Words of the Day 1

路加福音 13:6 于是用比喻说：“一个人有一棵无花果树栽在葡萄园里。他来到树前找果子，却找不著。

13:7 就对管园的说：‘看哪，我这三年来到这无花果树前找果子，竟找不著。把它砍了吧，何必白占地土呢！’

耶稣在这里指出另一种树，它们白占土地和时间，却没有为那耐心的园丁结出甚么。耶稣是要藉著这比喻警告提醒他的听众，神不会永远容忍他们不结果子。

I'm praying that I'm not the one that had wasted all my life and do nothing for God. From now onwards, I will try my best to serve God my Lord with all I have and all my heart. Thanks God.

1st Prayer Meeting in 2012 - I'm Waiting For You

Today is the 1st prayer meeting in 2012. Our pastor Andrew pray for each of us in the prayer meeting.
When I'm praying, my tears keep dropping as I feel that I'm in love in God. He really loves me. He has his plan in me that he had give me a lots of chance to serve him, but just that I'm not commit enough to do it.
When my pastor Andrew pray for me as I kneel down, he told me that, God had listened my prayer, just that God has his plan in me. He will give me what I pray for in his time. When the times comes, He will grant me. What I gonna do is WAIT...


Wait for his blessing, wait for his TIME. Just like that day pastor share that the eagle. When is transforming to the next level, the process is tough. But that's just a process, after all there will be a brand new blessing there. Is the best. He will give me the BEST just like he promised me in the bible 1 Corinthians 2:9 "Things which an eye didn't see, and an ear didn't hear, which didn't enter into the heart of man, these God has prepared for those who love him.
And the best part that God promised me is when I'm waiting the BEST that he had prepared for me, He is WITH ME. That's all I need for this moment. I need his presence, I need his comfort, I need his love, I need his word to feed me, guide me, lead me through out this 2012. I need him, as I l♥ve him too. ^^


Finally Pastor pray for me that I can be waiting for God plans and mean while I need to pray for enlarge my boarder in my serve, my work and my life. I really thankful that what God had done for me and I shall live for him alone from now till forever. I love You, Jesus and I shall Wait for the one You had prepared for me. I will be still and know that You are my God forever. Amen.

Mission completed- watch movie alone ^^

Before 2011 I had completed a mission impossible I though is hard for me. But yet I had completed before 2012. wow... is great to watch movie alone. I love it, and I think I will do it frequent as I need to be independent as I'm still single.
When I decided to do this it make me feel I'm really independent for everything. I no need someone to accompany me to do what I want. I love that feeling to be freedom. When I brought the movie ticket as I telling the ticket seller that a person that I'm watching and I'm a student. I feel weird suddenly, but thanks God I had overcome it. ^^


After I get my movie ticket, I'm on my way to buy a popcorn and a soft drink with me. Wow... the popcorn was huge, but yet I'm great to finish it before end of the movie. Is challenging for me, but I enjoy it so much. After that, I think I would think to go for a movie alone more frequent as I love the feeling that I can concentrate all the time for the movie as no distraction around. I'm in the movie.


Yesterday I had watch the Sherlock holme with my cousin, wow.... is the 2nd day I get in the TGV cinema. I think I would get another time alone soon... watch out... ^^

That's true enough I plan to have movie again. My cousin had watch the mission impossible 4 : ghost protocol. She say that's the nice movie, must watch. I watched the movie as my cousin wish to watch that's is the darkest hour. Then both of is have an idea to go for movie together but with differ movie instead. I go for Mission Impossible 4 and she get The darkest Hour with roughly same time and just differ hall.

I love Tom Cruise so much... Such a handsome guy and attractive.
Synopsis: This holiday season, two-time Academy Award®-winner Brad Bird directs, with producers Tom Cruise and J.J. Abrams, the action-packed spy adventure MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE - GHOST PROTOCOL. Blamed for the terrorist bombing of the Kremlin, IMF operative Ethan Hunt is disavowed along with the rest of the agency when the President initiates "Ghost Protocol". Left without any resources or backup, Ethan must find a way to clear his agency's name and prevent another attack. To complicate matters further, Ethan is forced to embark on this mission with a team of fellow IMF fugitives whose personal motives he does not fully know. Tom Cruise returns in the starring role as Ethan Hunt and is joined by an international cast that includes Jeremy Renner, Simon Pegg, Paula Patton, Michael Nyqvist, Vladimir Mashkov, Josh Holloway, Anil Kapoor and Lea Seydoux.

After watch the 醉后决定爱上你...

