Highly Favored

I am Highly Favored

Yesterday I really thank God that I have a chance to pray for my friend's dad in the hospital while they are waiting to consult doctor in my workplace. At first, that's a shock to me when my friend requested me to pray for her dad. I saw she even bring the anointing oil along and use it. When I see the oil, I feel so couraged and knowing God want me to pray for him and this is a all about Jesus' finished work. I just to be bold and pray. I apply the oil on my hand spontaneously when she brought out and start praying publicly with my uniform on. 

    My friend told me that I was such an angel to her in time when her dad feel not necessary to consult the doctor and she feel abit helpless. I also thank God that He orchestrate the circumstance that I can pray for him. Thank God for a clean bill for him and my friend also tell me that they get free PSA checking as 40th anniversary. Praise the Lord.

    During lunch time, as usualy I went to canteen to take away my favorite herbal chicken meehun soup. God shows favor to me by blessing me a bowl full of the "longan" that I like the most! I feel so loved and happy when I found that. Thank God for His favor. 

Sit Still, My Daughter

 Sit Still, My Daughter

Sunday 21/1/2024, Ps Prince shared about what he received from the Lord when NCC church was having church building. Two words, SIT STILL. These two words are from Ruth 3:18 Naomi tells Ruth “Sit still, my daughter, until you know how the matter will turn out; for the man will not rest until he has concluded the matter this day.”

His sharing really touched me so much. I felt the Lord is telling us to stop our effort to build the fund, the supply is on the way. The money shall come in His way. Our part is to sit still. 

  Beside receiving for our church fund building, I received it as my own revelation too. I knew the Lord wanted me to sit still in this year of 2024. No matter in my relationship, my parent's health, my serving, my finances... all starts from "Sit Still". He will work out everything for my benefit. My part is to pray and be at rest. 

Jude 1:20-21
20 But you, beloved, building yourselves up on your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Spirit, 21 keep yourselves in the love of God, looking for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto eternal life.

  I received these words from the Lord on 13/1/2024. I knew I only can be at the perfect rest when I pray in the Spirit all the time. Just like Paul shared in 1 Corinthians 14:18 I thank my God I speak with tongues more than you all. This prayer shall keep me in the love of God. While praying for my life partner, I also pray that God gives me "sakal wisdom". I want to be a prudent wife who can be a blessing to my husband too. As the bible said, a prudent wife is from the Lord. Thank God also used the testimony from a newly married couple Wei Jing and Sica to remind me. God is God of miracles and He can give me a Qarah moment ~right happening in orchestrating everything for me to meet my life partner effortlessly. My eye shall be on the One who loves me the most, His name is Jesus. Praise the Lord

  Thank God for the word in season for me... Many good days await me!!!

Start Sharing Again In Year 2024

Can't Stop Sharing About His Amazing Work In Me

Lately I feel so much love from the Lord and it compelled me to start writing again. I am so happy to share about my latest life testimony in this blog to give all the glory to Jesus. 

  Last sat, we just had a welcoming party for the new comer who start joining our church for the past 1 year in 2023. The preparation for the party is so restful and well supplied. I am so grateful to have a team of servers who is so initiative, gifted, kind and generous. I am blessed to be a part of them. Start from planning for the date of the meeting, till the end of the party, I knew it was the Lord step by step guiding me and leading me. My part is to pray and flow. 

  I still remember when I pray how to initiate the meeting to discuss for the ministry and welcoming party, God send my beloved sis in Christ, Chloe to remind me and support me at times. I thank God for her as she willing to do the extra miles to pray with me, discuss and support me in this ministry. After we decided the date for meeting, I found so amazing is most of the server in the ministry can able to attend it and we almost discussed and finalized most of the thing required for the party. The meeting was so fruitful and I remember at last, Ps Alan did encourage us to pray more in the Spirit. God will guide us step by step when we pray. I truly thank God for such a good pastor in the house. 

 When the date is near, many things shall need to be finalize. One of the thing I need to arrange is who shall be the worship leader. Our party is on 20/1, and I found the worship leader of the day in the night service was Darren and Wendy. My initial thought is asking Wendy to help up as last welcoming party is led by her too. When I share my thought to Chloe, she tell me her concern is will Wendy feel tired or not as lately she get pregnant and need to serve both service sat night and sun., is not easy. I can feel her concern too, yet I am thinking, it not from her, who is next? Chloe suggested that I will be the one leading it. Actually I don't feel like doing it, I tell her with some excuse like I am wearing the aligner... bla bla bla... I pray and tell the Lord, how am I going to arrange if Wendy cannot make it? I learned to pour out my concern to the Lord and start praying in the Spirit when I start thinking about it. 

