God, help me!!! 13/9/2017

13 Wednesday 2017

Today is the last class for the topic of knowing the Holy Spirit. The front row left me and Jay as Jack was not around. 

Desmond told me he met John at the gym today. He was asking him how he thinks about me. He told him “aneh lo” haha… OMG… 

At the same time, Jia Qing was asking me for dinner. I invite Desmond with me too. Bro Desmond went and invited John too. lols. John tells him to go for supper as his mom has prepared their dinner. 

 It has been a long time I didn't try this bread! 

 

Thanks Jia Qing for helping me to get this in cheaper price. RM10 :)

Desmond forgets to tell me about that. John texted me when I am in the church. He told me if I want to have the tom yam, he can go any time as I wish. That’s sentences really make me misunderstand that he has some feeling on me too. Aiks. I direct asking him again with some undirected ways. He asked me not to think too much and saying I am so desperate. Lols… 

Initially I plan to go tom yam with him on the next day dinner as he was asking me to plan. I told myself, maybe should keep some healthy distance with him still. After thinking for sometimes, there was some uneasy feeling. I cancelled the dinner and wish to focus in preparing the sermon on Sat. youth service. 

God, please help me to flow with you and have a healthy relationship with him and his family. Jesus you are my center of all the relationship that I have. Thank You!