08122012

Today actually quite tired after working... But thanks God I'm quite enjoying the work for today.. is not busy and we able to finish our Christmas deco~snow man in time...

When driving back home, sudden thinking of my sister group in secondary school. I meet them up the day before... That's one of my sister birthday celebration actually... Also a lovely day as I finally know that my dearest sister had found her loved one. So sweet... Also out of my expectation...
I just realize me and one of my fren is the only two single in that group... Either one will be the next. Omg... Is stressful man when think of those relative will asking me about my relationship status... Lolz... I hope I'm working during CNY then. This can make me escape from the stressful scence...haha...

Anyway.. I know God know me the best, he is my provider... I just trust him alone. Anyways... I left all the troublesome thinking behind, I wish next year I could get my degree soon.... God..please lead me... That's my planing for now. :)

05122012

Today suppose I thought I will be so worry about how my boss is going to scold me, how the doctor will complaining about my fault... But praise the Lord, I don't even have a minutes of bad mood with me and I can have a great time spending my time with my colleague and have my favor roti bakar as my breakfast.
After few hours of good rest, I recharged all the energy...
Night, as usual I attend the prayer.meeting. today is time I back to a quite time spending with God by looking at the cross. The cross mean to me. I'll be silent for sometimes after worshiping... Something flash on my mind... I start to pray for my future, my work, my plan... For quite sometime I forget to pray for my future. I duno what to do with my future. My plan is that God plan?
I wish I could be follow what God has planned for me more that what I had planned for myself.
I scare I had ever make a wrong decision again. About relationship, I trust fully on God once again. I pray that God will give me wisdom to get my right one and close the door when I meet the wrong one so that I'm not wasting my time keep wandering for that. Keep remind myself... God should be 1st before everything...
God...please lead me become a favor of God and use my life to bless the other. Amen.

2 Dec 2012

约翰福音３：１６ 
Seven most 
1. 神～最大，荣耀，有权柄 
2. 爱～最需要 
3. 世人～最可恶，最败坏，最狡猾 
4.耶稣基督～神给人最伟大的礼物。 
5.信～神对人类最简单的要求，只要信，就可得救 全部人都做得到，最基本，最简单，容易。 
6.死亡～下地狱的人有 最可怕的： ○不灭之火 ○不死的虫 ○不断的折磨人 
7.永生～神给人最大的赏赐。

Taiwan Trip Day 2 @ 25112012 (24112012-01122012)

Today is the 2nd day we at Taiwan... Exciting ++ still. 

Although last night 3 of us just having just some quick rest, but we still able to wake early to go round the Taipei today. Praise the Lord. 

Early morning, after we get our breakfast at the Taipei station, (just a bread and I get my favour COFFEE, the 1st destination will be (中正纪念堂）

#1 This pic is on the way we walk to the Taipei station from our Hostel that we stay.

Quite a nice small transparent building. Is artistic. 

#2 When we reach I saw all kind of Building was build like the temple here. 

China~feel. OMG. but is great to know about the place.

#3 On that building, many of the group dancer was practicing their dance up there. At the corridor but not in the building. I think most of them is either secondary school or high school student. This period is their school holiday.

#4 Favor lavender field. Full of flowers and green grass. I thought that just the scene we can just watch in the movie, but it does exist.  

#5 The next destination will be the ZOO TAIPEI. 

For the transition, we need to back to TAIPEI station once again. I can't imagine that just the station corridor will have hang all kind of picture on the wall. Is awesome. But I don't think the Taipei people will look at it slowly when they pass by. Most of the time they pass by in rushing. So bad...

#6 This is the Modal of the MRT. I found it at the Station when go for the Zoo...

Finally we reach TAIPEI ZOO....

#7 That's the sign board before we saw at the Zoo....

Is Shinning under the sun.... Nice.

#8 Out of the Zoo, you can see a long giraffe building indicate that's the Zoo up there. Is cool.

beside just the sign board I found in the zoo. Actually I feel that's special in Taiwan is they care about pregnant lady, old people and the kids. They have special care in most of the public place. Such a shame in Malaysia don't have such facilities. >.<

#9 can you see the Gorilla is sleeping, they are LAZY.... >.<

#10 The the statue that they crave as animal like in the Zoo... Look real.... Awesome.

#11 There is 3 pic that I combine it all... Is my friend Angeline Mak friend's ~ MONKEY. 

Remind me those day she is feeding all the monkey with Gardenia bread. OMG.

#12 This is the small short section for the kids to know about the animal in the Zoo. They provide few people playing quiz with the Child and give them sticker as award. Wow...Is great. 