  After few days, when the date is near, suddenly bro James came into my mind. Although I never see him leading worship in the church, yet I knew he led worship in the funeral before. I actually wonder why he was in my mind when I am thinking about worship leader for the welcoming party. That moment I not even know he might join the party or not as he was the only one not joining the meeting previously. 

  Two weeks before the sat night, I met Wendy during dinner after praise and worship practice. I still wish to try to ask her and see her respond. When told me she might want to concentrate in the worship at night, I knew, I shall need to ask bro James. The next day morning, I look for bro James in the Sunday service. I asked him whether can join the party or not and he only recall that he did not respond to my invitation yet. Before I allow him to respond to the invitation, I straight away asking him that can he be the song leader of the welcoming party. I am so surprise that the Lord actually prepared his heart before I am asking. He straight away say yes to me and asking me how many song shall he lead. I am so happy and in the same day I pass him the song book to choose from there. God is awesome. 

  Next, the gift and gift wrapping is my second concern after arrangement of the worship leader. In the meeting, sis Bee Ai did share with us that she can sponsor the plan gift box and some small free gift from ice-cream company. Due to the shortage of water of the week, I did not manage to go church to look for the gift available at church earlier. I just pray over it and I knew God will arrange and supply all the thing I need in time. Until one week before the welcoming party, I seek help from Mei Ching to look for the gift.Thank God, after counting, we have enough supply for the new friend registered for the party. At the same time, I called sis Bee Ai on the spot to bring over the gift box "tomorrow" as we planned to wrap it up after the service. 

Sis Bee Ai brought the gift box on the "same day" right after I called her. This quite surprised me was the gift box I thought is plain white came with a very nice party box cover. I never think of it before. We did not need spend time to wrap the box anymore. Praise the Lord!!! God is awesome!!! I was so amaze by the divine arrangement from the Lord to me. 

  

This is the gift box she sponsored. Truly thank God for her in the ministry.

  God is good to me all the time, things was not end by this. I found the church browser was outdated n thinking to print a new one. Again God has prepared church sis Kei Kei to us to help us in this area. She even sponsor the whole order 300 books for us as she told me, she was so blessed these day. In the process, she had share me the info for me to check incase any "typo" happen. I shared this to Chloe too as I don't know why I did not in the mood to check when she shared me. None of us found anything wrong until the day before we wanted to finalize the whole thing to print, I suddenly have a thought to look the wording again. I found some missing letters and Sis Kei Kei also found some wrong spelling too. I knew it was God leading us to see the mistake and pointed out for us. Praise the Lord. Even this small detail, the Lord manage to help us in time before she printed out. I can't describe the goodness of God by words anymore. He is with us throughout the process. While discussing with Chloe how many notes paper to print in the book, Kei Kei suggest us put in 13 to make it 20pages book, but if we want more pages also can. Chloe feel that's quite a few pages to her since is a note book. Yet we not dare to request more as this was all sponsored from Kei Kei. I recall the message I heard from Ps Prince yesterday, we can claim favor from the Lord. Me and Chloe pray about it and I declare favor while discussing again with Kei Kei. God is good, during the discussion, God leading her to increase the pages to 40 pages not by my active request. Grace grace... God orchestraed everything to our benefit!!! Another bonus is, she told me she was able to complete the printing before the party. We can give it out to them in the party too. Praise the Lord. 

  On the day of the welcoming party, I received a voice message from Ps Andrew early morning around 7am. He told me he did not manage to join the party as he was having food poisoning and need to seek medical treatment and rest. This was a shocking news to me. Initially he told me to look for Ps Alan to replace him sharing the church history for the new friend, but I told him that Ps Alan might not able to join too he was arrange to preach at main service for the week. Ps Andrew told me to replace him if there is no one available to share on behalf. OMG!!! this is really troubles me... yet I believe the Lord will give a way out, either there is someone to help or he will give me the strength and courage that I need to share on behalf. I prayed and I reply Ps Andrew not to worry about that and have a good rest, we will figure out what to do. At the same time, I drop a text to my ministry server to pray over it and see how's the Lord gonna work out for us. Later on, Chloe suggested me to ask our Decan Ah Weng to help. I texted Decan Weng whether is he available today or not, unfortunately he was at KL to attend his son convo. The Lord is good to me, when I go for the last choice by asking Samuel Lok for the slides to prepare, he coincidentally told me that Ps Alan also wanted to get the slides from him. Thank God for preparing Ps Alan for me. He volunteered to replace Ps Andrew to share it on the welcoming party. I feel so relieved and thank God for His wonderful supply without my effort to look for someone to help. 

