Mission completed- watch movie alone ^^

Before 2011 I had completed a mission impossible I though is hard for me. But yet I had completed before 2012. wow... is great to watch movie alone. I love it, and I think I will do it frequent as I need to be independent as I'm still single.
When I decided to do this it make me feel I'm really independent for everything. I no need someone to accompany me to do what I want. I love that feeling to be freedom. When I brought the movie ticket as I telling the ticket seller that a person that I'm watching and I'm a student. I feel weird suddenly, but thanks God I had overcome it. ^^


After I get my movie ticket, I'm on my way to buy a popcorn and a soft drink with me. Wow... the popcorn was huge, but yet I'm great to finish it before end of the movie. Is challenging for me, but I enjoy it so much. After that, I think I would think to go for a movie alone more frequent as I love the feeling that I can concentrate all the time for the movie as no distraction around. I'm in the movie.


Yesterday I had watch the Sherlock holme with my cousin, wow.... is the 2nd day I get in the TGV cinema. I think I would get another time alone soon... watch out... ^^

That's true enough I plan to have movie again. My cousin had watch the mission impossible 4 : ghost protocol. She say that's the nice movie, must watch. I watched the movie as my cousin wish to watch that's is the darkest hour. Then both of is have an idea to go for movie together but with differ movie instead. I go for Mission Impossible 4 and she get The darkest Hour with roughly same time and just differ hall.

I love Tom Cruise so much... Such a handsome guy and attractive.
Synopsis: This holiday season, two-time Academy Award®-winner Brad Bird directs, with producers Tom Cruise and J.J. Abrams, the action-packed spy adventure MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE - GHOST PROTOCOL. Blamed for the terrorist bombing of the Kremlin, IMF operative Ethan Hunt is disavowed along with the rest of the agency when the President initiates "Ghost Protocol". Left without any resources or backup, Ethan must find a way to clear his agency's name and prevent another attack. To complicate matters further, Ethan is forced to embark on this mission with a team of fellow IMF fugitives whose personal motives he does not fully know. Tom Cruise returns in the starring role as Ethan Hunt and is joined by an international cast that includes Jeremy Renner, Simon Pegg, Paula Patton, Michael Nyqvist, Vladimir Mashkov, Josh Holloway, Anil Kapoor and Lea Seydoux.

After watch the 醉后决定爱上你...

Actually I don't think to watch kinda movie. I hate myself to cry after saw how's the relationship hurt by one and other. I hate that, but finally I get to watch it too. I tears in every part the guy hurt the girl and every part the girl hurt the guy. I'm frustrated with myself.
But I learn something that recently I feel I'm lost.
I had take down some phrase that's impressed me as below. Hope when I refresh back I can still learn ^^

· 明明知道自己应该要放弃，却在自己心口上画上一刀又一刀；一个只能活在过去的人的是永远到不到未来的。
· 每个男人都在找寻自己在这世界上最重要的那根肋骨，因为她是男人心里面最重要的那个部分。夫妻不是两个半月，是一个全圆。
· 触景伤情，痛到最高点，心就会麻痹了，感觉也没那么痛了，结果一点也没用。
· 如果心里还有不甘心，就还不到放弃的时候。
· 在感情上我是输了，但至少在未来的日子里，我有选择的权利。
· 既然我都已经相信了，你为什么不骗我到底嘛。
· 没有办法陪你继续走的人就把他留在原地，绝情一点你就不会那么痛了。
· 付出了真心，被别人当成垃圾。
· 要报复一个人最简单的方式，就是把他当成路人甲，这样的话，他就算用原子弹也伤不了你。
· 有些事，当然要说清楚才行，这样才可以彻彻底底的结束。
· 有人争夺，就会有人失去；我为什么要因为我让别人受伤。
· 你以为只有受伤的人才会痛吗？那伤人的那一个呢？他连喊痛的资格都没有。
· 你要逃避那是你的决定，我不会干涩你，所以你也没有权利，干涩我的决定。
· 因为在乎才会换来伤害，这一切都代表了他有多么在乎你。
· 下次你看到你喜欢的人，仔细盯着他的眼睛，因为在他的眼里，你会看到真正的自己，那里就是属于你最好的位置，我们又不可能讨好所有的人，所以只要能好好的为所爱的人活着,这辈子也值得啦！

I will Move On without "him"

