer, also not that easy, i'm still new and fresh, not much experience to handle things independently. I still need guidance from the senior staff. Hope can have someone good to be approach and teach me.
After graduate i have to consider many things, i have to save $ to buy my own car, try out some dance to maintain my health, if my finacial problem is settle down, maybe will apply some english classes to improve my "broken" English. I like to have wider knowledge and skills in my nursing field. If have time, i hope could help up in some of the society like St. John. It sound interesting for me. Beside can help others, i can also upgrade myself and expose myself to wider area. It make my life more meaningful. But come back to my beloved church, i also do hope i can join the worship team again. I think i had pause my serving quite some years, it's time for me to return a favor to God.
I hope to share how God help, lead, and guide me through out this 3 years of trainning. Is not easy to go through this 3 years honestly, plenty of tears, sorrow and hard time to go on, but thanks God i have passed with the strength of God. thanks God...
