Blessed Coffees Friday!

14 July 2017 Friday

Today is the brand new day I hope I can write a new chapter in my life. Lord, please speak to me.

I listened to the sermon preached by Ps. Joseph Prince – The secret of hearing that brings untold blessings. Lord, definitely you spoke to me through this sermon. Faith comes from HEARING. I need to keep hearing. God, please give me a heart of hearing. 

So bless that my friend sent me a set of Mcd breakfast with COFFEE as she asked me in helping her daughter to register. I'm taking coffee this early morning to easy my pretty down mood.

This is what I need in the morning, but God you bless me another one.

That's my lunch instead of breakfast.

Oops, I received call from the ward. They are having a late celebration for Raya. Lunch was provided for me too. Wow…

I decided to keep some distance with my two brothers, somehow I know that's the time I need focus on Jesus, not anyone in the world anymore. Lord, I know that's hard at the first place. I need some balance and healthy space. God, please help me.

That's the first day I didn't take initiative to text my brother. I know he might know what I had decided. Yesterday I just reply a “like” icon after his replies and greeting. Lord, that's the hardest decision. Since I had made it, help me to balance up and didn't hurt anyone else. I thank you Lord, please do help me. I need you more than anyone else. NO ONE can satisfy me with their love as you are the only one love which we called as AGAPE love can bring me through this “down moment”. I need a good hug from You and please fill me more of your spirit and shower me with Your Love. I thank You and let me able to see your glorious face which You shown to Moses if I have found favor with you as what Jesus has done for me.

Afternoon, right after my lunch, I back to my working place and start typing this blog again. I saw a notification from my phone. 

God, I'll reply him later. I need Your wisdom and I invite You into our relationship. God, please be my perfect third party in every relationship I have. I need You to hold us together with your unfailing love. Jesus, please sit in the center of my life. The place is Yours. No one can ever have this qualification to sit in. NONE……… :)

Blessing comes in again…

Another coffee delivered to me. Starbuck coffee – That's my all time favorite. 

 
 

Thank you, Lord for your favor and love. I know you sent these angels to push me up from this “down” moment. I truly appreciated.

Finally, I have texted my brother to share about my blessing and struggles. Thank God for him which able to understand my standing.

Evening, I went for a jog before attend CG. Such a rush as bad traffic jam happened at Penang Bridge. Thank you, Lord for your presence. My dinner was well prepared since morning – Mcd breakfast burger. Haha…

After service, we are discussing about the Biblical class with Chester. Thank God, finally I can study that in a cheaper course fees. I hope I can free too, if possible. I wish to finish the course as fast as possible.

Oops, I'm spreading the “virus” again… I introduced Chester to join us 8 ball pool games. I win him once. Thank God, but he seems really interest and keeps playing at night. OMG!!!

Subway, Gelato and badminton

Night, I promised my brother to buy him an ice-cream after his exam. Aiks… Always he didn’t let me treat him. T.T

Today purposely I spare out the time just to fulfill the promise that I had made. Initially he ask me go tom yam, but I know he doesn’t like it. Then he suggested going Subway RU for dinner, and I’m agreed. We meet here and again, he buys me dinner again.

That’s break my heart when I tried to use his phone and he didn’t trust me with that. OMG… That’s truly disappointed me. I thought we might be a good brother and sister which we can be so transparent to each other. Sadly, it seems not as what I hope for. After that, he asked me to go Gelato ice-cream to try the new brands as previously I promised him to buy him ice-cream (BR or Haagen Daz)

Again, I found he asked Sandy out and we have to wait her for sometimes. Her presence was to surprise me. This is what my brother told me. Umm… I really surprise that… but with a sad feeling. Initially I hope to invite Jason and Jack them, but I worried that he might wish to have quality time to talk, so I didn’t do that. Aiks… Is ok… at least I knew it from now. Additional thing was, Sandy showed me that John text her saying they are playing ping pong in the afternoon at church. He didn’t reply my text at all that does really make me down actually.

 

 Flower like berry ice-cream

We went to the badminton court and most of them invite me to have a match before leaving. That’s funny that a girl who I knew her from there previously really believe that Desmond was my brother. That’s make me laugh was she thought that he was my elder brother. After the 1 match, I decided to go back as I saw my bro. looks tired and he always need long resting hours. On the way back to Subway, He asked me something which was my greatest pain between John and Wendy. Uncontrollable, I tears. I think he get shocked too. He went to the wash room and buy me a drink when I was waiting him inside the car and don’t know what to share with him.

Hmm… I think is time for me to “LET GO, and LET GOD” to lead me through this difficult moment. The person who can accompany me definitely was not my brother. After talking with him seem doesn’t help much, but I’m thankful he was beside me. I prayed and I get into bed with 15 mls of cough mixture which I use to have as coughing.

13 July 2017

I found favor with you Lord which I have a great luck in games too.

Thank God for a lovely parent who prepared good breakfast at all times.

Tong Shui Day! I’m full, brought it to my office.

I'm really bored in my job now, Lord. You knew it and I'm waiting for your response.

Exodus 33:12 … You call me by name and tell me I have found favor with you.

Exodus 33:13 Please, if this is really so, shows me your intentions so I will understand you more fully and do exactly what you want me to do. …

Exodus 33:14 LORD replied, “I will personally go with you, Moses. I will give you rest –everything will be fine for you.”

Lord, that's you for your promises which I can claimed. Lord, Please show me your intentions so that I will understand you more fully and do exactly what you want me to do.  That's really my prayer. Please give me REST fully in your finished works.

8 ball pool Grace challenges

Today I'm blessed even in playing games. 

That's my first time playing tournament in 8 ball pool games. 

I tried once, fails... Then I tried it again as to know how it works. 

On the second attempt, I'm able to get in the semi final...final and finally I won. 

This is how it look like. :)

Really can feel the peace even I reach the final.

Congratulation... I won.
That's really by grace .

Beside, I didn't challenge Gavin before. Actually saw his level in the game might make me stressful actually. 
But the first few games, I won. OMG... 
That's unbelievable. hahahaha...