It’s time for me to have a new starting life. I get to leave “him” as what God plan to do it as I wish. I prayed for that, I deserve the best. Someone I need to leave and more focus on God not “him” anymore. I’m not supposed to place “him” before God that I usually did. I’m wrong totally. As long as I had made up my mind, I can try my best to still care about “him” as a brother I love and care about. I won’t give up on “him” as I still wish that “he” can be my good brother as the relationship had changed to a stranger for now. I’m sad with that, but I think “he” will feel the same. I know that “he” is trying his best to not hurt me and yet “he” still don’t know how and what to talk with me recently. I will give myself and “him” to fix it up the relationship, I think I will use to it soon. Thanks God for loving me and yet sent me few Great Angel to guide me, polish me, love me and with me when I’m upset for that for a period. That’s what I need when in recovery period. I need a hugs, a smile and a silent partner with me while I’m still figure out what’s wrong with my life, but yet God is the one fulfill me all the needs. Thanks God, I understand what he want me to learn, to be and move on. I’m not going to stay still all the time; my life is going to move on to the next level as my spiritual life too. I need to grow, but when someone not allows me to move on, I just need to leave “him” and move on still.

“He” will be my BFF “ best friend forever” and I will never GIVE UP on “him”. I do “love” him so much, yet I can’t manage to “love” him as my “love” will bring him “trouble”. All I can do is wish “him” all the best and wish my future to have a better “HIM” waiting for me.

God, u makes me grow and know what’s true love is ~ sacrificed. Although he will hate me and dislike me that I still keep contact with “him” so troublesome to him, but really hope that he can really understand me and know me as we meet in the heaven. God please don’t forsaken “him” and his best friend XL. When I read the verse in revelation 3:16 ~ so, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will vomit you out of my mouth. I really scare someday when they still in lukewarm situation, God really will vomit them of his mouth. I pray that “this day” will not happen in him and his best friend. Hope they will get to know God more and serve him with all his heart and soul~~~that’s hot enough… not lukewarm.

God at last I hope I can have strong heart enough to leave him and learn to be independent to do all my stuff without looking backward. I will miss what “he” has done to me all the while in this few years, I really appreciated and happy, that’s true. I really not use to it when I feel that’s differ way “he” treating me as I’m like a stranger, although is hurting me each and everytime, but God please help me to overcome. That’s the hardest part I face, but yet God u walk with me, I’m not alone as u are with me. Thank you Jesus. Sent some Angels for me when that’s period, I need someone to replace what “he” has done. I know u had replaced him and I try to learn to pick up quickly so that the hurting part can be lesser each and every day. Hope my next blogging will tells about how much I love God more than how “he” hurts me. That’s end up my 2011 life. That’s new starts and new life and dream. I will dream for God always… Love you Jesus.

I miss that... "cows ear biscuit"

I miss the biscuit. I love that, that's the food I love when I in childhood.miss the feeling.

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I hope it can make me work for it.

I want to work for it...my future, my life, my work, my family....how I gonna work for???
I plan to start my fasting prayer soon. To get know more about Jesus, understand what he plan for my future 2012... I want to have an idea that what I gonna work for and how I gonna move on. Hope I get a clear mind to do it and work for it...
Thanks God. I love You.^^

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Just accept the fact that he is Gone.

When 1st time I saw this picture I found that I recently I had learn something up when I had lost something I feel that's important previously.
I lose him up, when I start on praying that God to take away that the person is not my right man away. But really, God answer my prayer. He is gone totally.
From each and every day sms non-stop , started to cool down till not even 5 per week till now a days. I totally lost him.
Actually I miss him, but I can't afford to bring him back to my life again to hurt me and love me at the same time. I rather he is totally disappear in my memories so that I can stop love him and hold back my love to the one that is gonna love me and be my right man.
When I know that he is not the one, I really can't accept it. I thought that I know him as well as he knows me well. We are close with each other is just like a couple spend their life together.
Thanks God. I know what is happening around me. I know what is gonna change in my life. I have to move on. I can't just hold on the thing that is left behind me. I won't work on me.
December is coming, that's the last month of 2011. What I done in 2011??? I tried to ask myself. Any ways I had learn. Learn to be tougher and stronger. Learn to love myself more and love God more. Learn to be caring to my families and my love friends. They are too important for me. I can't afford to lose any one of them from me. They are lovely God creation.
What's my next year plan??? I think I need to start my fasting prayer soon to have a clear mindset that what God had prepare for me to do it and complete it. What is the purpose that he made me and what I going to move on next...
Thanks God I had a great time spend with him. All I need to stop is keep writing all rubbish story about me and "him". That's completely end my story with HIM. From now onwards, He just a brother that I really love to spend time with him and love it. That's it. Is a sad ending story, but I still will keep this memories until I meet my heavenly father. And told him that to write a better ending for me when I start a next fairy tales story ^^... Love You Jesus ^^

10112011 Graduation Dinner for MBTS

When driving to penang, Graduation dinner, I found the weather is nice and good. As like below, so BLUE...
The dinner is 7pm but we reach there just too early to attend the dinner. We plan to go around Penang Island.
Here is a shop selling different kind of bread.