Actually I don't think to watch kinda movie. I hate myself to cry after saw how's the relationship hurt by one and other. I hate that, but finally I get to watch it too. I tears in every part the guy hurt the girl and every part the girl hurt the guy. I'm frustrated with myself.
But I learn something that recently I feel I'm lost.
I had take down some phrase that's impressed me as below. Hope when I refresh back I can still learn ^^

· 明明知道自己应该要放弃，却在自己心口上画上一刀又一刀；一个只能活在过去的人的是永远到不到未来的。
· 每个男人都在找寻自己在这世界上最重要的那根肋骨，因为她是男人心里面最重要的那个部分。夫妻不是两个半月，是一个全圆。
· 触景伤情，痛到最高点，心就会麻痹了，感觉也没那么痛了，结果一点也没用。
· 如果心里还有不甘心，就还不到放弃的时候。
· 在感情上我是输了，但至少在未来的日子里，我有选择的权利。
· 既然我都已经相信了，你为什么不骗我到底嘛。
· 没有办法陪你继续走的人就把他留在原地，绝情一点你就不会那么痛了。
· 付出了真心，被别人当成垃圾。
· 要报复一个人最简单的方式，就是把他当成路人甲，这样的话，他就算用原子弹也伤不了你。
· 有些事，当然要说清楚才行，这样才可以彻彻底底的结束。
· 有人争夺，就会有人失去；我为什么要因为我让别人受伤。
· 你以为只有受伤的人才会痛吗？那伤人的那一个呢？他连喊痛的资格都没有。
· 你要逃避那是你的决定，我不会干涩你，所以你也没有权利，干涩我的决定。
· 因为在乎才会换来伤害，这一切都代表了他有多么在乎你。
· 下次你看到你喜欢的人，仔细盯着他的眼睛，因为在他的眼里，你会看到真正的自己，那里就是属于你最好的位置，我们又不可能讨好所有的人，所以只要能好好的为所爱的人活着,这辈子也值得啦！

I will Move On without "him"

It’s time for me to have a new starting life. I get to leave “him” as what God plan to do it as I wish. I prayed for that, I deserve the best. Someone I need to leave and more focus on God not “him” anymore. I’m not supposed to place “him” before God that I usually did. I’m wrong totally. As long as I had made up my mind, I can try my best to still care about “him” as a brother I love and care about. I won’t give up on “him” as I still wish that “he” can be my good brother as the relationship had changed to a stranger for now. I’m sad with that, but I think “he” will feel the same. I know that “he” is trying his best to not hurt me and yet “he” still don’t know how and what to talk with me recently. I will give myself and “him” to fix it up the relationship, I think I will use to it soon. Thanks God for loving me and yet sent me few Great Angel to guide me, polish me, love me and with me when I’m upset for that for a period. That’s what I need when in recovery period. I need a hugs, a smile and a silent partner with me while I’m still figure out what’s wrong with my life, but yet God is the one fulfill me all the needs. Thanks God, I understand what he want me to learn, to be and move on. I’m not going to stay still all the time; my life is going to move on to the next level as my spiritual life too. I need to grow, but when someone not allows me to move on, I just need to leave “him” and move on still.

“He” will be my BFF “ best friend forever” and I will never GIVE UP on “him”. I do “love” him so much, yet I can’t manage to “love” him as my “love” will bring him “trouble”. All I can do is wish “him” all the best and wish my future to have a better “HIM” waiting for me.

God, u makes me grow and know what’s true love is ~ sacrificed. Although he will hate me and dislike me that I still keep contact with “him” so troublesome to him, but really hope that he can really understand me and know me as we meet in the heaven. God please don’t forsaken “him” and his best friend XL. When I read the verse in revelation 3:16 ~ so, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will vomit you out of my mouth. I really scare someday when they still in lukewarm situation, God really will vomit them of his mouth. I pray that “this day” will not happen in him and his best friend. Hope they will get to know God more and serve him with all his heart and soul~~~that’s hot enough… not lukewarm.

God at last I hope I can have strong heart enough to leave him and learn to be independent to do all my stuff without looking backward. I will miss what “he” has done to me all the while in this few years, I really appreciated and happy, that’s true. I really not use to it when I feel that’s differ way “he” treating me as I’m like a stranger, although is hurting me each and everytime, but God please help me to overcome. That’s the hardest part I face, but yet God u walk with me, I’m not alone as u are with me. Thank you Jesus. Sent some Angels for me when that’s period, I need someone to replace what “he” has done. I know u had replaced him and I try to learn to pick up quickly so that the hurting part can be lesser each and every day. Hope my next blogging will tells about how much I love God more than how “he” hurts me. That’s end up my 2011 life. That’s new starts and new life and dream. I will dream for God always… Love you Jesus.