25012013

Today quite free in the morning, I'm wondering whether I can be back early or not. ^^
Anyways, the team is good, my works done smoothly. Praise the Lord.
Today whole day I'm discussing about whether to buy i-phone 5, i-pad or laptop in this starting brand new year.
Because my dad's phone, I hope if I change the phone, my dad will get a better phone to use. But, this morning, my dad sudden told me that his phone is still functional. He hopes I won't waste money for that. That's good, then I could miss my HTC so much.
Due to the empty time in the ward, my boss discuss about my further studies thing with me, my bff Wei Ee and a senior now she is taking the degree in IMU with semester two. She shared with us how stress she face when taking the degree. But of course, due to she has married and had few kids, she need to spend more time in taking care of her kids. I'm not the same, I'm single and still have time to spend for my studies. I should go for it. I think I won't regret that as long as I had make the decision. I should responsible to make it success no matter how, I know God is with me.
 

24012013

Last night actually I started to worry about the event today. Worry about how the people asking me regarding why it's happen I need to be separately with him. If someone ask me this question, I really hard to answer that. 

This morning, while driving, I started to refresh back again. Tears from my eyes. That's the 1st sad feeling on 2013. I hope it won't happen again to me. I thought that I had use to this feeling. But, I still care for. I really care it no matter how long the incidence happen. 

So bad is... that's broke my mood once again. Early morning, using the "great" voice shout on my name... assign me for something else. I dislike this feeling. I feel uneasy. I'm not your servant. I didn't did something wrong, OMG... when the shouting voice comes to me, I just "hang" for a second but I not really know what that "shouting" for. That's meaningless for me. 

God, How I need to tolerate? I fed up for a moment, even Jason also feel I'm not in mood. Obviously... I really cares about. If a patient's family shouting at me, for nonsense or that's person talk bad about me or shouting at me, I don't care. I still can understand and love them. But.... XX I cares..................

I don't really know how to improve to make myself more favorable. I feel hard to survive when I think about it. God, if without you holding on me, I sure can't imagine what I will did when I face it.  God, I know u want me to learn to pray for that. I will... beside praying , I really can't do anything much. I just avoid conflict happen, that's it. I know God you want use to unit in your name and love one and other. Because of You, I choose to love, not hate. 

God, please let me be more adorable and know how to be a faithful person. I don't wish to makes people around me especially my family in hard time because of that. Thank You Lord. 

God, I ask for your forgiveness and your mercy in me, So that I could forgive those who hurt me unconsciously. Thank You Lord.

22012013

Finally got time to post something back here.
God is good all the time, I could give up all my worries to him.
Today early morning, I discuss with my boss, I hope she could release us for the degree study. But the answer still pending, I had spoken to her quite sometime, she can just release me, but how could my bff? I wish I could study with her.
When driving back from work place, I feel holy spirit is talking with me, sudden I think what's pastor told us before. When we start to plan for ourself, it mean our God is dead, so we need to plan by our own. But now what I trust? My God is alive, he can help me settle it no matter how's the possibility.
I sms my bff and told her to pray together. We trust God will lead us. Amen.
My voice, God I wants it back. Today when play the worsjip song with my little guitar, I wish I could sing, but I can't. This feeling is killing me. But the other hand, I thanks God that I born with a nice voice so that I could sing and worship him.
Some people not even can speak or sing, God bless me with this gift, so I could use my voice to worship him and preach his word to the unbeliever.
I wish I could make that. I know God will be my provider always. As long as I'm willing, God will with me. In Jesus name, I pray for revival in Angel and working adult again. We can't stand still anymore. I must move out and work for it. God please lead me.

18012013

Today really bored... But thanks God still got my cousin ping ping accompany me shops around.
Sudden thinking to eat bak kut teh but bak kut teh more expansive... Bro prefer budget food, so we go for kopitiam..hihi... Quite nice fried maggie I like that.
Beside sharing, today when join cell group, I learn about that God prefer us to obey him, use up the best to serve him and he not want the more from us. Just like offering, God didn't see the amount, but he seen our heart. We give the offering is because we love him, not we just want to get the blessing as return.
Tomorrow will be a tough day for me, expected I couldn't have enough rest, need rushing here and there. Hope God with me, hope tomorrow I din drunk, lolz... Self control please....

Taiwan Trip Day 4 @ 26112012 (24112012-01122012)

This is the place we have a visit on the 3rd day in Taiwan Trip.

Love the view there.

Wow.. can see how cool is the weather, like we going to a country in winter period.

This is the map we found in the way we at the Qing Jing Farm. That's to direct us to get the right way out.

