It was complicated 17/9/2017

17 September 2017 Sunday

When I prayed to have some distance with him, he texted me more often… lols… Really funny… by the way, I still will reply, but will keep some distance.

On Saturday night, he was texted me to invite me for dinner for tonight. I am wondering why he planned to ask me for dinner. Was there something celebration or special on the day. He told me as his parent was not around. Haha… Since the last time I did not make it to have dinner with him, as a bro and sis, I say YES to him. Since we have dinner and I asked him to go BM for dinner near my house for some nice “Bak Kut Teh”. He agreed and I am asking him to fetch me back since there was really near to my house. He says ok.

That night I have some kind of insomnia again. OMG!!! I keep praying in tongue and feel really refreshing. Thank God!

Next day, I have medical check in church. They were helping in some audition for the new members to join in the praise and worship team. When all were ready, they were leaving without telling me. I am wondering whether want to ask my mom to leave the car for me or not. Chester and Christine were asking me to join them for lunch. Jia Qing did offer me to fetch me back to church. I called John and he was on the way to sunway Kim Gary. OMG!!! He thought I am following Wendy them too. 

I told him I will join my cg member for dinner since I have some period of time didn’t join them. Thank God for the wonderful plan too. Since Chester was going, we went to the restaurant together. 

 

The food really nice!!! Thank God for letting me to join my CG group for lunch. Good plan although that was not my initial plan. I did not feel angry or uneasy, that was surprised me too. He sent me a text when they were going back to church. 

Thank God, today is a blessed day. Jay brought his coffee bean for us to taste it with a special brewing method. Thank God for him! On that time I just realize Wendy, Ivan and Sandy will go penang for something else that’s why John has no one to have dinner with. Lols…

Angeline brought a cake for Jay too as tomorrow is his birthday. We sing a birthday song and all of them start to dismiss by continuing their previous activity. I am wondering why there is no one praying for him. I am asking for it. They asked me to pray for him. I am ready to pray for him, but the same times I saw Jack was sitting aside playing with his phone. I called his name and invite him to pray for him. He does obey the call, pretty well! 

Most of the people left, John told me Amos will have dinner with us. I say OK! Yeah. I am asking Amos to play with me since the ping pong table was empty. John came and teaches me some of the technique.

Uncle Beh and Lyann Aunty explained to me some of the thing on Public Mutual. I finally understand some of it. Thank God! 

Wendy called me and told me they will try to be back to join us for dinner. That time John was playing Ping Pong with Jack. I told her we will feedback to her once we decided. She was suggested to go Texas Chicken at Raja Uda.

I told John and he does not wish to have fried chicken. So we went to have claypot wan tan mee at bm too. Uncle Beh and his family were joining us too. Jia Qing planned to join us but he will go for his appointment at 8.30pm. Aiks… I am wondering whether to go with him or not. Amos was not joining us at last. John offer to fetch me as I told him I wanna go ATM early in the morning while he text me. He told me he will go filled up his petrol and I am with him.

Thank God we have a good conversation all around. I tell and text Desmond while he went down to fill up his petrol. A short while he came back to the seat while the petrol still filling… haha… I just realize his pick up car can be filled up to RM150 diesel oil. He say still have some times while the oil was filling. Lols…

That Wan Tan Mee shop was closed on Sunday. We went to have bak Kut teh around that area while waiting for Wendy them. After we finish the meal, they arrived. John mentioned to go for second round. I suggest them to go for Tom Yam mee. I bring them to go Kampung Bi for Tom Yam mee. 

Jia Qing came and joins us at last. Haha… When back again, John told Jia Qing he will fetch me back. Haha… Thank God! I really wanna keep some distance with him, John read my mind. 

While they sending me home, John get a wrong way, I not realize it too. I am busy in chit-chatting with them. I share with them about how God lead me to Bank Negara. Since Wendy asking me, I tell them I am applying a low medium cost house too through Ezra. 

After they had sending me home, I texted both of them to inform me while they reach home. I thank John once again for sending me and he say “paiseh” to me that he did not realize I am not with them while heading for lunch. He told me his was so blur as he just slept for 3 hours yesterday night. He even forget where he place his dad’s friend summon after he received it today. After saying good night with him, I did not even reply him even he kidding with me on my words. I still decided to keep some distance with him too. 

Bro Desmond called me while I am still hanging around with them at Kampung Bi. While reached home, he texted me that “she” rejected him once again after he did asking her. Aiks… After went for a quick bath, I called him for chatting to see how he goes. He tells me he will let go from today onwards.

Both of us awake in the early morning almost the same hours. Lols…