23052013

Early morning I wake up as I know that today is the last day sister is with me. She will be going back to KL for quite a number of years and still unknown. Sad feeling filled my hearts, I can't even control it.

We get our lunch together after fetch my mum back from work place and have family time spend together. 

Today also we celebrate sis's birthday at one shot. I'm not going to meet her during her birthday so that's why we make an early celebration for her before she left.

That's an ice-cream cake that mum purposely brought from the shop today.

After the celebration, they had packed their things and left.

Before left, we have an blessing prayer for her and bro Foon. Dad pray for her and we hug each other once again. All the girls cried, included me. I really have the same feeling that she left us and get to Australia some years back. That night, I cried at the airport and as well as she. Wendy and John keep comfort me by keep message me every night. But tonight, I think I got no one too, but I can still connected with sis via 'line apps', 'whatapps' , 'face time' and facebook as well. We physically is far away, but our hearts is always connected. God, please do me a favor. Please be with sis and bro foon. Make them happy and comfort there and especially my sis, make her adjust well to the environment and people. Bless her with good job, friends, and health. I thank You Lord for not forsaken either one of us. In Jesus name, Amen. 

I will miss her.... SO SO much.........

15052013

Thanks God for everything. Blessed day that I could spend my time for my family priority and my friend.  As 26years ago, on this day my mum suffered in pain to deliver me. I appreciate that, i need to use my whole life to protect them and give the best I could to them. They are the one I need to thank for, and I know they are giving me all of the best, I wish I could give out my best as well. Praise The Lord. 

My first station, Kim Tavern at Sunway.

After lunch we got our best movie, IRON MAN 3. Although they not really what's the movie about especially my dad, but I know that, he enjoy the time with me and my mom. He is a great guy in this world for me. Love him as well.

Coffee time... My beloved caramel frappucino ice blended. Although I know they prefer coffee bean, but no choice in Sunway just got Starbucks. I'm sitting there for few hours. Keep replying my FB friend's wishes. Really sweet and warm feeling.

Last, waiting my sis knock off from working, we go for another station. Khun Tai Thai food. Miss that food so much. 

Although my favorite dish is not ordered, but one of the Tom yam soup is good enough for me. Love that as well....

Thanks God, hope I can still have this great time could spend with all my family members in future.

Last station... Meet my sister in Christ Christine.

Recently something happen on her, I know I can't advise on all those other thing, but one thing I could help is pray and keep her busy with all those activity and teach her to fill her free time with something else.

I'm going through this hard time before, It takes me more than a year. I hope she will be alright soon. Memories is hard to be deleted, but we need learn something when the problem happened. I learned, as well as she. I trust God will have another great plan for her in future. Wish that me and her will get the right partner in our life, no hurts and no longer single. 

May God bless all of us and have a blessed birthday as well.... Paise The Lord .

Another time I got a cake.... Finally... That's the traditional way we celebrate birthday every years. 

 

My 26th birthday eve

Today quite happy as I'm celebrating my birthday with my secondary school mate. They are my lovely sister that accompany me throughout the day I'm in secondary school. 

Love this picture so much....

Missing the time spend with them in secondary school. All smile, laughter and story behind is in our memory it last forever. Hope this kind of relationship will last forever in my life time. Thanks God that blessing me with all of what I have now.

After the gathering while driving back, that flash all kind of story and memory we got in school life. I did have changes, I try to figure it out what I miss. 

Relationship could be change anytime, but praise Lord is we still connecting with each other well. I decide to get my slimming plan right back as they are having a photo section soon for our youth life before end our single life. I wish I could join them and have fun together soon. God, please give me the chance to share the good news to them as well. They are one of the best SiSta in my life. I hope they could get this special gift as well. God, that's I wish for this coming birthday. Praise Lord.

Wonderful birthday eve celebration. Looking forward tomorrow. ^^

14052013

Early morning got a news that my church sister got break up with her bf. At first I thought it just a joke, but when I ask the person, sound sad and I know that wasn't a joke anymore. I really can't accept this would be happen on her, that the couple I thought it should be last for, but at last, still break. The relationship in boys and girls such fragile. I think I should be thanks God that I still single then. I really do hope I could escape from this kind of hurts feeling anymore. 

Beside, the day is near for the time my sis move to KL. Honestly I really feel sad and will miss her as well. Really miss the time we spend life together and although sometimes got argument happens, but with love we still live happily together. God, thank for giving me such lovely and happy family. In this moment when I think of my beloved family,in really feel warm and I know how great that God bless me with this family. 

I can't even start my assignment before writing it out of my mind. I really praise Lord for everything I have now, I will always miss her and I will do my best to protect my family. No one could hurt them before me, I really hope the time could just stay for another two to three years. At least I still got plenty time to share with them. 

