5/9/2017

5 September 2017 Tuesday

My mom suddenly asking me whether wants to join the healing conference organized by Penang EPCC church. I am wondering what that was as I did not receive any news from my own cell group leader. 

I really interested to join that as I have the passion on the healing ministry. Initially I thought I might not have the chance to go as I’m working every Saturday morning. The service is in the morning. Mom told me that Saturday must be a replacement holiday. It would not be working for most of the people. I asked my colleague through what’s app and confirmed I am off on that day. At the same time, I realize I rejected to help Mei Ching for leading the youth for hiking as I am working initially. Since I am not working, I suppose to help them too. But my heart keeps telling me, I should go to the healing conference, which was my passion. When think about Mei Ching might not have someone to help her, I could not selfishly decide to go the conference. In this moment, I started to pray. I tell God what was my heart desire with the situation that I faced. I also persuade my mom to join it if I am not able to join, she can still share some with me. 

While praying and thinking someone to help Mei Ching, my minds flash out about to ask Poh Thing. My rational thinking hinders me to do that as she always will reply a text using a long period of time. I am in a rush, I need to feedback to pastor if I really want to go. I tell God, if that was your will to let me go, opens door for me, if not I cannot register on time and I will help the youth. 

In a short time, Poh thing respond in the group saying that she can help. :) My goodness… I am so happy to see her replies. I straight away text pastor and tell him I wish to join that conference too. Thank God!!!