Thursday, October 10, 2013

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Early morning I can't even rest more than 7 Hours. An alarm from my mind been set as I'm telling myself I should be awake at 10am and before that I should spend sometimes for my beloved God. 

After singing praise and worship, I'm reading the words of god regarding the king Solomon that he consist the wisdom from God and the prosperity that given from God. He is a smart and rich king ever as mention in the bible. But the lesson I learned from him is to stay away from the thing that God hate the most. He married a wife that is Gentiles. His wife has bring the problem and influence the people to serve other God. God is the only God in this world, we shouldn't serve other God beside him. 

What can makes us really stand firm in our faith? 
As a Christian, should be a good worshiper, prayer, be obedience and be purity;
As a children, should be honor our parents;
As a worker, should be respect and obey your superior;
As a student, should be study hard... I should be... I suppose be.... God, please help to transform be to a better one. Thank you Lord.

Today after lunch, I found a nice view at the sky...
Wow... Really wish to have a trip to the sky....
I believe I can fly....

It make me desperate to go for my dream.... My dream is at the other corner of the other country....  Where is it? ? ?

Finally going to play badminton with them again. Omg... Just like getting drunk ... I'm really speechless...

Oh... Forget about taking wine with my dad... 
When reached home, my dad was prepared to go bed, I really miss my wine and beers...
Who can accompany me to get all this? Beer~ing alone again... 

I still remember that bro shin loon told me that we will not be a couple as he hate girl taking beers and get drunk like me. XD good... I should get someone who can accompany me to get drunk together and have fun... Omg... I'm drunk now.... 

A friend sent me a link regarding love...
 “To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket — safe, dark, motionless, airless — it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. The alternative to tragedy, or at least to the risk of tragedy, is damnation. The only place outside of Heaven where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers and perturbations of love is Hell.”
Haiz... I also don't know what I can be? I just know for this moment... I'm protecting my heart... Just like been locked in a box with a key. God, the key is on you, if someone can get the key from you, it should be able to open my heart. That's it...
I hope I can gt drunk for this moment... Who can with me? Omg....

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