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Today early morning I had done some crazy thing in my unit.

Jus thinking to do so.... I'm just like crazy... Party... That's me... Forever can't even change...

God, I promise I will take good care of my self, my body, my heart, my soul... Sometimes I really get confuse as I'm really not sure is that I'm missing the moment or the people. But I guess, I'm really regreted for what it been happened. So, for now onward, I hope I'm not doing anything that I would regret in my future.

Be what I should be, no matter how, God is with me. 

Caring, you are my everything. I know where is my stage, where is my profession, and which style I should carry on. 

Some people I do miss them, but I can't get to them anymore. 

I like this verse... Bent sadly... When I read at it... It bring down my mood... 

I just may leave it, pray and blessed them with all my heart and with what I can do to them in future to help and build them. This is what I pray God, I do not need to side by side with them, I can pray, I can help in a different way. God, you know my hearts, my feeling and my thought, you know me the best. I pray that God you will help me fix it right? Thanks God. 

Today I have take this picture early morning when I drive back. I like weather, hmm... Is that I'm depending on the weather? No. I like that as this is a part of God's creation. Weather is good or bad, God still make miracle happen right? Is just same with my life, whether I'm good or bad, God still can fix it and give me strength to overcome all this. God, I need you, I praise you.

When I reach I working place, I still having sometimes to rest. I read the daily devotion that I had downloaded when I'm lazy to continue the chapter from the bible. 

Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled. (Matthew 5:6 KJV)

God want us as a Christian to have sometimes spending with this poor people. Not just fill their soul with the words of God, by giving the hunger people some food, poor people some cloths and fulfil their need in their life. God, what can I do? 

God, please bless me with the wisdom and faith in you so that I can complete the mission that given from you in this world. I love you Lord. ❤️❤️❤️