16122013

First blog of the months

There been a long time I didn't have times to writ my blog. 

I really miss the moment I could spend sometimes to think and reflect what I'm doing.

Actually I'm not that busy as what my friend think of. I still have times for catching up the Hong Kong movie I like - on call 36 (2) and my盛lady. With the time spending in the movie and sleeping, I found my life wasted as much as possible. Recently thinking of what my pastor faced and I did pray for him. I found that I'm lost touch with God for sometimes. I had missed some of my time for nothing instead of praying and caring. 

God, I want to back to life that in worship, reading God's word and love the people around me. 

Today, I rest my mind with some song by putting on my mp3 while I'm resting at the sofa. I'm napping with my mind on with ongoing new praise and worship song from hill song. One of the song impressed me was "back to life". When I listen to this song, I awake totally and get up to search for the lyric. The lyrics was as below 

Today actually I'm not planning to go for the special pastor kong hee service at chc Penang. Don't know why the cg leader - peter suddenly fb message me that tonight am I joining the service. I told myself that I'm not going to join the service as I'm embarrassing after the service that I brought too many of them visiting the church without informing their pastor. 

But tonight, I'm totally back to life and back to God once again. I enjoy the praise and worship, I enjoy the words time and the best was I'm enjoying the presence of God. 

I got take notes of the sermon. It was as below

I'm pointed, I'm anointed and I'm at the top of the mountain. God, thanks for not forsaken me when every time I'm nearly getting far from you. 

God, I know what's anointing for. I'm not going to waste my life for nothing. Anointing was given for an assignment. God, I know the assignment has been given, although previously I'm not clear the instruction that given for the assignment. But as the Holy Spirit was my facilitator that I could always connected with and ask for leading and wisdom to carry out the assignment that given by my coordinator (God-father). God, I'm now back to life again and I think I will work harder to be anointed for your purpose and shine in this worlds. Praise Lord.