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Today when awake feel damn tired. Last night after listen to the song, I cry out and kneel down and pray God save this child and her family.
I don't know what to do with this. I just know I need to pray.
Today pastor Andrew share about waiting for God's time.
With faith, hope and love we been waiting. Not doing nothing.
When he share about Love, he said he saw a pic In fb that love God, Love people, do something. We can't just waiting without doing anything. We need to take action.
Just like holy spirit talking with me, is time for me to do something for God. I tell God, I hardly share gospel to the unbeliever. When bible study about Romans after service. God take this opportunity to teach me again.
Pastor share about how to seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness. God kingdom mean, what's God authorise. And God's righteousness mean gospel.
Matthew6:33 But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.
If we give our life to let him fully lead us and share his gospel, God will bless us with all our needs.
What's gospel about? That's mean jesus's life, he born, dead and reborn. That's gospel. We been saved by faith that God has given to us and if we receive it, we will get this salvation.
That's simple. From now, that's one of the role and challenges for me to do this. God please strengthen me.
Actually, today I just know some of my brother and sister go for movie during the period of bible study. At 1st I'm wondering why I not even know that and invited, is it some problem between that? But after a second, a verse pop out, that's Romans 8: 28 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.
If they invited, I maybe didn't heard about this sharing, I miss the chance to let holy spirit talking with me. That's comfort me, and I know my life is not to please the other, is to please God, he is my lover, and I do this is because of love.
Just very sure that God once again asked me to love. Love someone start from your family. He keep repeating this verse. I know God talk to me again and again. I can't ignore it anymore. I try my best, God please help me.