  I feel so grateful and knew all thing works beautiful in His time. He brings many new friends to us and also do let them enjoy the party so well. The feedback of the party is good and there are two sisters told me that she was touched by the song lead by Bro James. I knew that's was really God who work in us and touch their heart!!! Praise the Lord!!! The games lead by Claire and Chloe also very good, I can see all of them participate well. God showed me that He help me to arrange the right people to take charge the right thing. All of them take initiative to play their parts well. On that day, we also have volunteers to help in those minor minor thing. I super appreciate them. May all glory to The One who love us so much, Jesus.  👐

Waiting For A Miracle!

Last Wednesday, I start having severe headache, dizziness and neck discomfort. I thought I was exhausted and I plan to back home early to rest. I leave the Bible class before it come to the end but just notice that a truck was blocking my way. I was super frustrated and I complaint it to my BF. I don’t know who to share with, beside him. He listened to my complaint and was waiting for me to reach home before he went to bed. I asked him to pray for me as well.
 

The next day, the condition was still the same. I was having severe headache with my neck muscle was quite tense. On Sunday, I told my church brothers and sisters about my condition. They tease me by saying my head was too heavy as I put on weight. I really feel my condition was not normal. I think I might need to seek for some medical advice the next day.

On Monday morning, I told my nursing sister about my condition.I asked her to give me the medical chit to consult the doctor. Coincidentally these two days we were having external auditors came for visiting in our hospital. They were so busy attending the auditors and I only can go to consult the doctor on my lunch time. The Medical officer review my case and she suspect that I was having cervical spondylosis. She asked me to go for an X-ray and review the result later.

My X-ray result was not normal. Conclusion from the doctor was “reduce C4/C5 disc 

space”.

The next medical officer on call asked me to refer to the orthopedic specialist. The on call specialist on the day was Mr. LWP which was good in this area. But sadly I was not able to consult him as I was an old case of another specialist. I only get to consult my orthopedic specialist on the next day because today was his operation day.

I really have no confidence in my own orthopedic surgeon. I pray that God will send me a good doctor or else He could bless the doctor with His wisdom to rule out what’s wrong with me.

On the next day, I went to consult the orthopedic specialist as planned. Before I get to told him all my complaints, he has diagnoses me as migraine. He refers me to another neurosurgeon without giving me any chance to talk about my X-ray findings. That was truly beyond my expectation. In my mind, I thought he could refer me to consult another orthopedic surgeon. Thank be to God, He surprise me with something beyond my expectation.  But again, I need to wait to consult the neurosurgeon as he was having an operation in the morning.

During the time of waiting, that was the most suffering moment to me. My head was really struggling to function as normal. I nearly lost my patience while waiting. I wish to know what’s wrong with me earnestly. 

The neurosurgeon told me that my neck muscle was injured and it causes my neck pain and headache. I asked him what I can do to make my neck back to normal. He just asks me to REST and don’t try lift any heavy stuff anymore. I told him I did an X-ray and it shows something wrong with my cervical bone. He told me the physiology of my neck was different with normal people. My cervical curve was reverse, that was causing my neck muscle easily get injured and degenerate. I was concerned much on what the Medical officer has suspected —Cervical Spondylosis. He told me from the X-ray, he saw my disc space was still good. Thank You, Jesus.

The doctor has given me some medication for my headache and neck pain. He doesn’t seem to ask me for any follow up. That’s surprise me. The next day, after taken the medication, my headache was relieved. Thanks God! But my neck still can feel the tiredness and tightness at times. 

I asked for prayers from my family, my BF and some of my church brothers and sisters. I believe that God, You are my great Healer. You can restore my cervical bone curve miraculously.

My BF keep encourage me to believe in God’s healing and he told me he has prayed for me to have a strong neck. I truly thank God for him.

Besides praying, I was also looking for some exercises to strengthen my neck muscle. While looking for some ways to improve it, I feel I was quite labor to get back my health. At night, I even try to made a neck roll to support my neck. I not really can sleep well with a weird support below my neck. In the early morning about 4am, I wake up uncommonly.

I told my BF in the morning, and he encourages me to ask the Lord for the reason I was awake at the odd hours. Besides, I still can feel the stress on my neck. Yet, sometimes I can feel my nerve of my hand was affected as well. I am not feeling good about that. I prayed to God. I even cry to him as I was truly suffered from the condition. 

