25th July 2018 — Wednesday

Today my dad makes two mistakes in the morning. He went to grab some food for us yet he just brought two packed of mee hun soup for us and he forgot about his packed. Before went home, he told us that he went to a wrong car and tried to open the car door. He couldn’t make it to open the car door only make him realize that was not his car.

My goodness… I am asking myself whether that is due to his Parkinson disease or he just careless and forgetful at his old age. Whenever I start to worries, I am praying in the Spirit. Thank God… I know God will help me to take care of him. He blessed him with some job which he told me he has earned 2k for this month. Praise Lord!

21 July 2018 — Saturday

Today I get a bit late to go for work. On the way to work near the end of the Penang Bridge, it was having some heavy traffic. I getting nervous and I wish that I no need to write explanation letter due to late. As I’m rushing and worries, I started to pray in tongue as usual. I know God will grant me a miracle and He was not limit by time. Thank be to God, I am not late and I get to thumb in just 3 minutes early. 

I was also asked to be a speaker in youth service (Angel) today. Inside my heart I wish to share about speaking in tongue/ praying in tongue with youth. Before I sent the title of what I wish to share with Mei Jing, I told Chloe about that. She told me that it was align with the title shared by Pastor Andrew on last weekend services. I didn’t notice that as I went to KL last weekend. After knowing this, again I asked God whether is that really His will for me to share about speaking in tongue. From my mind, I feel that those youth attended last weekend services will heard this sharing before, might not get interested to hear this anymore. Deep inside my heart, I really don’t have any idea what I can share to them besides praying in tongue. At last, I stick to the prompting from my inner heart and sent to Mei Jing that I wish to share about S.I.T. (Speaking in tongues). 



Before the service starts, Jason saw some new faces and he asked me that was that good to share about this topic (SIT). I told him by faith that I believe God will do something even they are new comer. Suddenly inside my heart feel uneasy, but I tell God that since you have given this prompting to share about this, I will just obey. Not I am sharing this, is the Holy Spirit help me in that. I also start praying in the Spirit undertone while I have that thinking in mind. At first, I am quite nervous while start sharing in that. Suddenly I am asking Zhu Ern to share about his testimony freely in that and surprisingly he also boldly share about his testimony about praying in tongue. Thank be to God, Jason and Chloe help to share some words when in the group discussion. Jason also helps to ask those who wish to receive the gift of tongue to stay back, and we will pray for them and impart the gift of tongue to them. There are two new girls came for the first time to the youth service. Initially I thought they might not ready to receive that gift. Suddenly, I have a feeling to ask them as well even logically I feel that was impossible. Praise Lord, that both of them were willing to receive the gift of tongue. I just know that both of them have done sinner prayer long time ago from another church. After leading few youths to receive the gift of tongue, I feel the different of the two new girls while praying. That’s amazing!!! PTL!!!

19th July 2018 — Thursday

Today as usual we are receiving the Holy Communion in the morning together. My mom told me that my dad was having night mare which he was so aggressive at the time. She quite worried that he will fall off from bed when he starts moving aggressively from the bed. She quickly pulls his ear to make him awake. In the early morning, he told my mom that he heard some sound from the outside which he thought someone was calling my mom. My mom thought he was always worrying and causes that to be happened. 

While sent my mom to work, I told her that my dad’s condition mostly is due to his Parkinson’s. He will have delirum and depression quite easily. But thank be to God, I believe Jesus has bared all his weaknesses and disease. I suppose to be so worry, but in this season, I feel quite peaceful and restful. I encourage my mom to pray more in tongue with my dad and I hope we receive Holy Communion everyday was not become a ritual. 

Every time when I think about my dad’s condition I will start to pray in tongue. I have a strong believe and confirmation from the inside out which I can see my dad was fully recover from that disease and this will be a great testimony and walk with my beloved Jesus. 

Favor in buying this gifts - 26/10/2017

26 October 2017 Thursday

Yesterday I did a survey at Jusco mall for the present of Jay’s newborn baby. There was not much choice for me to choose among. Aiks… I really pray that God grant me with His wisdom and favor in getting a good gift for him.

At night, I invite Sandy to join me in choosing the gift for Jay. I really do wish to have someone to discuss with. Again, I submit this plan to God and pray for wisdom and favor.

I reach Sunway earlier than Sandy. I screen through some gift from the ToysRUs before get in Parkson. The budget was cut down to RM20 per person as per request and I really need a miracle to buy a gift which is good and within our budget.

While waiting Sandy to come, I walk in Parkson after I have done the survey at ToysRUs. I saw two things caught my attention, one is a hamper with Disney cloths and one is a baby carrier bag as suggested by my bff Wei Ee. I really hope to choose among this two only!

