Sunday, September 29, 2013

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Since morning I had waked up, first thing as usual I will be praying and have read the bible devotional through phone apps. I'm lying on my bed thinking that when I start on my day with all assignment awaiting on my to do list. I'm damn lazy... Damn...
After lunch with my dad, I success persuade him to accompany me to play badminton with church member. Great... I no need to travel so far alone, although usually I can do so it when there was a urge for me to do so. Actually my dad worried about me that's why he choose to go so far playing badminton with me. 
For me, although I'm thinking so far as well, but I really miss the time spending with them. I do not know is that I having another chance to spend time with them anymore, but just try my best do whatever I can. 

The first time I step in the badminton court. That's the new court in Butterworth. 
When saw him teaching Esther badminton, I refresh back some memory I had with him, but the feeling is not same anymore. I know there is impossible to back to the relationship like once upon the time, but the good thing is I still can talk with him. Although our conversation is just 2 seconds, but I do appreciate and I know I owe him and hers family a lot, I can't pay off with money. I just hope and pray that he can have a ladies better in future that could make him really happy and don't make him in trouble anymore. 

Anyways, my small dream can't get on as I'm been waiting to have a match with him, but last... I can't do so and I think I won't wish to do it anymore. 
I think our relationship will be the best if staying on friendship, it last forever. I think I can live without him well and could get my white prince in future than. God please bless and lead me than. I really wish could have a man can have the character that shown in the movie 冲上云霄2 Sam Tong. Haha.... 
Hey joyce, please wake up. There will not be a same man just like the movie and a sweet romantic scene in life, but I do trust God will start writing my love story soon. ;)


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