God is good to me. The Word came in my mind on the right time. He comforts me with His Word. I truly know that “sickness was not come from God”. God so loved me and even crush His beloved Son, Jesus for me. How much more He will not freely give me all that He has. As Jesus is healthy in the world, so am I. I will inherit all He has from the world. The only thing I need to do was to guide my heart. “Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid”. (John 14:27)

I texted one of my church brother and told him about my condition. He asked me some of the questions. He asked “why God doesn’t heal me immediately?” He told me that He was praying for his mom for her skin disease. Her mom also seems to lose her patient while praying for healing. I asked him back, “do you really believe God will heal?” He says “Yes, but why take so long?” I told him, “If you believe God can heal and will heal, why you doubt and question God when nothing seem happened right now?” In Roman 8:28, we know all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. God timing was perfect. Since, we know His intention was to heal, and then we should have no doubt. While explaining to him, these words speak to me as well. God used this conversation to speak to me.

I know His GRACE and LOVE for me so well. Is time to believe and let the healing manifest in my life! Thank You, JESUS. I know You are Able and You are Willing to heal me :)
Praise Lord! 

9/9/2018 Impressed with His Testimony

This weekend is the most "available" weekend I can freely sit back and enjoy the whole service both Saturday and Sunday. 

Special speaker from Singapore -Ps. Jimmy as a "Gamble king" from the past and great testimony shared for both services. 

Some of the testimony quite impressed me. I do hope this testimony can encourage me as well, that why I'm writing it down as below:

After he accepted Christ, God helped him to settle his debt one by one. 
1. He pray with his wife on the first week after he has accepted Christ as his wife asked 100$ from him to pay for the livelihood. After he prayed, he went church with an alarmed petrol signal car. A couple from America came and approach him to ask him for a ride back. He unconsciously say yes to him which his heart was not willing at the first place. While sending them back, his car petrol keep alarming. While reached destination, the America man bless him with 100$ and tell him he was told to bless him with this 100$ in the service. That's really amazing.

After getting this incident, he start to work as a full time worker at church and he still have a lots of debt to clear. (bank, Genting and relatives) 
He just have 1000$ per month, he don't know how he can clear his debt with this salary per months. He prayed to God, and God taught him to write it down how much debt he have.

2. Ps. Jimmy sold his house with a "non reasonable" (higher from the market value) after he prayed with his wife for a "figure". He believe that was the figure God want him to sell his house to pay back the bank. 

3. Ps Jimmy was declared as bankrupt after they found he owed Genting so much which he cannot afford to pay it back. For the past 18 months, he need to go to the court and declared it. They give him few minutes to defend himself as he don't have the lawyer with him. He used this precious time to share gospel with the judge. Initially many of them thinking that he was mad as keep sharing about God's love. One day, this judge who always meet him for the past 18 months went to a church and finally understand what he has shared for the past 18 months. He helped him to negotiate with Genting management for a lower debt. Finally he able to min. his debt with just 10% of what he has owed last time. Good news to him was he has reduce his payment to 10% of what he has owed, but bad news is he still don't have such amount of money to pay back. A church bro called him on the right time, he asked him what's up to him recently. He honestly told him his struggles and that bro told him he could not sleep and eat well recently as God keep tell him to bless Ps. Jimmy with the amount exactly the same amount he need to pay back his debt. He knew he couldn't pay back this amount of $$ and he clearly told that bro. That bro. in Christ went to pay off his debt without his knowing and he was free from bankruptcy. Praise Lord!

4. Although he has a minimal amount of salary, he still faithfully pay off the debt who he has owed them by installment monthly. After sometimes, all of them told him that they were willing to bless him with cancellation of the debt he has owed them. PTL!

Lastly, he shared another miracle with us from the prayer of his daughter. One day, her daughter came to him with a toy by telling him she wish to have a Big Mac. At that moment, he don't even have 6.5$ for a big mac. He told her daughter to pray for him to have wisdom to get 6.5$ to buy for her. She came and pray for him and continue play with her toys. 

Just after sometimes, a doorbell rings, he told her daughter to open the door as he thought that was his wife. She opens the door and came to him with a big mac. She told him that a grandpa give her this big mac. He faster went to look for the grandpa who she describe yet he can't find anyone anymore. She described to him the grandpa was dressed in white and give her this big mac. God really awesome that He could answer every kind of prayer in the right time with an amazing way. 