I asked Sandy for her opinion when she reach. She told me that the hamper was abit expensive, and then I straight away ask the promoter to show us the how was the carrier bag which on my next gift of choice. The qualities of the carrier bag really make me satisfied. I tell Sandy this would be the best choice and she agreed too. The price also was exactly in our budget after promotion. Praise Lord!

While waiting on some of their opinion, we went to have our second dinner. Sandy took her dinner at home and I took a piece of bread while driving to back from work place. As her request, we go to have light second dinner at Sakae Sushi. We chit chat for quite sometimes before we went in to get the gift. XD

I really feel that was God’s favor in buying this gift to Jay. Somehow, I went online to look for a same brand of the carrier bag online and I found we still brought it with a cheaper price even there was a discount through online. Hallelujah! Thank God!!! 

Bro Desmond Birthday 21/9/2017

Today is my brother Desmond birthday.

Initially I wish to invite some of his close sis to join the celebration. Melvin was saying am I inviting whole kampung to join. Aiks…

I thought I might be late on the day as I am not sure whether I can off on time or not. 

At last, I am the one reached the most early. I place my homemade cake for the staff there to keep it at the ice-cream corner.

Both Jun reached after me and we were waiting Melvin to bring him along. I tell Desmond I might not join them for dinner.

Melvin brings along his girl friend to introduce to us. Initially I thought Desmond was kidding with me. Haha…

Thank God for a good fellowship there. Just that I made a mistake. I accidently tell Desmond that Swee Chun will come. Aiks… What a stupid mistake that I made. Aiks!!! 

Swee Chun, Peggy and Samuel were waiting at the beer factory for us. After we left that place, we were heading to the second round place.

We had a small celebration for him at the dinner place as to let him think that we might not have second round!

Melvin paid the bill for the dinner, Desmond paid for the beer. OMG!!!

May God bless them!

The Lord is my sheperd, I shall not lack. 20/9/2017

20 September 2017 Wednesday

Thank God for the day. I am highly favored and deeply in loved. Today I am thinking to get an ice box for traveling the cheese cake in long hours. Before making any decision by looking for it, I keep this in my prayer. I ask God for favor and bless me with a small size ice box which enough for me to carry the cheese cake that I made. Then I start thinking where to look for it. I do hope I can meet the good pharmacist at the store to get one for me. :)

While reach the pharmacy store, I saw that lady whom I think she was good. I have asked favor from her and happily she really able to get me the only small ice box in the pharmacy store which was just nice for me. Thank God!!!

I missed my Starbuck bottle so much which I found it was lost last Sunday. I keep this in my prayer when I start to miss it. When I reach church, I saw it was sitting on the chair that I sat last Sunday! That was really impossible!!! I have tried to look for it on Sunday at the same place, but I can’t found it. Thank God once again. 

Lastly, was on my financial. This week will be my brother birthday. I expected to spend some amount of money for the celebration. Something out of my expectation was the bible course fees due this week too. RM100 needed for this module. I really don’t have an idea how I gonna have this amount for that!!! God give me His words through a sermon shared by Ps. Joseph Prince. The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not lack. I keep declare it when I start worry about that. This week I learn to only labor to enter God’s rest. After pray once, I know the thing was fully submit to God, the rest of the time I just need to thank God. :) 

Mom started to text me and asking me whether I need $$ to pay the fees or not. I really do not know what should I react. I really need to be frank with her by saying I might need to return to her on next month. She helped me to pay off the fees and also force me to received RM200 from her incase I need $$ for my brother’s birthday. I took RM100 from her and I told myself I will return to her if I am not using it. God, I know that was your voice to her on my needs. I thank You, Lord!!!

First time try out to made the non bake oreo cheese cake 19/9/2017

19 September 2017 Tuesday

I am struggling for sometimes to think about what to do for my bro Desmond on his birthday

I keep this in the prayer. I ask God for wisdom in planning and making plan success. I wish to make a cake for him since I had learn to do it from my colleague sometimes ago. 

I went to look for the shop for the ingredient. I brought all the ingredients without the butter as I think I got the butter at home.

My parent will going out to attend a funeral. I am doing it alone. 

When I started to make it, I thought my butter was not enough. I quickly dress up and went to get it at Jusco. When reach there, I only realize it could be something wrong with my weighing machine as the weighing machine was not functioning well. I still buy the butter as planned and went home. Just as what I suspect, that was the faulty of the weighing machine. *sigh…

I asked help from Jia Qing and my cousin JJ to look for the weighing machine. At last, I get it from my cousin. Time flies, I start to make it near 10pm. 

The ingredients I get from the shop.

That’s before I chill it in the fridge.

I hope to have some sweet design on the top. I found the chocolate in the fridge. I use it to make some design.