Today as usual I need to get to work. Working on Sunday is killing me. Unable to attend Sunday service and also, the important things is my dearest “bro” and sister is watching transformer today. It brings my mood swing during the day. By the time confirmed with my sister that they plan to watch transformer today, I sudden feel quite down, even work also still the same. I keep nagging with my colleague that I wanna watch that movie, anyone can accompany go with. My colleague all pity me and plan to watch with me, but unable to set a date yet. Then after work I date 1 of my colleague go hang out with me as I feel I’m quite down with my mood. She suggest me to stay overnight in her place so that I can hang out with them more late.
After settle my parent with a call for them, I plan to stay with my colleague for 1 night. As my mood is not well and I hope I can just ignore to see and heard what I not prefer and goes on with what I feel. I just go with a pair of shirt n pants… and go gurney….
Shopping….I ♥ it so much. Just within an hour I brought a hair band, a shirt ~ from MNG, and a long skirt… it spend me about RM 78… OMG…. But I love this so much. After that have my ice-cream again, then is the main point ~~~~OVERTIME, Gurney.
When reach overtime, wow… many youngster is seating inside to have their “drink”. Quite good feel when get in, just the thing I hate is the smoke… Quite few of the smokers there, but still acceptable. I ordered a drink, Lega… beers, it quite smooth…I ♥ it…
“he” still not reply my sms and I still waiting… At my colleague~ kelly’s house. I online fb checking is it he is replying my message or got online or not, but still none. After that we put on a mask like a pillow talk…. I tell what I feel until she get into deep sleep…LOL… funny…
Next day, my hp still is no incoming sms…
When I awake, Kelly has dress up. I faster dress up myself waiting for another 3 more colleague for breakfast at my favorite stall~ ROTI BAKAR.
After that, we went home… I saw “he” is msn me since morning. “He” told me transformer is nice. As I told him, I know so friends just can be till Saturday night… not best friend something like that and start on our argument. He thought I’m so kiddies, just cause of the movie I need to be like this. I keep argue with “him”, finally I cried out…. With all tears and heart breaks, I start on this is just want to let him feel what I feel, just no other meaning. “He” taught I’m accusing him as he fault. OMG…. The situation become so worse…I’m so sad bout that…and keep apologist and I’m not that mean, even “he” also told sis that what happen on me. He is not the one who suggests watching the movie yesterday. But as sis told me “he” is the one and with Jeff makes this suggestion. OMG… is little misunderstanding there. Haiz… I think I had been left over a bad impression on him. God please lead me. Even like a person also suffer like this…. Damn….
After that we chat like usual, he finally told me that why he didn’t reply my sms and he on msn is because he know I’m not working today and purposely on msn to chat with me easier, make me sinner and bad… and I do told him that I from sat waiting his sms till today… OMG… terrible…
Is time for us to cool down…. And is my sleep time….bed time… nitez….
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