9/9/2018 Impressed with His Testimony

This weekend is the most "available" weekend I can freely sit back and enjoy the whole service both Saturday and Sunday. 

Special speaker from Singapore -Ps. Jimmy as a "Gamble king" from the past and great testimony shared for both services. 

Some of the testimony quite impressed me. I do hope this testimony can encourage me as well, that why I'm writing it down as below:

After he accepted Christ, God helped him to settle his debt one by one. 
1. He pray with his wife on the first week after he has accepted Christ as his wife asked 100$ from him to pay for the livelihood. After he prayed, he went church with an alarmed petrol signal car. A couple from America came and approach him to ask him for a ride back. He unconsciously say yes to him which his heart was not willing at the first place. While sending them back, his car petrol keep alarming. While reached destination, the America man bless him with 100$ and tell him he was told to bless him with this 100$ in the service. That's really amazing.

After getting this incident, he start to work as a full time worker at church and he still have a lots of debt to clear. (bank, Genting and relatives) 
He just have 1000$ per month, he don't know how he can clear his debt with this salary per months. He prayed to God, and God taught him to write it down how much debt he have.

2. Ps. Jimmy sold his house with a "non reasonable" (higher from the market value) after he prayed with his wife for a "figure". He believe that was the figure God want him to sell his house to pay back the bank. 

3. Ps Jimmy was declared as bankrupt after they found he owed Genting so much which he cannot afford to pay it back. For the past 18 months, he need to go to the court and declared it. They give him few minutes to defend himself as he don't have the lawyer with him. He used this precious time to share gospel with the judge. Initially many of them thinking that he was mad as keep sharing about God's love. One day, this judge who always meet him for the past 18 months went to a church and finally understand what he has shared for the past 18 months. He helped him to negotiate with Genting management for a lower debt. Finally he able to min. his debt with just 10% of what he has owed last time. Good news to him was he has reduce his payment to 10% of what he has owed, but bad news is he still don't have such amount of money to pay back. A church bro called him on the right time, he asked him what's up to him recently. He honestly told him his struggles and that bro told him he could not sleep and eat well recently as God keep tell him to bless Ps. Jimmy with the amount exactly the same amount he need to pay back his debt. He knew he couldn't pay back this amount of $$ and he clearly told that bro. That bro. in Christ went to pay off his debt without his knowing and he was free from bankruptcy. Praise Lord!

4. Although he has a minimal amount of salary, he still faithfully pay off the debt who he has owed them by installment monthly. After sometimes, all of them told him that they were willing to bless him with cancellation of the debt he has owed them. PTL!

Lastly, he shared another miracle with us from the prayer of his daughter. One day, her daughter came to him with a toy by telling him she wish to have a Big Mac. At that moment, he don't even have 6.5$ for a big mac. He told her daughter to pray for him to have wisdom to get 6.5$ to buy for her. She came and pray for him and continue play with her toys. 

Just after sometimes, a doorbell rings, he told her daughter to open the door as he thought that was his wife. She opens the door and came to him with a big mac. She told him that a grandpa give her this big mac. He faster went to look for the grandpa who she describe yet he can't find anyone anymore. She described to him the grandpa was dressed in white and give her this big mac. God really awesome that He could answer every kind of prayer in the right time with an amazing way. 

Praise be to God. I learned to rely on God on my financial and let God be God in my entire life :)

Hatyai Trip 2018 -- 19/8/2018

Thank God for reminding me with His words through a sermon on the way back from Hatyai. 

I know I nearly lost my patience and kindness towards some brothers in the house during this trip. You reminded me You are the One who blessed me with the “common sense” that I thought everyone should have it. I know You are showing me how blessed I am with Your wisdom and also Your kindness at the same time. Thank God for Your loving kindness. Let me keep receiving Your love in order to be more lovely and gracious. 🌹

26th July 2018 — Thursday

Thank God for this wonderful free meal. 

I’m wondering is that God hinting me not to order food for the day as He has prepared this meal for me. 😍😍😍

I’m still the righteousness of God in Christ even I had made a mistake

Today when I listened to Ps. Joseph Prince sermon on “Activate God’s Favor in your life” . I really wish to write it down the testimony which I had experienced and thank be to God. 