#13 Can you see the Colar bear in there. Look like sleeping position, but... it's not. it's eye is open staring there.

#14 Most Laziest animal but is the most expansive one. They are protected by the government and they spend much money to take care them. 

#15 Can see the Deer??? The patches on the body is beautiful. they are having their ~lunch mostly ^^

#16 That's a shop full of the toy of animal. Look real right? Like Zoo... OMG

#17 Our.....LUNCH... Ouch... is MCD again... but this is TAIPEI MCD. just the packing is not same. 

#18 Next destination is ~ 猫览 just like a cable car, bring us have a great view of the TAIPEI.

#19 This is Taipei City eh Taipei 101 building...  is just nice... Light is shining over the night for the building.... GUCCI....

#20 Taipei 101 Building shopping mall... all is branded shops... OMG... awesome...

# 21 DIOR... GUCCI....

#22 That's the highest building at Taipei... so need of the fastest lift to go up there. 

It's get the Guinness world record of the world as fastest passenger escalator. 

Beside that's not a cell phone, but is like what's the cell phone can do. Play the video as a refer for all the station in Taipei 101. You can enjoy seeing the view as you listening the description of the phone like machine.

#23 Nice view from the top of the building....

#24 Awesome... all the lighting in the city. Night view of TaiPei

#25 all the bridge and highway is on lighting.

#26 There also a machine built in the building that's called Wind Damper. It help to stabilize the building.

That's a huge machine I saw in there.... Pic above is just a part of it... OMG...

# 27 Cute toys about Taipei 101....

#28 I love this toy so much... Is great...

#29 It is just beside the gift shop.... ReD is good..... ^^

#30  Taiwan 1st wine.... 

#31 3 of us with the 101 dolls 

#32 The dress that show in the shell... not for sales...

#33 this is the statue that they do it for display purpose....  not for sale...>.<

#34 Yummy.... We share for our dinner in the building. 

I get the 鲁肉饭-排骨白萝卜汤+青菜，Esther have mix gravy rice 淋饭...and Wendy have Korea Kim chi soup rice.

#35 When we walk at the street... Christmas feel is there. Lighting there is awesome.

The building I saw when going to xi men ding..  is colourful and nice...

At xi men ding Market there we unable to get a supper as I'm so full... 

#36 That's the shop my bff ~ wendy was waiting to have that. XD.

The fried chicken 鸡扒 looks delicious..  hope I can try it before back msia.

Night time seem I got something to think about make my mood down.. 

What I care for? I should not care for it anymore... Just have a shot of Taiwan's beer.. is nice and make me in sleeping mode...

And finally got a person who understand me more then I expected sharing with me... Thanks God that's a gift... ^^ .

Taiwan Trip Day 1 @ 24112012 (24112012-01122012)

Is great... I can have my 1st time traveling to Taiwan with my dear church brother and sister. Is nervous and excited ++

Can traveling to Taiwan is one of my dream.... Next station should be in planning...

After preparing all the thing to bring, I double check with my listed check list as I know I'm too careless in everything. 

My parent fetch me and Leong Heng go to the airport to meet other bro and sister. When reach, we couldn't  meet them as they thought is 45mins before the flight, they will just reach a bit late. My 1st flight with Cathay pacific. Sound great... as my 1st flight of my life is Air Asia >.<

My 1st breakfast in the air... OMG... western breakfast... the egg look weird... >.<

I like the coffee........ and the bread only ^^

When reach Hong  Kong airport we have to do the transit to Taiwan Tao Yuan Airport. 

Transition period is short, we couldn't have much time to shop and walk around. 

This is the tea break for us in the flight from Hong Kong to Taiwan airport. 

I love the bread so much, as I'm little bit hungry. 

Finally reach... We take the bus there to go Taipei Station. Here is the bus station...

 Not bad the bus service, There is touch screen games and movie and song provided individually. Just lack a headset only. But anyways, I din really use it...

When reach Taipei Station, the 1st thing we do is, hunt for food. We place all the luggage beside and go for Food. That's the MRT we take ... with all the luggage... is packed...

 Beef noodle... the portion is big, Shin Lun also can't even finish one portion. 

3 of us (me, wendy and esther) share 2 set of it. 

Yummy... and the side dish some of it can't even finish up. 

Here reach Xi Men Ding. Is awesome, is lively and crowded. 

I like this place. 

You can see the crowd and all the lighting... Is lively... I like kinda feel. 

 Here is KFC.. I snap this because In Malaysia we can't see Chinese version of KFC... lolz

Here we visit the night market, the food here.... Impressed me...

 this is one of the delicious food I wish I could have another shot next time. 

