Just accept the fact that he is Gone.

When 1st time I saw this picture I found that I recently I had learn something up when I had lost something I feel that's important previously.
I lose him up, when I start on praying that God to take away that the person is not my right man away. But really, God answer my prayer. He is gone totally.
From each and every day sms non-stop , started to cool down till not even 5 per week till now a days. I totally lost him.
Actually I miss him, but I can't afford to bring him back to my life again to hurt me and love me at the same time. I rather he is totally disappear in my memories so that I can stop love him and hold back my love to the one that is gonna love me and be my right man.
When I know that he is not the one, I really can't accept it. I thought that I know him as well as he knows me well. We are close with each other is just like a couple spend their life together.
Thanks God. I know what is happening around me. I know what is gonna change in my life. I have to move on. I can't just hold on the thing that is left behind me. I won't work on me.
December is coming, that's the last month of 2011. What I done in 2011??? I tried to ask myself. Any ways I had learn. Learn to be tougher and stronger. Learn to love myself more and love God more. Learn to be caring to my families and my love friends. They are too important for me. I can't afford to lose any one of them from me. They are lovely God creation.
What's my next year plan??? I think I need to start my fasting prayer soon to have a clear mindset that what God had prepare for me to do it and complete it. What is the purpose that he made me and what I going to move on next...
Thanks God I had a great time spend with him. All I need to stop is keep writing all rubbish story about me and "him". That's completely end my story with HIM. From now onwards, He just a brother that I really love to spend time with him and love it. That's it. Is a sad ending story, but I still will keep this memories until I meet my heavenly father. And told him that to write a better ending for me when I start a next fairy tales story ^^... Love You Jesus ^^

10112011 Graduation Dinner for MBTS

When driving to penang, Graduation dinner, I found the weather is nice and good. As like below, so BLUE...
The dinner is 7pm but we reach there just too early to attend the dinner. We plan to go around Penang Island.
Here is a shop selling different kind of bread.

My parent buy few of the bread for us as breakfast.

After that, when we pass by a biscuit shop since 1856... wow...
The design of the shop is cute and nice too as below.


Finally I get in the dinner, Wow is grand dinner as I go annual dinner too.
The stage is design as below. Is my 1st time to join kinda dinner.

The dining table is arranged like this...

I been assign to have my dinner with Dato Lim Qing Har ... OMG... Is stressful. Whole night I'm so quite till I just able to just take my dinner with playing my games with my Hp. OMG...

That's Differ in L♥ve and Pain

I really don't like the pain but Life is full of challenge. God don't sent all that I love to, but sent someone I need to. I need to be hurt, be broken out, and learn to be stronger and tough enough to learn to love even there is HURT around...But at least he promised me that, he is WITH Me all the time. I'm not ALONE... That's God's LOVE...♥♥♥♥♥♥

05092011 committee gathering!!! EAT!!!

Today our leader Chester gather all camp committee came for meeting at Jusco, BM.
Surprising is that our church give us a TREAT after we all exhausted from preparing and settle all the camp things. We take our dinner at Korean food shop there. My favorite kim chi dish was there. I love it...
Actually I thought is just a meeting and goes on about this coming saturday BBQ things. Finally I found that oh...Is just occasionally will talk about that. After our leader,Chester set all the venue and time for the camp I post on the FB~ ANGEL's wall to remind all my ANGEL's leader and member update about this coming saturday event. All excited to join our coming activities ~HAWAII nights.
Before ends up the gathering I request all of them to take a picture on their own to edit and sent to JET Teh as he is not with us...Damn pity... ~~~I'm so bad... >.<

04092011 farewell for Jet Teh

Today after my night duty, I rest at Kelly's house for an hours then I fetch her and Yee sin to CHC for sunday service. Yee Sin was surprising follow me to church for the 1st time. Thanks God. Ps Saras sharing "Dont be cheese" A video clips was show by him..is a kids song...



This is funny but when we think about our self that's true things we need. We not the cheese... We can't stand alone, we need someone to work with us, walk with us, talk with us and help us in our life. We need love. This is human being.

Genesis 2:18
1. Communicate! Communicate! Communicate!
~Dont talk too many topic in one conversation.
~Listen what other saying.
~James 1:9
*body language.-facial features..how u move.
*gestures.-
2. Affirmations is power.
~Phillipian 1:3-5
3. The warm experience.
~smile.
~use people's name more than usual!
~respect people's title!
~1 Peter 2:17
4. The esteem attitude
~Phillipian 2:3
~I specialist...just leave them.
~Proverbs 13:10
~learn to be humble.
~thinking of urself less.
~proverbs 20:23
~don't criticise people.

After the service, we join the A5 CG people for lunch. Have a great time spend with them... they are lovely. After that I drop my friend back and I go sunway to join my church member for lunch again, but I just share a drink with my sister. Don't be surprise, I'm not get my lunch twice per day.


Just have a small farewell party with my bro, Jet Teh and his parent.