Praise be to God. I learned to rely on God on my financial and let God be God in my entire life :)

Hatyai Trip 2018 -- 19/8/2018

Thank God for reminding me with His words through a sermon on the way back from Hatyai. 

I know I nearly lost my patience and kindness towards some brothers in the house during this trip. You reminded me You are the One who blessed me with the “common sense” that I thought everyone should have it. I know You are showing me how blessed I am with Your wisdom and also Your kindness at the same time. Thank God for Your loving kindness. Let me keep receiving Your love in order to be more lovely and gracious. 🌹

26th July 2018 — Thursday

Thank God for this wonderful free meal. 

I’m wondering is that God hinting me not to order food for the day as He has prepared this meal for me. 😍😍😍

I’m still the righteousness of God in Christ even I had made a mistake

Today when I listened to Ps. Joseph Prince sermon on “Activate God’s Favor in your life” . I really wish to write it down the testimony which I had experienced and thank be to God. 

One day, I am quite busy in my work place which is not a usual thing to me. My clinic nurse placed some prescription chits and patient’s folder on my table by telling to give certain medication and perform some tests. 

After I have cleared all those patients and finally sat down, one patient’s mother came and ask me about his child’s condition. She told me that the nurse of Doctor A asked her to wait outside for some fever medication. I told her that I didn’t received any prescription chit for her child. She get back to the nurse from Dr. A and at the same time I called the nurse too. The nurse told me that she has placed his folder on my table and which I had return the folder to her few minutes before. 

At that point, I only realized I might given a wrong medication to the patient. I really feel worry and start to pray before I went to see the nurse. I knew I have missed out the checking steps. I pray to God for his forgiveness and yet I still confessing I’m the righteousness of God in Christ. I know I can’t do anything right now beside honestly confessing my mistake to Him and to the Doctor A. 

After given the right medication to the right patient, I check on the patient’s folder which I had given extra medication for the child. Thank be to God, the doctor actually written down the exactly same medication as I gave in the patient folder for that particular patient. I really shocked when I look at the folder initially and later on I feel relieved. The doctor written this medication with 12.5mg at first but after that he altered it to 25mg. I really feel protected by God eventhough it was a mistake at the first place. I know that all about God’s Favor on me when I’m proclaiming I’m the righteousness of God in Christ. Although I had make a mistake, but God’s grace and favor won’t leave me when I came upon Him and received his full restoration. 

Thank You, Jesus. Praise be to God! 

Submit all.... live the let go life 13/8/2018

Today again I listened to Pastor Prince message on " the secret to a quality life" . Again he is reminding me to live a let go life. 

Once again he shared about the golden pipe. When we worry, we are squeezing the pipe. The blessing can't flow when we are worrying. 

I need to let go my worry. He teaches us some practical way to let go our worry by writing down. 

I'm writing it down as below...

God, again I submit to you my cares. On my financial, I pray for a debt free life. Now I'm applying a low cost house. Although it seem impossible as I'm having a few loans in hand, but I know you gonna bless me in Your way. My parent wish to have a better car, I hope to fulfill their wish, but I know my financial status now could be impossible to make it, but in You everything is possible. I'm thankful for Your provision. 

Next, I submitted my parent into Your hand. I know you will take good care on their health. I know as I put them into your hand, You will take care of them and I can serve you freely in whatever place you want me to go soon. 

Beside my family, I actually quite concerned about my relationship status too. I know You have promised me for a good husband. I knew you had written my love story and gave me a 120 % restoration in this area. I had submitted and I am trusting in You, Lord. 

Last, I also submitted the ministry You have placed me. No matter is medical and healing ministry, youth ministry, praise and worship ministry, woman ministry and so on... You will teach me what to do with it and bless me Your supernatural strength and wisdom to serve You. 

Thank You, Jesus. As I had submitted all, I'm not going to take it back anymore. That is in Your hand right now. I trust in You fully and You take charge and all the responsibles. Now, I just wanna enjoy what You have blessed me and keep flowing with the Holy Spirit. Thank You, Lord for loving me. I truly appreciate. 

25th July 2018 — Wednesday

Today my dad makes two mistakes in the morning. He went to grab some food for us yet he just brought two packed of mee hun soup for us and he forgot about his packed. Before went home, he told us that he went to a wrong car and tried to open the car door. He couldn’t make it to open the car door only make him realize that was not his car.

My goodness… I am asking myself whether that is due to his Parkinson disease or he just careless and forgetful at his old age. Whenever I start to worries, I am praying in the Spirit. Thank God… I know God will help me to take care of him. He blessed him with some job which he told me he has earned 2k for this month. Praise Lord!