Yummy... ^^ NTD 60 for big bowl.... 3 of us share for a bowl... yummy ^^

This is the place I found through internet. Around  NTD990 only... But the boys feel the place is bad, the lock was spoilt so we could be change to another place after we back from Tai Chung. 

Here is 3 of us K~ing place... I found a apps is quite good in singing K~song... We sing till midnight 3am... OMG... Next day we could be P@nda for all... @.@

Good news n bad news at the same time

Get a good new is I can witness my best friend baptist...yeah... Praise the Lord, hope my ward sister will grant me for that. Is a good news for me to know that my friend had believe in Jesus...
But bad news is a child I had pray for quite sometime had pass away... Her mom just give me a msg regarding she just pass away a week ago. I just can reply her mom that, don't be discourage, u both sure will meet someday in heaven. Continue to trust God had a good plan for u.
Hope God really does comfort her and hope she can mentally well soon. Pray for her too...
Thanks God although many thing happen around, but I trust God will lead the way. I trust you God.

15112012

Yesterday after I working, I go for a gathering dinner with my colleague. Get fun and great dinner together with them @ Madam Soon- Egate. Although been fool by them with hiding my handphone as I'm keep on "line" with my other friend. They had warn me, but I still keep "line"~ing... Finally they hide my hp with them, and I been fool by them before I get my phone back.. OMG.
 

Another thing is, I make a second mistake that's I had told myself not to do it again. That's I wish my friend to honest with me. I remember one last time I did it to my best brother, and we had some argument after that, that's the sadest moment in my life... I can sudden tear in public when that period... OMG... Really regret what I did, If I don't know it and ask for it, I think our relationship will not be like this. But everything happen in God's plan. Maybe that's one part in God's plan, who know? I learn to forgive and forget.

At 1st when I know he try to cheat on me, I really angry and but when I think of that reason he did it, I think I really get touch and hope he won't lie on me next time. I really scare what happen last time was happen to us as the same. I really hope I can out of that....

感觉-约书亚团队

Watch "約書亞 - 感覺" on YouTube
挂着憔悴的容颜 走过灰暗的长街
带着心碎的感觉 生命一点一点枯萎
有什么人能体会 在我心里的残缺
到底有什么能够 让我来将一切挽回
恐惧惊慌害怕 我该如何去面对
我不断逃离不断躲藏
却也摆脱不了这梦魇
悲伤苦痛交错 要到何时才能终结
一直到遇见了你
填满了我心里面的空缺
让我再次展开双眼 给我一个全新视野 让我能够感觉 再次感觉
不断感觉生命喜悦
你给我的永远誓言 象彩虹般划过天边 人生不再残缺
奉献出所有一切 一切也无所谓

I like the chorus part.. hope God can give me a new vision that I could serve him,build me up and lead me to the promised land.

12-13 Nov Youth leader training and vision camp

Finally I'm back from the Youth training camp. Quite tiring but thank God I still not totally flat up after camp. Still able to write my blog and go shopping with my sis. 

I think one of the reason I tell myself not to take a nap as I scare I can't get into sleep tonight... I need to work continuous 3 days after it. The schedule quite pack and tiring too. This weekends hope I could get sometime to back to church again. 

I LOVE youth, I got the vision on that, but I really feel sorry after this morning discussing with my leaders. Gradually I had lost the urge to guide them, not because I'm don't love them anymore, I think should be feel ashamed as I know I'm not improving, but they had done well in God's lead.

My lovely youth leader, Chester share a good healthy drink with us that VIT C.
Total 5 C 

Commitment, Concentric, Contemporary, Community service, Christianity. 

 I think mostly all of the working adult like me had lost the commitment on that, that's what our youth leader keep mention that. My commitment not stable, mostly due to my working time is not fix and also the urge to lead the youth is lesser in time. Sometimes do feel a gap between working adult and youth, but that's not a problem for now. Most of us still can chat with the youth but the problem is our spiritual growth. I'm just thinking that, what happen with all the working adult? Are we step backward or we should really gather together and spend time praying together with this Vision.
What the pastor share is good today,we should have VISION, but we also need to act as a ROLE MODEL. If we don't have a good spiritual life, how we lead them as an example?
We shouldn't lead when we unable to manage ourself well. God please strengthen us, I should keep praying for all the working adult youth leader, physically, mentally, spiritually healthy so that we could lead them, commit onto it and serve without complaining. How much I could spend my time to pray for them, guide them and take care of them, it show how much I love you, God. I know If I say I love you, but I didn't spend time for you and your people, I telling a lie... I'm sorry... keep telling lie...
God please help me back to the heart of serving this young people. I need your love, your strength. As I know without you, I'm nothing.