27072014 today totally a mess!!!

It has been mess up after I've been told that plan changed once again without expectation. I totally hate this kind of feeling. Who can understand me? God? Do you? I don't want any unexpected changes... Or God you want me to learn anything??? Anything more? I don't know what to do with a mess honestly. After all.... It silent for sometimes... I'm thinking... Keep thinking... My appearance and my mind were a mess and I don't think I'm doing right. I'm getting angry!!! I'm getting angry for nothing!!! I can't think and act accordingly when I'm in rush. 

God, what you expect from me? What you want me to learn about? I don't wish to learn thing in a mess honestly. I hope my bad mood was not contagious anyway... Please removed the kind of stress... Thanks Lord.