One day, I am quite busy in my work place which is not a usual thing to me. My clinic nurse placed some prescription chits and patient’s folder on my table by telling to give certain medication and perform some tests. 

After I have cleared all those patients and finally sat down, one patient’s mother came and ask me about his child’s condition. She told me that the nurse of Doctor A asked her to wait outside for some fever medication. I told her that I didn’t received any prescription chit for her child. She get back to the nurse from Dr. A and at the same time I called the nurse too. The nurse told me that she has placed his folder on my table and which I had return the folder to her few minutes before. 

At that point, I only realized I might given a wrong medication to the patient. I really feel worry and start to pray before I went to see the nurse. I knew I have missed out the checking steps. I pray to God for his forgiveness and yet I still confessing I’m the righteousness of God in Christ. I know I can’t do anything right now beside honestly confessing my mistake to Him and to the Doctor A. 

After given the right medication to the right patient, I check on the patient’s folder which I had given extra medication for the child. Thank be to God, the doctor actually written down the exactly same medication as I gave in the patient folder for that particular patient. I really shocked when I look at the folder initially and later on I feel relieved. The doctor written this medication with 12.5mg at first but after that he altered it to 25mg. I really feel protected by God eventhough it was a mistake at the first place. I know that all about God’s Favor on me when I’m proclaiming I’m the righteousness of God in Christ. Although I had make a mistake, but God’s grace and favor won’t leave me when I came upon Him and received his full restoration. 

Thank You, Jesus. Praise be to God! 

Submit all.... live the let go life 13/8/2018

Today again I listened to Pastor Prince message on " the secret to a quality life" . Again he is reminding me to live a let go life. 

Once again he shared about the golden pipe. When we worry, we are squeezing the pipe. The blessing can't flow when we are worrying. 

I need to let go my worry. He teaches us some practical way to let go our worry by writing down. 

I'm writing it down as below...

God, again I submit to you my cares. On my financial, I pray for a debt free life. Now I'm applying a low cost house. Although it seem impossible as I'm having a few loans in hand, but I know you gonna bless me in Your way. My parent wish to have a better car, I hope to fulfill their wish, but I know my financial status now could be impossible to make it, but in You everything is possible. I'm thankful for Your provision. 

Next, I submitted my parent into Your hand. I know you will take good care on their health. I know as I put them into your hand, You will take care of them and I can serve you freely in whatever place you want me to go soon. 

Beside my family, I actually quite concerned about my relationship status too. I know You have promised me for a good husband. I knew you had written my love story and gave me a 120 % restoration in this area. I had submitted and I am trusting in You, Lord. 

Last, I also submitted the ministry You have placed me. No matter is medical and healing ministry, youth ministry, praise and worship ministry, woman ministry and so on... You will teach me what to do with it and bless me Your supernatural strength and wisdom to serve You. 

Thank You, Jesus. As I had submitted all, I'm not going to take it back anymore. That is in Your hand right now. I trust in You fully and You take charge and all the responsibles. Now, I just wanna enjoy what You have blessed me and keep flowing with the Holy Spirit. Thank You, Lord for loving me. I truly appreciate. 

25th July 2018 — Wednesday

Today my dad makes two mistakes in the morning. He went to grab some food for us yet he just brought two packed of mee hun soup for us and he forgot about his packed. Before went home, he told us that he went to a wrong car and tried to open the car door. He couldn’t make it to open the car door only make him realize that was not his car.

My goodness… I am asking myself whether that is due to his Parkinson disease or he just careless and forgetful at his old age. Whenever I start to worries, I am praying in the Spirit. Thank God… I know God will help me to take care of him. He blessed him with some job which he told me he has earned 2k for this month. Praise Lord!

21 July 2018 — Saturday

Today I get a bit late to go for work. On the way to work near the end of the Penang Bridge, it was having some heavy traffic. I getting nervous and I wish that I no need to write explanation letter due to late. As I’m rushing and worries, I started to pray in tongue as usual. I know God will grant me a miracle and He was not limit by time. Thank be to God, I am not late and I get to thumb in just 3 minutes early. 

