27082014

At the beginning of the day, what I suppose to do? Sure is to praise and worship my Lord my God. Thanks God I'm always pretty, young, confidence and happy....

Thanks God for giving me such a good opportunity to post a good status as I'm involve in a games section.... 

Thanks God that I have a begger looks as what's my friend think of. 

Thanks God that it brighten my day and I have come in contact with those in needs.

Today in LRT, I get a message... Many of the passengers in the LRT were either playing their hand phone, starring at somewhere...reading a book... But there are no one able to give a smile to each other. That's the sickness of the world.... God, where are the smiling face??? How about me??? Am I able to give a smile to someone that maybe could have a bad day in the morning? Negative thinking is contagious.... How about positive thinking??? That's same... It also can be contagious.... Could I take this challenge to give a smile to the stranger? Am I able to do that? God, please give me such a joyful heart and throw a smile to the strangers and bring a positive contagious to this worlds. Amen.

Besides, there are full of the cheating activities around the mid valley area. I saw an old age man has caught my two young man while I'm crossing the bridge from KTM station at mid valley. This two young man use their way to persuade the old man to get the free gift that they offered. As I know, this was a trick that to cheat the old man's money if he willing to get this free gift offered by the young man. I'm wondering if I could able to save the old man from being cheated, what will happened? Is that I'm going to be killed or knocked by the gangs? God, I really helpless.... I saw the incident happened, but I couldn't help.... I pray that the old man would be escape from being cheated by the young man... What would Jesus do? Is that the same??? 

God please give me wisdom that I could be strong and choose to do the right thing at the right time. My research project is one of the thing that I concern the most. I don't know I'm able to make it on time or not, but I know.... God, you are in control, you will help me and make the right thing at the right time. Amen... God... I put all my worries and my future is in your hand... I know you will make it right and do it as my favor... Thanks God. Nitez....

Thanks once again that allow me to have my favor ice cream 

23082014

Today is the most great time for our committees as we no need to prepare games and yet we get to play the games!!! 

Although in this games, we can able to see the real character that we have. Besides I also can know that Chester really trust Wendy so well... Haha... There are no prefect leader in this world. Every leader may have their weakness and strength. Finally I get to know my leader well. For sure I really have a little bit disappointed, but yet I know that God want me to learn something. "No one is perfect." 

God, thanks that I'm having a great time with them as I think that's not much time that I can have for them in future. I think I should have something in their mind that no one can replaced. Thanks for giving me this opportunity to spend time with them. I really love them!!! 

26082014 fresh start on my day :)

Today is a great start of my day. I'm sleeping for nine hours last night. 

Thanks God for giving me such a comfortable place to rest. 

While we traveling to our university by LRT, I saw a Malay lady bringing a child and with a plastic bag of food. While the LRT get along, the lady drops her food and the plastic drops and spoilt. On the spot I'm thinking of to give my plastic bag that I place my bread to the lady. When I offer help, she keep saying "thank you" to me. I know that this thank you would be help her on the spot and it could make up my day as well. Praise Lord. I'm the salt and light no matter where and when!!! 

I'm starting my day with a good and cheap breakfast. 

 

In the afternoon, I'm having curry Chee cheong fun for lunch. Yummy!!! Although I'm on diet, but still unable to win this temptation. 

A cappuccino has ordered as I passby the caffe. A cup of coffee per meal, that's killing me. While this photo was posted in fb, all my friend comments on that. Keep reminding that I'm fat, I need diet control. Well, honestly I'm gaining weight unconsciously... God want to help me mostly. He sent an angel to remind my by giving me such a good topic on my assignment. That's called food pyramid. It push me to understand all food contains in order to teach. OMG 😱... I think after all, I should be able to slim down then. 😂

25082014 first surprise from God of the day

Thanks God that I'm reaching the hotel safely. Although it takes me about RM15 for the taxi fees to my destination, but God I know that's in your control still.

The first surprise that you given me today is an email from the research author that I'm sending on 21/8/2014. I'm really in need that to have the tools in my research. God, you really get to sent me at the right time and at the right place. Praise you Lord. It really made up my day. I know that's in your control... 

