Subway, Gelato and badminton

Night, I promised my brother to buy him an ice-cream after his exam. Aiks… Always he didn’t let me treat him. T.T

Today purposely I spare out the time just to fulfill the promise that I had made. Initially he ask me go tom yam, but I know he doesn’t like it. Then he suggested going Subway RU for dinner, and I’m agreed. We meet here and again, he buys me dinner again.

That’s break my heart when I tried to use his phone and he didn’t trust me with that. OMG… That’s truly disappointed me. I thought we might be a good brother and sister which we can be so transparent to each other. Sadly, it seems not as what I hope for. After that, he asked me to go Gelato ice-cream to try the new brands as previously I promised him to buy him ice-cream (BR or Haagen Daz)

Again, I found he asked Sandy out and we have to wait her for sometimes. Her presence was to surprise me. This is what my brother told me. Umm… I really surprise that… but with a sad feeling. Initially I hope to invite Jason and Jack them, but I worried that he might wish to have quality time to talk, so I didn’t do that. Aiks… Is ok… at least I knew it from now. Additional thing was, Sandy showed me that John text her saying they are playing ping pong in the afternoon at church. He didn’t reply my text at all that does really make me down actually.

 

 Flower like berry ice-cream

We went to the badminton court and most of them invite me to have a match before leaving. That’s funny that a girl who I knew her from there previously really believe that Desmond was my brother. That’s make me laugh was she thought that he was my elder brother. After the 1 match, I decided to go back as I saw my bro. looks tired and he always need long resting hours. On the way back to Subway, He asked me something which was my greatest pain between John and Wendy. Uncontrollable, I tears. I think he get shocked too. He went to the wash room and buy me a drink when I was waiting him inside the car and don’t know what to share with him.

Hmm… I think is time for me to “LET GO, and LET GOD” to lead me through this difficult moment. The person who can accompany me definitely was not my brother. After talking with him seem doesn’t help much, but I’m thankful he was beside me. I prayed and I get into bed with 15 mls of cough mixture which I use to have as coughing.