My parent buy few of the bread for us as breakfast.

After that, when we pass by a biscuit shop since 1856... wow...
The design of the shop is cute and nice too as below.


Finally I get in the dinner, Wow is grand dinner as I go annual dinner too.
The stage is design as below. Is my 1st time to join kinda dinner.

The dining table is arranged like this...

I been assign to have my dinner with Dato Lim Qing Har ... OMG... Is stressful. Whole night I'm so quite till I just able to just take my dinner with playing my games with my Hp. OMG...

That's Differ in L♥ve and Pain

I really don't like the pain but Life is full of challenge. God don't sent all that I love to, but sent someone I need to. I need to be hurt, be broken out, and learn to be stronger and tough enough to learn to love even there is HURT around...But at least he promised me that, he is WITH Me all the time. I'm not ALONE... That's God's LOVE...♥♥♥♥♥♥

05092011 committee gathering!!! EAT!!!

Today our leader Chester gather all camp committee came for meeting at Jusco, BM.
Surprising is that our church give us a TREAT after we all exhausted from preparing and settle all the camp things. We take our dinner at Korean food shop there. My favorite kim chi dish was there. I love it...
Actually I thought is just a meeting and goes on about this coming saturday BBQ things. Finally I found that oh...Is just occasionally will talk about that. After our leader,Chester set all the venue and time for the camp I post on the FB~ ANGEL's wall to remind all my ANGEL's leader and member update about this coming saturday event. All excited to join our coming activities ~HAWAII nights.
Before ends up the gathering I request all of them to take a picture on their own to edit and sent to JET Teh as he is not with us...Damn pity... ~~~I'm so bad... >.<

04092011 farewell for Jet Teh

Today after my night duty, I rest at Kelly's house for an hours then I fetch her and Yee sin to CHC for sunday service. Yee Sin was surprising follow me to church for the 1st time. Thanks God. Ps Saras sharing "Dont be cheese" A video clips was show by him..is a kids song...



This is funny but when we think about our self that's true things we need. We not the cheese... We can't stand alone, we need someone to work with us, walk with us, talk with us and help us in our life. We need love. This is human being.

Genesis 2:18
1. Communicate! Communicate! Communicate!
~Dont talk too many topic in one conversation.
~Listen what other saying.
~James 1:9
*body language.-facial features..how u move.
*gestures.-
2. Affirmations is power.
~Phillipian 1:3-5
3. The warm experience.
~smile.
~use people's name more than usual!
~respect people's title!
~1 Peter 2:17
4. The esteem attitude
~Phillipian 2:3
~I specialist...just leave them.
~Proverbs 13:10
~learn to be humble.
~thinking of urself less.
~proverbs 20:23
~don't criticise people.

After the service, we join the A5 CG people for lunch. Have a great time spend with them... they are lovely. After that I drop my friend back and I go sunway to join my church member for lunch again, but I just share a drink with my sister. Don't be surprise, I'm not get my lunch twice per day.


Just have a small farewell party with my bro, Jet Teh and his parent.


He is going to leave us for 2 months to JB for his training camp.
Wish him all the best, we will miss him so much as we taking some delicious food ^^

Tiring man... When reach my home sweet home, I get to rest for 2 hours. Is great to be HOME... ^^

youth camp 爱的方程式 28-31082011

After church service, we set up all thing to the van and bring all thing necessary to the camp site.
Before go to the camp site, I and Shin Siang incharge of the transportation things and after settle all, we go for lunch together at New World Park, Penang.
I get my Char Koay Teow, Laksa...then I with my cousin J Shen go to the camp site.

