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Today heart's like burning so sudden. When "he" told me that he went dinner with a girl he meet in "his" gym centre I sudden got this feeling. The feeling is killing me. Some more is the place I have sweet memory with him "who's bryan" but another hand is when he told me just give me a feeling that he purposely use the "admire" words to irritate me. Make me jealous towards him. OMG...I hate the feeling. I keep asking as my heart and mind want to know more that why he choose to dinner alone with a girl. The answer he give is, the girl date him for dinner, and he like steak, so he bring her there. He attend the date not because of the girl, It because he din have other plan and he likes steak that's it...
My heart gain my the normal feeling after he explained to me. Besides, he also ask me how me and joseph. But I just ignore the question, because all my mind is full of rubbish question towards "him" and his gym's dinner girl. haha....I'm so funny....really really hate this jealous feeling... I need to control myself not to care about this things anymore. I'm not his girl friend, I have no right to ask where and who he date actually, but thanks God he still honestly answer and explained to me..This comfort me alot...