My time is limited, I wish to finish up my project, at the same time, I wish I could spend more time to them as well. That's why I'm telling my friend my time is just not enough for me. Sometimes they invite me for something else, I will try put my family at the 1st place after God. God, in my life, I pray that you can bless me with wisdom and I could serve you and choose to do what is right and make use of my time and effort to do the best for you and my beloved family. That's my life... 

29042013

I get long time didn't upload any blog. Busy life started. Finally I got a day off to relax myself. But I get to wakeup quite early and go for jogging.
Listen to my iPod and singing praise and worship with jogging around my house's garden. Making myself refresh up and start my day with sweating whole body. During jogging, I saw an old lady accompany by a maid. The maid approach me and asking regarding the "tai chi" training will be end on what time. I can't get to know what's going on and just tell what I think. I ask the old lady to join them as I think they just started up for just sometimes. But the old lady smile then telling me she is not fit for this "tai chi" training anymore. I told her is good to walk around and do some light exercise. She said yes, unless do someone accompany her to make it. I told the maid, the old lady ask her to accompany her to walk around and the maid telling me that she do it every morning.
I encourage the old lady and I told her I also need to do exercise as I'm getting fat. She told me" you are not fat" then I replies: "I do getting fat, and I want to maintain as I know what's the good health is important for me." After all I continue with my jogging and with a turn of 15sec after, I can't even saw them. Wondering where's the old lady stay so that if possible I could share about Jesus to her. Hope next time I could saw that lady once again. God bless her I pray.

07042013

Today started my new life again. Mentally and physically tired but still insomnia.
Chatting with friend to get to pass my time in train. When chatting with him again, I feel sorry, each time I need someone to talk to he is there. Just feel that is not fair to him again. I think I need to reflect myself that what should I do something that could lesser my bad feeling.
I know that's not the right moment yet, future plan I couldn't know, let everything runs as what's God planned the best for me.

01042013

Today is April fool. I thought I'm going go fool around or be fooled. Thanks God still not bad feeling been fooled. But the worse is my Photobook, I getting a bad news from them, I need paid up if I still want the hard cover for my Photobook. God, I wish I could have good new tomorrow. That's my prayer, so that anytime when I.saw this Photobook, I think of your miracle, your grace and I trust God, you will help me settle it up.
Another headache stuff I need to think about, that's which laptop I prefer. Mac book? Laptop? Ultrabook? Which brand? Acer, Dell? Or which model? God, I hardly decide for that. I hope I could get wisdom from you to chose the right one for me in future study use. Plead help me up and I need settle all those ptptn and all requirement for degree course by this week. Is packed and tiring as well. God, please strengthen me and another prayer is for my sis in Christ Alanis. Hope everything as what you plan and what u want her to learn, just taught her and all I can do just pray for her. I thought today I could meet her and share some testi for her to bring up her spritual life but unfortunately she is busy. Alright, God I know your timing is always right, I trust you will lead.

31032013

Today is a good day. Finally get my Photobook done, but I selected wrong cover. Become soft cover I dislike it. God, please help me settle it. 

My best friend get some relationship problem, that's what I can't do anything for her beside praying God for wisdom and protect in her all the time. I know that is hard to leave a relationship like this, I experience it. That's why everytime when I nearly get involve in that, I will warn myself to get wisdom and make a right choice. God, please be with her and bless this lovely friend with a healthy relationship, that's what I pray for. Amen.

30032013

Today is the night I can pass my candy crush level so fast. Addicted. Omg... I can't stop it, where is my ticket. 

Busy life started, my degree preparation is still on going. Many form, document need to get ready. Sigh...youth camp is near the corner too. Really feel times is not enough for me. My working roster also pack like market. God, I need a break. I think I should get some time to have a fresh air before really start my degree courses. 

My laptop is the worse, get stuck when my photobook project is almost done. Gosh, I need redo again. That's the 3rd time I'm doing, hope everything fine.

The relationship I pray for still go through so well. I know God's love is here and we can love one and other unconditionly.

Life still goes on, sometimes a song, a quotes will make me think about something pass. I told myself not to miss about that anymore. The best is waiting me in future, I must have faith in God. God will bless me the right person in my life. Amen.

12032013

Recently too busy with my life, working, prepare for study... Such busy life make me can't attend to church sun. Service for a months... Miss the building too. That's my second home. Anyway thanks God that I still can meet my bro n sis in Christ often as we are going out for meeting, party, cell group more frequent. 

Another thing to thanks God that he , I get a good relationship with him back. At 1st I'm shock when Chester told me he also know about that, I couldn't hide anything from him actually. After that night, relationship change, I feel shock and from bottom of my heart... I'm thankful that God do something during this period. I think both of us learn to love and humble.

It could be a good start for us. Thanks God. I love you, nothing is impossible through you.