Wow... heavy rain... When we reach the rain wets all our cloths... Due to incharge person Angeline will be late, I plan to get the key from the camp incharge person~ Grace to get the key. But heavy rain non-stop, David volunteer himself to help me get the key as he said kinda things guys must do it ...^^
After settle all things, Is opening time. David as us to help him in opening and really is great opening.
Breifing done my the committee and the 1st worship is lead by Christine. After that is our 1st topic shared by Ps.JCong.
Later on is our night games, 1st night games I act in 1st station with sis, christine, chester and jet. We having fun there too and take our making of video by Shin Siang... that's great.


All the camp members was follow the instruction to view all station...They are great people.
All of them are guessing the killer is either Chester or Lester, few just suspect is Jet and Alanis.
The next day, morning call we woke up and have our 1st activity is split into group and share about some words of God and pray.
Next day morning worship is lead by Alanis. I'm be her pianist. We enjoy the worship so much. I like it so much...Really great worhip. Going to the next topic of the camp committee are busy preparing for the next afternoon games lead by sis~ Grace.
Sis and I settle all the games.... Having fun together...especially the video clip imitation.
Raining still beach camp been cancelled, replace by some indoor games but no beach play.
After dinner, another topic started, and will go on next night games.... Result wow.....surprising all committes. Just have a group able to guess the right killer.
That night also daniel khoo birthday. "He" go to buy the birthday cake, I help him take care the station in his room. He keep the fried rice for me...later on he sent to me too... the tom yam fried rice really nice.
Next day morning, the weather is good...we start on beach games...Great... have fun there too...
But not all people are involve in the games too.
Later on is shopping games, Teresa is incharge of that games. I'm the angel of 大家停 group lead by David and Poh Thing.


They are the last group came for taking the cue.... pity them...
I'm with them though out the games...Although is really tired, but I try my best to follow them.
The able sold rm10 for the comb... they did it well.
Some problems need to be solve on the way of the games, shin siang help me alot. Thanks...
At night, foon propose to my sis...the highlight moment on the camp. My sis say YES... the moment is sweet and touch.
I feel happy that my sis is getting married to someone she love but another way I feel that I will lost a sis soon...
After all activities over, is time for meeting again...LOLz...last night for the meeting... All exhausted and awaiting for last day activities.
Last day activities... is the funniest among. All group had prepare a 15min show to present.
the most funniest and good show is from 枕头帮...they really did a good job.
Damn damn tired... That night I still fasting, when going to James Foo have the dinner, I just able to get a salad...Wow...sound killing me... ^^

26082011

Today I found a new software from my HTC phone anroid market "美图秀秀" it's help me to build my software...


OMG... I like it so much....
That's the picture I take when my first time cooks the steak from Tesco...yum yum....

25082011

Next gathering...
Today is the gathering of a small close group of group 36 Jan 07
I decide to make it today because a group girl Pei Ying is morning today in this week only, beside the next day I'm not working.
A week before I had create this event to invite all my close group girl to join it, include Ah Choon, one of my best group girl.
The location I set at MCD green lane, but a group girl told me that Malay buka puasa so around that time will be crowded. So she suggest to change the venue to coffee Island, Gurney.
Then due to few of my other's group girl is on call, we plan to change again to nearest place E-gate...
Sudden I received a sms from Ah choon, she told me she can't attend because she is on call and scare she unable to return to work if call up. So we prefer to change a final place is center of 2 hospital so that all of us will make it. But finally disappointed me, she didn't turn up with just left me a message.
Honestly I really upset when I knew this but I can't force anyone to do it since we are damn busy of our own life. I give up, is just a dream, will be awake.... don't let it make my mood down like that.
After enjoy my dinner ~ salad at food garden, Times square. We still enjoy our "english tea" after that. Wow....my group girl likes "English tea" as well. Wow... surprising. Our next gathering should be end up in Overtime as most of us likes"english tea"so much ^^

24082011 I

Today should be the special day for me. Last night I had plan to have breakfast with my cousin, Jshen since i'm not working. Unfortunately, I can't wake up on time. When I woke up It has been late morning 11am. I message him and could change our plan to have lunch together.
We have our lunch at KFC tesco, BM. We have great conversation there and I think I'm doing the right way and I spend my time more useful then talk rubbish with "him". My concept of my cousin changed as I have this short period spending chit chatting with him. He told me how his life going on, and his brother too. I feel sorry to God that I don't even care them as I'm his sister. Thanks God...It's not too late to know that... God please help me ^^

22082011

Today I working on night. Last night same time, I talk with jshen my cousin. He talking to me and I try share gospel to him. Put some question to let him think about.
Beside I also talk to my colleague, I share with her how great is my god. She is Christian too, but she is weak in faith. I talk to her and lead her in prayer. She decide to back to church. I hope I can contact Fanny and get her to go CHC and have spiritual grow better. Thanks god giving me this chance to share and work for him..