He is going to leave us for 2 months to JB for his training camp.
Wish him all the best, we will miss him so much as we taking some delicious food ^^

Tiring man... When reach my home sweet home, I get to rest for 2 hours. Is great to be HOME... ^^

youth camp 爱的方程式 28-31082011

After church service, we set up all thing to the van and bring all thing necessary to the camp site.
Before go to the camp site, I and Shin Siang incharge of the transportation things and after settle all, we go for lunch together at New World Park, Penang.
I get my Char Koay Teow, Laksa...then I with my cousin J Shen go to the camp site.

Wow... heavy rain... When we reach the rain wets all our cloths... Due to incharge person Angeline will be late, I plan to get the key from the camp incharge person~ Grace to get the key. But heavy rain non-stop, David volunteer himself to help me get the key as he said kinda things guys must do it ...^^
After settle all things, Is opening time. David as us to help him in opening and really is great opening.
Breifing done my the committee and the 1st worship is lead by Christine. After that is our 1st topic shared by Ps.JCong.
Later on is our night games, 1st night games I act in 1st station with sis, christine, chester and jet. We having fun there too and take our making of video by Shin Siang... that's great.


All the camp members was follow the instruction to view all station...They are great people.
All of them are guessing the killer is either Chester or Lester, few just suspect is Jet and Alanis.
The next day, morning call we woke up and have our 1st activity is split into group and share about some words of God and pray.
Next day morning worship is lead by Alanis. I'm be her pianist. We enjoy the worship so much. I like it so much...Really great worhip. Going to the next topic of the camp committee are busy preparing for the next afternoon games lead by sis~ Grace.
Sis and I settle all the games.... Having fun together...especially the video clip imitation.
Raining still beach camp been cancelled, replace by some indoor games but no beach play.
After dinner, another topic started, and will go on next night games.... Result wow.....surprising all committes. Just have a group able to guess the right killer.
That night also daniel khoo birthday. "He" go to buy the birthday cake, I help him take care the station in his room. He keep the fried rice for me...later on he sent to me too... the tom yam fried rice really nice.
Next day morning, the weather is good...we start on beach games...Great... have fun there too...
But not all people are involve in the games too.
Later on is shopping games, Teresa is incharge of that games. I'm the angel of 大家停 group lead by David and Poh Thing.


They are the last group came for taking the cue.... pity them...
I'm with them though out the games...Although is really tired, but I try my best to follow them.
The able sold rm10 for the comb... they did it well.
Some problems need to be solve on the way of the games, shin siang help me alot. Thanks...
At night, foon propose to my sis...the highlight moment on the camp. My sis say YES... the moment is sweet and touch.
I feel happy that my sis is getting married to someone she love but another way I feel that I will lost a sis soon...
After all activities over, is time for meeting again...LOLz...last night for the meeting... All exhausted and awaiting for last day activities.
Last day activities... is the funniest among. All group had prepare a 15min show to present.
the most funniest and good show is from 枕头帮...they really did a good job.
Damn damn tired... That night I still fasting, when going to James Foo have the dinner, I just able to get a salad...Wow...sound killing me... ^^

26082011

Today I found a new software from my HTC phone anroid market "美图秀秀" it's help me to build my software...


OMG... I like it so much....
That's the picture I take when my first time cooks the steak from Tesco...yum yum....

25082011

Next gathering...
Today is the gathering of a small close group of group 36 Jan 07
I decide to make it today because a group girl Pei Ying is morning today in this week only, beside the next day I'm not working.
A week before I had create this event to invite all my close group girl to join it, include Ah Choon, one of my best group girl.
The location I set at MCD green lane, but a group girl told me that Malay buka puasa so around that time will be crowded. So she suggest to change the venue to coffee Island, Gurney.
Then due to few of my other's group girl is on call, we plan to change again to nearest place E-gate...
Sudden I received a sms from Ah choon, she told me she can't attend because she is on call and scare she unable to return to work if call up. So we prefer to change a final place is center of 2 hospital so that all of us will make it. But finally disappointed me, she didn't turn up with just left me a message.
Honestly I really upset when I knew this but I can't force anyone to do it since we are damn busy of our own life. I give up, is just a dream, will be awake.... don't let it make my mood down like that.
After enjoy my dinner ~ salad at food garden, Times square. We still enjoy our "english tea" after that. Wow....my group girl likes "English tea" as well. Wow... surprising. Our next gathering should be end up in Overtime as most of us likes"english tea"so much ^^

24082011 I

Today should be the special day for me. Last night I had plan to have breakfast with my cousin, Jshen since i'm not working. Unfortunately, I can't wake up on time. When I woke up It has been late morning 11am. I message him and could change our plan to have lunch together.
We have our lunch at KFC tesco, BM. We have great conversation there and I think I'm doing the right way and I spend my time more useful then talk rubbish with "him". My concept of my cousin changed as I have this short period spending chit chatting with him. He told me how his life going on, and his brother too. I feel sorry to God that I don't even care them as I'm his sister. Thanks God...It's not too late to know that... God please help me ^^

22082011

Today I working on night. Last night same time, I talk with jshen my cousin. He talking to me and I try share gospel to him. Put some question to let him think about.
Beside I also talk to my colleague, I share with her how great is my god. She is Christian too, but she is weak in faith. I talk to her and lead her in prayer. She decide to back to church. I hope I can contact Fanny and get her to go CHC and have spiritual grow better. Thanks god giving me this chance to share and work for him..

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