Today like usual I'm not working so I sleep till late evening then awake for my Lunch with breakfast....From morning I start chatting with "him" through what's app and till sms and then what's app again... quite comfortable chatting with him. He can share with me what he is doing and thinking. That's what I prefer to chat with him so much. "He" is honest guy and too honest sometimes make me sad man...Recently "he" keep asking me and Joseph things. Keep joking with me that Joseph is my bf...somethings like that. I really feel uncomfortable and I know that "he" wanna know how I think of Joseph. That what I'm happy for but another hand this remind me that Joseph he is not my bf, I'm not going to let "him" to call Joseph as my bf...
Today through msn, Joseph asked me that is it I understand what he mean last night that he say he trying to give me times. I say is it giving us more space. He said : is giving me more times to consider him as my boy friend. OMG... till this moment he still want the ans. he say I told him before I need another month, he can give me...OMG.... is killing me again... I just ignore again. changing topic. ~ I ask him is he free on the 28 august till 31 august? He say mostly he will be free, is it I'm going to any places with him. I told him our church have a youth camp, hope he can join. He say he will apply leave. From bottom of my heart I hope he can join and in that camp he can really understand what I mean and what mean is "LOVE". Is not easy to get use to each other lifestyle and love each other. Hope he wont that innocent in that way.
Yeah~ first time my sat is not been planned yet... When my sis back from work, I'm asking her to plan somethings else. She call me to ask yu jue go penang having "great" lunch together...YEAH~~~~
Suddenly, my colleague Pris calling me that she feel not well, if possible she want me replace her OT... OMG... then I try ask her to find someone again, If really none that I help her....but got a great feeling that I have to help her, anyways...I call her back and ask her don't worry, I replace her any ways.... Finally tomorrow I'm working....~sigh...
when "He" know this news, he quite happy and say that he rather me work, if not I also waste my time sleeping and do nothing... OMG.... make me feel bad....damn it...~~~
Today through msn, Joseph asked me that is it I understand what he mean last night that he say he trying to give me times. I say is it giving us more space. He said : is giving me more times to consider him as my boy friend. OMG... till this moment he still want the ans. he say I told him before I need another month, he can give me...OMG.... is killing me again... I just ignore again. changing topic. ~ I ask him is he free on the 28 august till 31 august? He say mostly he will be free, is it I'm going to any places with him. I told him our church have a youth camp, hope he can join. He say he will apply leave. From bottom of my heart I hope he can join and in that camp he can really understand what I mean and what mean is "LOVE". Is not easy to get use to each other lifestyle and love each other. Hope he wont that innocent in that way.
Yeah~ first time my sat is not been planned yet... When my sis back from work, I'm asking her to plan somethings else. She call me to ask yu jue go penang having "great" lunch together...YEAH~~~~
Suddenly, my colleague Pris calling me that she feel not well, if possible she want me replace her OT... OMG... then I try ask her to find someone again, If really none that I help her....but got a great feeling that I have to help her, anyways...I call her back and ask her don't worry, I replace her any ways.... Finally tomorrow I'm working....~sigh...
when "He" know this news, he quite happy and say that he rather me work, if not I also waste my time sleeping and do nothing... OMG.... make me feel bad....damn it...~~~
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