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17082011

Last night before back go to gym "he" sent me this link. "He" just tell me is for the noobies like me to know more about gym...OMG...
But is useful actually, but I think I seen it before..
Night time, I'm very not use to the feeling that lack out his sms or what's app message. Really not use to it, but I told myself its gonna be crazy if I keep on use to the feeling, so...I control myself not to make the 1st act to sms or message him anymore...just leave it, god will make a good way for me.
Finally I insomnia, is alright,I still manage to sleep after for sometimes...just not use to the feeling I can't sleep.
Today, damn tired after working, even go to prayer meeting also same. I nearly fall asleep on the spot of praying. K la.. going to sleep nearly tonight. Don't cares how's the feeling now, I just wish to read my mind and body.
Thanks god for peaceful and sweet night..

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16082011

Yesterday after sleeps for 4 hours, I waked by my dad to take my lunch. After my lunch I was surffing the net, update my facebook stuff for few hours there. That's waste actually but I still love to do so. OMG...Wasting time...
After that when parent was at home, I start to tidy up my things and go for gym.
At gym as usual i will reading while cycling. I love the books ~power of blessing. It touched me much and I had inspired with that.
Thinking the problems me and "him"... when I start on running on the treadmill machine. It's motivated me to run for 25 minutes on that. 15minutes non-stop running, it's tired but I success to make this. Love this feeling as much stress been accumulate recently had released. Feel better after sweating ++. An aunty very kind and nice, she taught me how to use the machine to twist my waist. I learned a new thing today, thanks God.
At night as usual we will just on what's app chatting and "he" like usual way derisively me with "stupid and lousy..pig..." and so on. I just reply him a symbol of hopeless.. then... he didn't reply also. End of the night, I just chat with my colleagues. They accompany me through out the night.. very good. Thanks God.

14082011

Today I can't go church again. Haiz... so bad...I really can't use to it.
I miss the church...I miss all my bro and sister there and thinking they will go penang have a look at the camp site and later on they go to take dinner there.
Teresa called me and ask for that, OMG.... So bad.... I miss them again...
He don't even find me today. So bad...just what's app me only... OMG...
Whatever, I must tell my self I need to use to it. Just use what's app chatting with him nia.
Tonight supper very good... My colleague buy "loh bak" for us to take... yum yum... I love that.

Beside, we chit chatting over the night with my colleague. I like kinda night shift.
The next day also I'm the one what's app "him" as last night I'm the one who stop the what's app message. I miss "sms~ing" him, but I do hopes "he" is the one "sms" me first. OMG... I think too much...

12082011 John's Birthday

Today is his birthday, as before I sleep I what's app with him chit chatting until 12MN and wish him happy birthday again...
Early morning, I sent a sms to him again, but not wish him happy birthday. Is asking him where to celebrate his birthday and so on.
Today really a special day. Our ward census low, so we can chit chatting in front of the counter with Dr. Adele. Beside, she also tell us few point how to test your boy friend. She told us, if find a boy friend he need to care enough you and also your family. Beside, he also need to same intellectual with you. If not same, your communication will breakdown easily...very funny... and he need to help you do house work, if underwear also can help you wash, is the best. lolz...
After work, I fetch sis from QB mall and bring her to tutti fruitti to join my colleague.

See the fruits...looks nice right???
I love this with yogurt.
After that my colleague all go to KFC to take their dinner, me and my sis go for shopping. I went in ni chii i try this dress... I love that.


I love this color...I sent this pic to "him" too, he told me the dress not bad, why i didn't buy it. But, when after I fitting, Sis angry that she was waiting me so long when I'm in fitting. I miss the dress..Even he also say this is nice. ^^
When I reach home, he ask me to what's app him. He sent a lot of pic that he take the steak from VS... Wow...look delicious man. I love it..
He also sent some pic he take with the cakes his family brought for him as i request. I though he just will sent the cake pic for me, but he sent his picture with the cake and tart for me. Look nice the cake and tart. I also ask him to wake me up as usual I'm not working on day shift.
He did it too. Early morning he sms me about 8 somethings as he slept at 3am too. Wow.. just few hours he slept. If me, I can't make it. >.<