I was also asked to be a speaker in youth service (Angel) today. Inside my heart I wish to share about speaking in tongue/ praying in tongue with youth. Before I sent the title of what I wish to share with Mei Jing, I told Chloe about that. She told me that it was align with the title shared by Pastor Andrew on last weekend services. I didn’t notice that as I went to KL last weekend. After knowing this, again I asked God whether is that really His will for me to share about speaking in tongue. From my mind, I feel that those youth attended last weekend services will heard this sharing before, might not get interested to hear this anymore. Deep inside my heart, I really don’t have any idea what I can share to them besides praying in tongue. At last, I stick to the prompting from my inner heart and sent to Mei Jing that I wish to share about S.I.T. (Speaking in tongues). 



Before the service starts, Jason saw some new faces and he asked me that was that good to share about this topic (SIT). I told him by faith that I believe God will do something even they are new comer. Suddenly inside my heart feel uneasy, but I tell God that since you have given this prompting to share about this, I will just obey. Not I am sharing this, is the Holy Spirit help me in that. I also start praying in the Spirit undertone while I have that thinking in mind. At first, I am quite nervous while start sharing in that. Suddenly I am asking Zhu Ern to share about his testimony freely in that and surprisingly he also boldly share about his testimony about praying in tongue. Thank be to God, Jason and Chloe help to share some words when in the group discussion. Jason also helps to ask those who wish to receive the gift of tongue to stay back, and we will pray for them and impart the gift of tongue to them. There are two new girls came for the first time to the youth service. Initially I thought they might not ready to receive that gift. Suddenly, I have a feeling to ask them as well even logically I feel that was impossible. Praise Lord, that both of them were willing to receive the gift of tongue. I just know that both of them have done sinner prayer long time ago from another church. After leading few youths to receive the gift of tongue, I feel the different of the two new girls while praying. That’s amazing!!! PTL!!!

19th July 2018 — Thursday

Today as usual we are receiving the Holy Communion in the morning together. My mom told me that my dad was having night mare which he was so aggressive at the time. She quite worried that he will fall off from bed when he starts moving aggressively from the bed. She quickly pulls his ear to make him awake. In the early morning, he told my mom that he heard some sound from the outside which he thought someone was calling my mom. My mom thought he was always worrying and causes that to be happened. 

While sent my mom to work, I told her that my dad’s condition mostly is due to his Parkinson’s. He will have delirum and depression quite easily. But thank be to God, I believe Jesus has bared all his weaknesses and disease. I suppose to be so worry, but in this season, I feel quite peaceful and restful. I encourage my mom to pray more in tongue with my dad and I hope we receive Holy Communion everyday was not become a ritual. 

Every time when I think about my dad’s condition I will start to pray in tongue. I have a strong believe and confirmation from the inside out which I can see my dad was fully recover from that disease and this will be a great testimony and walk with my beloved Jesus. 

Favor in buying this gifts - 26/10/2017

26 October 2017 Thursday

Yesterday I did a survey at Jusco mall for the present of Jay’s newborn baby. There was not much choice for me to choose among. Aiks… I really pray that God grant me with His wisdom and favor in getting a good gift for him.

At night, I invite Sandy to join me in choosing the gift for Jay. I really do wish to have someone to discuss with. Again, I submit this plan to God and pray for wisdom and favor.

I reach Sunway earlier than Sandy. I screen through some gift from the ToysRUs before get in Parkson. The budget was cut down to RM20 per person as per request and I really need a miracle to buy a gift which is good and within our budget.

While waiting Sandy to come, I walk in Parkson after I have done the survey at ToysRUs. I saw two things caught my attention, one is a hamper with Disney cloths and one is a baby carrier bag as suggested by my bff Wei Ee. I really hope to choose among this two only!

I asked Sandy for her opinion when she reach. She told me that the hamper was abit expensive, and then I straight away ask the promoter to show us the how was the carrier bag which on my next gift of choice. The qualities of the carrier bag really make me satisfied. I tell Sandy this would be the best choice and she agreed too. The price also was exactly in our budget after promotion. Praise Lord!

While waiting on some of their opinion, we went to have our second dinner. Sandy took her dinner at home and I took a piece of bread while driving to back from work place. As her request, we go to have light second dinner at Sakae Sushi. We chit chat for quite sometimes before we went in to get the gift. XD

I really feel that was God’s favor in buying this gift to Jay. Somehow, I went online to look for a same brand of the carrier bag online and I found we still brought it with a cheaper price even there was a discount through online. Hallelujah! Thank God!!!