Saturday, November 21, 2009

Future?!?!

Going to graduate soon, an other use stress is getting close to me. Wondering the way to escape or to face it. How to get it right? I cant keep on guessing where i'm be posted to, just can always pray that God lead me to the "RIGHT" place to learn. I like heart, emergency and critical nursing. It's sound interesting to me! But i do not know where am i can be posted, maybe to the ward that i dislike much!!! But i still need to face and cope it, this is the worse i can imagine. If i really can get in the ward that i prefer, also not that easy, i'm still new and fresh, not much experience to handle things independently. I still need guidance from the senior staff. Hope can have someone good to be approach and teach me.
After graduate i have to consider many things, i have to save $ to buy my own car, try out some dance to maintain my health, if my finacial problem is settle down, maybe will apply some english classes to improve my "broken" English. I like to have wider knowledge and skills in my nursing field. If have time, i hope could help up in some of the society like St. John. It sound interesting for me. Beside can help others, i can also upgrade myself and expose myself to wider area. It make my life more meaningful. But come back to my beloved church, i also do hope i can join the worship team again. I think i had pause my serving quite some years, it's time for me to return a favor to God.
I hope to share how God help, lead, and guide me through out this 3 years of trainning. Is not easy to go through this 3 years honestly, plenty of tears, sorrow and hard time to go on, but thanks God i have passed with the strength of God. thanks God...

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