That's be that the caught in for the HONEY produce.

Before we leave this place. We have sometimes to stay for a period the view the process of making the HONEY. I brought two bottle of the flower's powder, one is for my Aunty. 

That's the pail for making the HONEY... the Honey drops from the bottom of the tank... is taste Good... 

The Sheep, just a statue in one of the resort... 

A station we pass by then.... I snap it...

A building help on the way we travel to another location. A travel service center....

Waterfall.... we just drop by there to have a snap................. That's funny....

The waterfall is that look great??? 

That's awesome for me.... Just right infront in my eyes.....

My sis, Esther is there.... With 3 guys.... just chatting around....

3 guys stand cool there.... 

Hey Bro. Shin Loon is hiding... OMG... 

Taking picture is killing him. 

Paper dome............. Many people get their wedding picture here....

This is the view that we are siting right there to enjoy our breakfast.... Wow...Awesome

A part of the paper dome View...

The ship is just on the lake.... 

Lord of the RING..................  is for couple to take picture there.... 

that's the door at the hall.....

The butterflies look nice right??? 

The view is great.... and It's recall the view in Spicy Garden, Penang.

Bell...........Ding Dong ...Ding Dong....

That's the time have a sharing there.... 

the lighting there is awesome too....  mostly made by PAPER...........

Some wishes is stick on the wall in the hall... That's one of it...

That's a small TV keep repeating to play about the history of the Paper Dome.

The picture is hanging in the wall... in one of the corner there. 

That's the nice Christmas tree made by people... 

Wow... the lake.... >.<

This is the ticket that we brought to get in the paper dome... with RM10 to purchase any item in paper dome. Either food or souvenir. 

this is the hall............. from another VIEW... 

That's my breakfast set.... redeem with the RM10 ticket. 

Wow... nice with with delicious breakfast. 

This is the cake.... looks delicious right?

That's waffle....  Yummy.... 

That's I take just infront of the lake....

Haha.... Funny that I'm taking in TOILET.... OMG...

that's the street I saw just beside the Toilet....

This is 九族文化村.... that's great....

that's look like the long house... but...this looks great.... 

that's great.... I like this village....

That's the entrance... ^^

I like that.... 

Culture village.... We waiting at the entrance.... 

That's a small hut in the village...

just a ethnic group....

I like this... can take picture. 

sis Esther is there...acting.... Cute... ^^

Sis wendy also.... hihi

That's my turn.... hihi... 

the entrance....inside the small sub village.... 

Wendy and Esther is acting the statue behind that... Funny ++

this is like a small pool .... XD

Wow... is nice... if can get in the middle that's great...

Paiwan ethnic group... 

Esther also taking that... ^^

that's some shop in the village too.... to sell what's is about the village... mostly souvenir...

Sign... can't get to see the real statue... as there is slight raining on the day.... T.T

There is the time for the visitor to see some presentation. 

A restaurant there... 

That the coffin.... for this ethnic group... 

that's the direction point....

This uncle cook the sweet potato for us.... he so friendly... I like that.

3 of this aunty is cute... they are lively. just same as my mum. Miss my mum.... ^^

4 of them.... cheers...

So many OWL.... Wow....

I like this view.....

I like this mirror view.... 

Just like winter Sonata.... 

That's like the sunway lagoon.... 

I play it 3 times.... really fun..... I like that XD

take picture with LUFFY...

I think that's is kid's wonderland. 

This year eh children's camp sure very fun.... all is this.... cartoon. 

We at the exits of the village... we waiting for our transport there...

wow..... I love this place....  so natural....

Taichung we stay there.... just need to pay for 3 persons rooms fees, we get to upgrade to 4 persons room fees. 

this room is nice.... ^^

That's the view I take from the room we stay in taichung.

cute cartoons... on the way we walk to 逢甲夜市....

the cartoon spec looks like me ^^

Try that....... Miss that...

I dislike tofu.... especially dried tofu. but this.... is nice and delicious for me. 

That's special...

Fried mee put in the bread. 

this shop make me remember a joke.... That's from Leong Heng. 

This shop selling the differ of corns.. Wendy buy one, we all share. Is black in color... 

He saw this corn, we ask him to eat, he ask that who go to buy such corn that burn off? Because is totally black... OMG... I'm laughing non-stop there. 

I had brought this shoe for my sis....  hope she like it.... that's cheap 

I like this vodka.... That's the 1st favor I like. 

OMG... I addicted on that.... I still remember I'm walking to the 7-11 alone just for that few days after too. Sudden feel so stupid as I'm really walking alone to get that drink for him too.... OMG