Besides, while reach the university although that's not a heavy rain, but because of raining, we get in the basement carpark and into the lift. Coincidently there are a man that walk infront of us open the door that need special authorization for us and we able to get up to the department freely without stuck. Praise Lord.

When reach the hotel, both of us are exhausted.... 

We didn't have our dinner and my friend was fall aslept just after we reach the hotel. 

My sis told me that my car was sending to repair and it take four days to complete. 

Total amount is around 1k. OMG 😱... But praise Lord also la. At least I know that God love me so much. No matter what, God will open the door for me. 😊 because he is in control. 

24082014 Exercising my FAITH

Early in the morning I'm awake. Don't know what has caused me to be
awake but today I'm serving, is good that I'm awake and prepare to go
church.
In Praise and worship, we sing a song "与你更靠近".
http://youtu.be/dO_3nTi4uMY
The lyric was good and it encouraged me.
"主我愿让你来拥有我的心，不在用力坚持依靠我自己, 愿你每句话语，
都成为我命定改变我生命一步一步与你更靠近，走进你心意"

After service, we plan to have our lunch at THE CLASSROOM at raja uda. "Great thing" happened just right after I'm driving to the destination. I met an accident. OMG, once again I'm not sure that what's happened, but I know that my car was broken.

While I'm coming out from my car, right behind an angel comes. My church brother Shin Loon pass by and stopped a side to help me up. The first thing right in my mind was I'm not wrong... Why God allowed this to be happened in my life? Tonight I'm rushing to go KL for my study, this months I need money to travel to KL, I need my study fees... I need $$..... Why such thing happened???
But God give me a message, "Joyce, I'm Your God. Every situation that happened in you is under my control."

Right after the accident, bro Shin Loon is there to help me and accompany me. Besides, Leong Heng and Yu Jue also come to help me up. Those were the angels around me. I'm not handling the problem alone. Coincidentally this week I'm on leave to travel to KL for my study, I don't need my car, is that a great thing I should thanks God? I'm safe as well, Is that I should thank God? There are so many things that I should thanks God. Thanks God that the Uncle that knock me off did respect my decision and willing to wait me for my final decision. Thanks God that my dad was not around while I met the accident. There are so many thing I should give thanks to my mighty God.

Although I can't join the gathering after I met the accident, I straight away drive back home and have a rest. I try to have a nap actually, but I can't sleep while things was not settled. My parents did not know it yet. I don't know what to do with my car now. I'm alert!!! I continue reading my favorite book "become a better you" by Joel Osteen. That's is chapter 24 - God is in Control. There is a phrase that I like the most "God is working behind the scenes in our lives." In fact we will have difficulties, all things in life that can steal our joy and peace, we should learn to turn them over to God and say "Father, I'm trusting you. I believe that you are in control. I believe you are working in my life, going before me, making my crooked place straight and causing me to be at the right place at the right time".  

After all, the other problem comes as I need to face my parents, especially my dad. Can't imagine what's his reaction after he saw my car!!!

But God is really in control. He sent my sis and Abigail at the right time to save me from being nagged by him. Haha.... God you are awesome God. Besides, my mom also sent me to meet my friend at autocity as that's the last gathering for my BFF Priscilla. 

Another good thing to share as God really good to me. As he know I need money for traveling to KL, yet he make this gathering as a opportunity that I could get the cash money while I'm paying the dinner by credit card. Praise Lord. 

06082014

Today is the best day of the week as I'm having plenty of rest time. 

My life is better and better as I'm walking with Jesus. 

Today I get two assignment from God. 

After I'm awake, my mum is sharing to me regarding her work's condition. She is frustrated with her colleague that deduct her salary without her notice. She was very angry and keep saying that she was very upset and told her boss to return her money back to her. In that moment, I'm very calm and feel that why my mom was angry because of that. As a daughter, my reaction should not be calm if I know that someone bullied my mom. I should help my mom to fight for the money as well. At the same time, God talk to me. I know that the good time to share to my mom that how great is our God that blessed us. God giving us a healthy life to work to earn, sometimes the other people may jealous us and do something bad to us. But remember, God is always righteous. This may not happened if God not allowed it. I think he may wish us to show mercy on that lady that who treat my mom badly. I comfort my mom with a hugs and listen to her complaints. I know God want us to show mercy on her. I try talk to my mom and she feel better after. I hope tomorrow I can awake and support her before she got to work.

The other assignment was a young boy. He is one of our church brother. He left church for quite sometimes, but he came to me and talk to me as he feel depressed. I'm thankful that God sent him to me so that I can have a chance to show mercy on him. I know whatever I say may not be right to him as he was depressed, but I know God want me to pray for him. I know by my support, he can be better. I'm learning to do good to him as well. God please strengthen me. 

I hope I can full fill the assignment that God given to me and can be develop a batter relationship with God and the people that I contact to. Praise Lord for keep lifting me up, support me and giving me strength to overcome whatever I faced.  Prayed that God continue to strengthen me, holy spirits filled me and give me power and love to serve the people as he loved them. And my sickness goes off whole I'm serving... In Jesus name, Amen. 

01082014

Today is the first day of August and also is the first day of my working life after I have rested for a few days. Last night I have read the book from Joel Osteen "become a better you" on a chaper mentioned about "bringing the best out of people". 

This early morning, I'm praying while taking a ride to my working place. I pray that God give me chance to make people feel good. I don't know what will happened, but I know his spirit will never leave me alone. 

That the point that after the prayer, he give me chance to serve. My friend Kim had agree to let me go her house to have a visit to her father and I know that's the opportunity to get to know her father and share the good news to him. I know I'm wanted as God had sent me to.... Although I'm nobody, but for sure God will make me as a somebody to him...Amen. 

Besides, in my working field, I met a fantastic women. She was too worry about her child condition and because of that she told my customer service that I'm giving her a bad service and before that she scolded me very rude and request to see doctor as soon as possible. Funny thing is I'm wondering this fantastic ladies might me something wrong somewhere so that she might not understand or misunderstand my meaning. My staff nurse in charge was giving me a bad feedback that I'm thinking that I'm fails to fulfil my patient's needs. I'm quite sad actually. In the moment, I prayed. I know everything comes in my life will have a purpose. That's no way that a situation came without my God knowledgded. I know my God will settle it for me and I know that's will be a fantastic way as well. 

True that it was settle with an appologize from the fantastic ladies.... I get shocked but I'm very happy and I'm very sure that this is belong to my beloved God's works. He do thing that I can't really understand and imagine, amen. 

Praise Lord....it was done....it settle... From now onwards, I know that's not w point that we need to plan.. Plan and plan... Everything that I need, God has prepared. What I need to do is just follow and obey him... That's it.... I trust in you Lord fully, whatever you asked, I'm follow. That is God. 

27072014 today totally a mess!!!

It has been mess up after I've been told that plan changed once again without expectation. I totally hate this kind of feeling. Who can understand me? God? Do you? I don't want any unexpected changes... Or God you want me to learn anything??? Anything more? I don't know what to do with a mess honestly. After all.... It silent for sometimes... I'm thinking... Keep thinking... My appearance and my mind were a mess and I don't think I'm doing right. I'm getting angry!!! I'm getting angry for nothing!!! I can't think and act accordingly when I'm in rush. 

God, what you expect from me? What you want me to learn about? I don't wish to learn thing in a mess honestly. I hope my bad mood was not contagious anyway... Please removed the kind of stress... Thanks Lord. 

23072014

Today I'm dating with my best mentor ever in my nursing life...

She is good to me and my group girls as well...

She was leaving LWE and going to Singapore have her new life and job. I'm gonna miss her so so much!!!

After all I'm joining test games at church!!!! I'm alone at church!!! Selfie... Hihi 😁.....

25062014

Today I'm very happy that I no need to work!!! I'm going for training. This training inspire me quite a few thing that I have been lost touch. 

I should be give compliment to other frequently and specifically. I should be think and speak positively and do not use negative words. 

I love today training....

After working, I'm going to pampered myself with a meal. Starbuck ...

Dark mocha with classic doughnut. 

Nice and simple dinner. But it cost me rm20. OMG 😱... I scare I'm sleepy during prayer meeting. That's why I'm having starbuck coffee.